1 00:00:04,542 --> 00:00:06,458 How can I help you this beautiful morning? 2 00:00:06,458 --> 00:00:07,792 You got any cases? 3 00:00:07,792 --> 00:00:08,959 Three. 4 00:00:08,959 --> 00:00:10,583 I got a teenage, 5 00:00:10,583 --> 00:00:12,208 African-American lung transplant-- 6 00:00:12,208 --> 00:00:14,542 Next few days you'll be doing nothing but clinic work. 7 00:00:14,542 --> 00:00:15,709 I just said-- 8 00:00:15,709 --> 00:00:17,083 You're lying! 9 00:00:17,083 --> 00:00:18,583 Then why'd you ask? 10 00:00:18,583 --> 00:00:20,458 Because if you told the truth, 11 00:00:20,458 --> 00:00:22,625 I was only gonna give you one day of clinic duty. 12 00:00:22,625 --> 00:00:24,375 That's dishonest. 13 00:00:24,375 --> 00:00:26,625 I refuse to participate in this-- You'll do it. 14 00:00:26,625 --> 00:00:28,166 You owe me. I kept you out of jail. 15 00:00:28,166 --> 00:00:29,250 I can put you back. 16 00:00:34,166 --> 00:00:35,291 Perjurer. 17 00:00:35,291 --> 00:00:36,375 Felon. 18 00:00:38,083 --> 00:00:42,250 How can I help you this beautiful morning? 19 00:00:42,250 --> 00:00:44,375 I told the nurse I have a runny nose, 20 00:00:44,375 --> 00:00:45,750 but I don't. 21 00:00:45,750 --> 00:00:49,917 I-I think I have, uh... syphilis or gonorrhea. 22 00:00:49,917 --> 00:00:53,208 I think I have an STD. 23 00:00:56,625 --> 00:00:59,625 I think I have a... 24 00:01:11,625 --> 00:01:13,959 Who is here for a runny nose? 25 00:01:15,750 --> 00:01:17,667 It's a cold! 26 00:01:17,667 --> 00:01:19,500 It'll get better. Go home. 27 00:01:21,125 --> 00:01:23,333 Those of you who have stayed obviously do not have colds. 28 00:01:23,333 --> 00:01:24,834 You will be assigned a doctor 29 00:01:24,834 --> 00:01:26,709 who is not me, 'cause I'm tired 30 00:01:26,709 --> 00:01:28,041 of wiping crotches. 31 00:01:28,041 --> 00:01:30,333 House! You're doing this. 32 00:01:30,333 --> 00:01:32,208 Ahh! 33 00:01:32,208 --> 00:01:33,333 Oh! 34 00:01:33,333 --> 00:01:34,667 Oh, it hurts! 35 00:01:34,667 --> 00:01:36,667 Ahh! 36 00:01:36,667 --> 00:01:37,750 Ow! 37 00:01:38,792 --> 00:01:39,959 Ow! 38 00:01:39,959 --> 00:01:42,500 Call security. 39 00:01:42,500 --> 00:01:44,291 Ow! 40 00:01:44,291 --> 00:01:45,917 It hurts! 41 00:01:45,917 --> 00:01:47,166 Should I get a sedative? 42 00:01:47,166 --> 00:01:49,083 No, I'm good. Thanks. 43 00:01:49,083 --> 00:01:50,208 Ahh! 44 00:01:50,208 --> 00:01:52,208 Oh! 45 00:01:52,208 --> 00:01:53,667 It hurts! 46 00:01:53,667 --> 00:01:56,250 My head hurts! 47 00:01:56,250 --> 00:01:58,667 Ow! 48 00:01:58,667 --> 00:02:00,750 Ahh hah! 49 00:02:00,750 --> 00:02:02,917 Ah! Oh! 50 00:02:02,917 --> 00:02:04,041 Aah! 51 00:02:04,041 --> 00:02:06,667 Oh! Ah-- 52 00:02:09,709 --> 00:02:10,834 Need a team here! 53 00:02:10,834 --> 00:02:11,959 I have the sedative. 54 00:02:11,959 --> 00:02:14,000 A little late. Just in time. 55 00:02:14,000 --> 00:02:16,000 What did you give him? A paralytic. 56 00:02:16,000 --> 00:02:17,208 (Cuddy) Why would you do that? 57 00:02:17,208 --> 00:02:18,333 Somebody had to stop the screaming. 58 00:02:18,333 --> 00:02:20,500 Then he's still in pain. 59 00:02:20,500 --> 00:02:22,291 Yeah, but quietly. 60 00:02:22,291 --> 00:02:23,917 The paralytic stopped his breathing. 61 00:02:23,917 --> 00:02:25,959 If he goes hypoxic, he's gonna be quiet forever. 62 00:02:31,542 --> 00:02:34,583 So either I can continue to swab people's privates 63 00:02:34,583 --> 00:02:36,250 or I can figure out if this guy's delirium, 64 00:02:36,250 --> 00:02:38,417 pain, and insanely high heart rate 65 00:02:38,417 --> 00:02:40,166 are life-threatening 66 00:02:40,166 --> 00:02:42,083 or just a personality quirk. 67 00:02:43,875 --> 00:02:46,792 I think the latter choice is better for all three of us. 68 00:02:48,083 --> 00:02:51,083 [Massive Attack's Teardrop] 69 00:02:51,083 --> 00:02:53,041 ♪ ♪ 70 00:03:20,417 --> 00:03:21,917 (Foreman) He's sedated. 71 00:03:21,917 --> 00:03:23,417 It took 5ccs of haloperidol to get him down 72 00:03:23,417 --> 00:03:24,709 after the paralytic wore off. 73 00:03:24,709 --> 00:03:26,250 (House) So, 74 00:03:26,250 --> 00:03:29,166 the pain in his right ear, psychotic behavior, 75 00:03:29,166 --> 00:03:30,709 and dizziness. Go! 76 00:03:30,709 --> 00:03:32,375 Nurses said he was holding his head. 77 00:03:32,375 --> 00:03:34,709 How do you know it was specifically his ear? 78 00:03:34,709 --> 00:03:36,291 Because he was dizzy. 79 00:03:36,291 --> 00:03:38,166 It means the problem was affecting his inner ear. 80 00:03:38,166 --> 00:03:39,542 Nurses said he was running in circles. 81 00:03:39,542 --> 00:03:40,792 Doesn't mean he was dizzy. 82 00:03:40,792 --> 00:03:41,917 He wasn't running in circles. 83 00:03:41,917 --> 00:03:43,125 He was running in oblongs. 84 00:03:43,125 --> 00:03:44,667 Looked like a 3-year-old kid drew them. 85 00:03:44,667 --> 00:03:47,750 Acoustic neuroma that started to hemorrhage. 86 00:03:47,750 --> 00:03:50,875 Explains the pain, vertigo, 87 00:03:50,875 --> 00:03:52,000 everything. 88 00:03:52,000 --> 00:03:53,375 Get an MRI. 89 00:03:53,375 --> 00:03:55,291 What else? 90 00:03:55,291 --> 00:03:56,875 If it explains everything-- 91 00:03:56,875 --> 00:03:58,667 Might not explain everything. 92 00:03:58,667 --> 00:04:00,375 (Chase) Well, what if he was psychotic first, 93 00:04:00,375 --> 00:04:02,291 then self-mutilated, damaged the ear. 94 00:04:02,291 --> 00:04:03,417 Excellent. 95 00:04:03,417 --> 00:04:04,667 We need a complete 96 00:04:04,667 --> 00:04:06,875 psychiatric workup. Your turn. 97 00:04:06,875 --> 00:04:10,250 Uh, I was gonna say what Foreman... 98 00:04:10,250 --> 00:04:12,166 Well, say something else. 99 00:04:12,166 --> 00:04:14,250 He... 100 00:04:14,250 --> 00:04:16,250 came to the clinic. 101 00:04:16,250 --> 00:04:18,583 Good. 102 00:04:18,583 --> 00:04:20,208 Decent chance he had a chronic illness first, 103 00:04:20,208 --> 00:04:21,417 especially given the rapid heart rate. 104 00:04:21,417 --> 00:04:23,208 Hmm. Lingering ear infection. 105 00:04:23,208 --> 00:04:25,542 Pressure builds up in his inner ear 106 00:04:25,542 --> 00:04:26,750 and bursts through the mastoid bone while he's waiting in the clinic. 107 00:04:26,750 --> 00:04:29,375 Oh...yes. Get a head CT, 108 00:04:29,375 --> 00:04:31,083 draw blood cultures, run a chem panel, 109 00:04:31,083 --> 00:04:32,333 and get a complete blood count. 110 00:04:32,333 --> 00:04:34,625 Oh, while you're at it, 111 00:04:34,625 --> 00:04:35,834 pour some alcohol into his ear 112 00:04:35,834 --> 00:04:37,709 and take out the cockroach. 113 00:04:39,041 --> 00:04:41,000 He has a cockroach in his ear? 114 00:04:41,000 --> 00:04:42,917 He was scratching that ear right before the event, 115 00:04:42,917 --> 00:04:44,125 so I took a peek. 116 00:04:44,125 --> 00:04:46,166 My guess is it started biting. 117 00:04:46,166 --> 00:04:48,667 Nothing else wrong with him? 118 00:04:48,667 --> 00:04:50,458 Well, isn't that enough? 119 00:04:50,458 --> 00:04:51,625 It's pretty gross. 120 00:04:51,625 --> 00:04:54,333 So...why are we doing the tests? 121 00:04:54,333 --> 00:04:55,667 Well, it's either that 122 00:04:55,667 --> 00:04:57,333 or I have to keep doing clinic duty. 123 00:04:57,333 --> 00:04:58,917 Do the tests, or just stay out of Cuddy's sight. 124 00:04:58,917 --> 00:05:00,458 I don't really care which. 125 00:05:13,375 --> 00:05:16,000 Why are you here? 126 00:05:16,000 --> 00:05:19,000 Because it's not a hospital. 127 00:05:19,000 --> 00:05:21,291 It's a jogging park. 128 00:05:21,291 --> 00:05:23,667 You're not jogging. You can't jog. 129 00:05:23,667 --> 00:05:25,250 I'm watching jogging. 130 00:05:25,250 --> 00:05:27,959 I sit, I watch, 131 00:05:27,959 --> 00:05:29,041 and I imagine. 132 00:05:34,375 --> 00:05:38,000 So what do you watch for? 133 00:05:39,875 --> 00:05:42,333 That guy's running in shorts. 134 00:05:42,333 --> 00:05:44,625 (Wilson) He's not running. 135 00:05:44,625 --> 00:05:46,125 He's trolling. 136 00:05:46,125 --> 00:05:48,792 You're good at this. 137 00:05:50,333 --> 00:05:53,667 How long are you going to stay here? 138 00:05:53,667 --> 00:05:55,917 The beauty of this place 139 00:05:55,917 --> 00:05:58,667 is it's the last place Cuddy will look. 140 00:06:04,041 --> 00:06:06,667 How can I help you? 141 00:06:08,041 --> 00:06:10,333 The doctors gave me this. 142 00:06:10,333 --> 00:06:12,250 What doctors? 143 00:06:12,250 --> 00:06:14,375 At the other hospital... 144 00:06:14,375 --> 00:06:15,458 last month. 145 00:06:21,542 --> 00:06:22,875 Do you know what this says? 146 00:06:22,875 --> 00:06:25,500 Yes. 147 00:06:25,500 --> 00:06:28,583 "The patient has a 6-centimeter mass 148 00:06:28,583 --> 00:06:32,375 in the right lung-- cancerous, inoperable." 149 00:06:32,375 --> 00:06:34,291 Do you understand what this means? 150 00:06:37,083 --> 00:06:39,834 Is it okay if I sleep here tonight? 151 00:06:41,625 --> 00:06:45,500 It's cold outside. 152 00:06:52,000 --> 00:06:53,542 What are you doing here? 153 00:06:53,542 --> 00:06:55,625 I thought House had a case. 154 00:06:57,834 --> 00:07:00,333 He doesn't. 155 00:07:00,333 --> 00:07:02,291 [birds chirping] 156 00:07:04,834 --> 00:07:07,542 You ordered a CT on a patient with a bug in his ear. 157 00:07:07,542 --> 00:07:08,667 How'd you know I was here? 158 00:07:08,667 --> 00:07:10,333 Ran into Cameron in the clinic. 159 00:07:10,333 --> 00:07:12,458 "Ran into"? 160 00:07:12,458 --> 00:07:13,792 You ordered pointless tests just to-- 161 00:07:13,792 --> 00:07:14,917 It wouldn't have been pointless 162 00:07:14,917 --> 00:07:17,166 if you had "run into" Cameron. 163 00:07:17,166 --> 00:07:19,792 She got punished. She's stuck with another dying patient. 164 00:07:19,792 --> 00:07:21,000 Is that Vicodin? 165 00:07:21,000 --> 00:07:22,125 Breath mint. 166 00:07:22,125 --> 00:07:23,500 Thought you were gonna kiss me. 167 00:07:23,500 --> 00:07:24,667 What happened to rehab? 168 00:07:24,667 --> 00:07:26,041 I got out. 169 00:07:26,041 --> 00:07:27,250 Oh. 170 00:07:27,250 --> 00:07:29,166 Oh... 171 00:07:29,166 --> 00:07:30,625 It was a scam? 172 00:07:30,625 --> 00:07:32,917 Enough foreplay. Are you gonna kiss me or not? 173 00:07:32,917 --> 00:07:35,041 You are going back to the clinic. Or jail. 174 00:07:35,041 --> 00:07:37,333 You perjured yourself to keep me out of jail. 175 00:07:37,333 --> 00:07:38,792 How are you gonna tell-- I only did that 176 00:07:38,792 --> 00:07:40,917 because I thought you were getting clean. 177 00:07:40,917 --> 00:07:44,917 So it's do clinic duty or go to jail? 178 00:07:44,917 --> 00:07:46,291 Yes. 179 00:07:46,291 --> 00:07:47,625 And then it'll be, "Finish your paper work 180 00:07:47,625 --> 00:07:48,792 "or go to jail, 181 00:07:48,792 --> 00:07:50,542 "help with fundraising or go to jail, 182 00:07:50,542 --> 00:07:52,834 do your job or go to jail." 183 00:07:52,834 --> 00:07:54,959 I think I'd rather go to jail. 184 00:07:57,000 --> 00:07:58,625 You owe me. 185 00:08:07,917 --> 00:08:10,542 Be-yootiful. 186 00:08:10,542 --> 00:08:11,875 Thank you. 187 00:08:11,875 --> 00:08:13,000 It's dry. 188 00:08:13,000 --> 00:08:14,375 Who cares? 189 00:08:14,375 --> 00:08:16,083 It's beautiful. 190 00:08:16,083 --> 00:08:18,750 If my lawn were half as well maintained as that, 191 00:08:18,750 --> 00:08:20,291 pigeons wouldn't have the nerve to poop on it. 192 00:08:20,291 --> 00:08:23,208 Good grooming is important. 193 00:08:23,208 --> 00:08:25,208 Was that a shot? 194 00:08:25,208 --> 00:08:27,458 People do judge you on your appearance. 195 00:08:27,458 --> 00:08:30,417 When you entered I noted your shirt hadn't been pressed, 196 00:08:30,417 --> 00:08:32,542 you hadn't shaved in quite some time. 197 00:08:32,542 --> 00:08:34,583 I extrapolated you were a person for whom detail 198 00:08:34,583 --> 00:08:36,208 was not a major concern. 199 00:08:36,208 --> 00:08:37,500 I was worried you might apply 200 00:08:37,500 --> 00:08:38,875 that same standard in your work. 201 00:08:38,875 --> 00:08:40,542 Do you use toenail clippers up there? 202 00:08:40,542 --> 00:08:42,333 They're longer, so they allow me 203 00:08:42,333 --> 00:08:43,458 to better reach the upper hairs. 204 00:08:43,458 --> 00:08:44,834 I'm wearing a rumpled shirt 205 00:08:44,834 --> 00:08:46,709 and forgot to brush my hair this week. 206 00:08:46,709 --> 00:08:49,083 You've got athlete's foot in your nose. 207 00:08:51,750 --> 00:08:54,166 I'm ready to be judged. 208 00:08:54,166 --> 00:08:56,417 Okay... 209 00:08:56,417 --> 00:08:59,583 $50 to any patient 210 00:08:59,583 --> 00:09:01,583 who is willing to leave here right now. 211 00:09:03,458 --> 00:09:06,625 House, you can't-- My money. 212 00:09:06,625 --> 00:09:08,750 I don't care. People do not-- 213 00:09:08,750 --> 00:09:09,875 If they'll leave for 50 bucks, 214 00:09:09,875 --> 00:09:11,250 they're not all that sick. 215 00:09:11,250 --> 00:09:13,583 Or they're poor and desperate, 216 00:09:13,583 --> 00:09:15,750 which is why this place is here. 217 00:09:15,750 --> 00:09:16,959 If they're that poor, 218 00:09:16,959 --> 00:09:18,917 then they'd rather have 50 bucks. 219 00:09:18,917 --> 00:09:20,458 [coughs] Can I have the money? 220 00:09:20,458 --> 00:09:22,417 Look, it's monogrammed. 221 00:09:22,417 --> 00:09:24,333 He doesn't need money, ergo he's not sick. 222 00:09:24,333 --> 00:09:25,959 And the blood? 223 00:09:25,959 --> 00:09:27,125 Could be anybody's. 224 00:09:27,125 --> 00:09:29,208 The monogram's definitely his. 225 00:09:30,583 --> 00:09:32,375 We need to talk. 226 00:09:34,208 --> 00:09:36,333 (House) It doesn't matter what you say, 227 00:09:36,333 --> 00:09:37,917 do, or threaten, 228 00:09:37,917 --> 00:09:39,375 I will find a way out. 229 00:09:39,375 --> 00:09:41,709 How can we make this more interesting for you? 230 00:09:41,709 --> 00:09:43,333 How can we make the sky green? 231 00:09:43,333 --> 00:09:44,709 How can we make the tall short? 232 00:09:44,709 --> 00:09:46,959 You cannot make the uninteresting interesting. 233 00:09:46,959 --> 00:09:49,125 I'll pay you $10 234 00:09:49,125 --> 00:09:51,458 for every patient you diagnose without touching. 235 00:09:53,083 --> 00:09:55,709 You pay me $10 for every one you have to touch. 236 00:09:57,125 --> 00:09:59,792 You're making this into a game for me. 237 00:09:59,792 --> 00:10:02,291 From which I can only conclude this isn't a game for you. 238 00:10:02,291 --> 00:10:03,667 No. 239 00:10:03,667 --> 00:10:05,208 Why? 240 00:10:05,208 --> 00:10:06,375 You think if I deal with enough people 241 00:10:06,375 --> 00:10:07,792 I'll find some humanity? 242 00:10:08,917 --> 00:10:10,458 Yes. 243 00:10:13,875 --> 00:10:16,000 Why do I ha-- to do thi-- mysel--? 244 00:10:16,000 --> 00:10:17,667 I got a bum leg. 245 00:10:17,667 --> 00:10:18,917 Say, "Ahh." 246 00:10:18,917 --> 00:10:20,625 Ahh. 247 00:10:20,625 --> 00:10:21,792 Ahh. 248 00:10:21,792 --> 00:10:23,500 It feels rough. 249 00:10:23,500 --> 00:10:25,917 Yes, it's a rash. 250 00:10:25,917 --> 00:10:29,083 I'm gonna need more than "rough." 251 00:10:29,083 --> 00:10:30,834 It--it's just rough. 252 00:10:30,834 --> 00:10:32,375 Can't you feel it? 253 00:10:32,375 --> 00:10:33,792 I could, 254 00:10:33,792 --> 00:10:36,542 but then what satisfaction would you get? 255 00:10:36,542 --> 00:10:39,500 [Eddie Harris's Listen Here] 256 00:10:39,500 --> 00:10:40,834 Got it. 257 00:10:40,834 --> 00:10:42,208 Start counting. 258 00:10:42,208 --> 00:10:43,667 ♪ ♪ 259 00:10:43,667 --> 00:10:45,125 How many? 260 00:10:45,125 --> 00:10:46,959 26. 261 00:10:48,166 --> 00:10:50,208 20... 262 00:10:50,208 --> 00:10:51,333 Okay... 263 00:10:51,333 --> 00:10:53,041 Either you suck at math 264 00:10:53,041 --> 00:10:55,166 or you're gonna die in two seconds. 265 00:10:57,792 --> 00:10:59,375 You suck at math. 266 00:10:59,375 --> 00:11:02,250 Diagnosis. 267 00:11:02,250 --> 00:11:03,625 Prescription. 268 00:11:03,625 --> 00:11:05,667 You owe me 30. 269 00:11:07,333 --> 00:11:09,291 ♪ ♪ 270 00:11:21,875 --> 00:11:24,375 I owe you ten. 271 00:11:24,375 --> 00:11:26,875 Test results are back for your STD patients. 272 00:11:26,875 --> 00:11:28,083 And I'm not paying you for them. 273 00:11:28,083 --> 00:11:29,834 You already touched them. 274 00:11:33,667 --> 00:11:35,750 How old are you? 30. 275 00:11:35,750 --> 00:11:38,875 And you've never seen an Afterschool Special, 276 00:11:38,875 --> 00:11:40,375 Dawson's Creek? 277 00:11:40,375 --> 00:11:43,250 How do you get to 30 and not know about condoms? 278 00:11:43,250 --> 00:11:45,542 Oh, God, I-I have an STD. 279 00:11:45,542 --> 00:11:47,375 No, but you will. 280 00:11:47,375 --> 00:11:50,417 Every patient who comes in here for an STD test 281 00:11:50,417 --> 00:11:51,875 has one thing in common: 282 00:11:51,875 --> 00:11:54,208 They had SWS... 283 00:11:54,208 --> 00:11:55,959 sex while stupid. 284 00:11:55,959 --> 00:11:57,834 How old are you? 285 00:11:57,834 --> 00:11:59,834 60. 286 00:12:01,417 --> 00:12:02,542 You're lying. 287 00:12:02,542 --> 00:12:04,333 But that's not the point. 288 00:12:04,333 --> 00:12:06,667 You've never seen Dawson's Creek? 289 00:12:06,667 --> 00:12:09,875 And you've never seen an Afterschool Special? 290 00:12:09,875 --> 00:12:12,583 How do you live to your age and not know about condoms? 291 00:12:12,583 --> 00:12:14,542 I have an STD? 292 00:12:14,542 --> 00:12:15,917 Yeah. 293 00:12:15,917 --> 00:12:17,959 You're actually the first one today. 294 00:12:17,959 --> 00:12:19,417 Lucky day. 295 00:12:19,417 --> 00:12:20,917 Well, not for you. 296 00:12:20,917 --> 00:12:24,333 But you oughta feel good for everyone else. 297 00:12:24,333 --> 00:12:26,041 [sobbing] 298 00:12:28,041 --> 00:12:30,000 It's chlamydia. 299 00:12:30,000 --> 00:12:32,125 As bad news goes, it's about the best. 300 00:12:32,125 --> 00:12:33,208 [sniffling] 301 00:12:35,083 --> 00:12:36,542 Oh, settle down. 302 00:12:36,542 --> 00:12:38,208 It's treatable. 303 00:12:38,208 --> 00:12:40,208 It's actually curable. 304 00:12:44,041 --> 00:12:47,083 All you gotta do is take these pills-- 305 00:12:47,083 --> 00:12:48,417 Don't touch me! 306 00:12:48,417 --> 00:12:50,083 [medicine cup drops] 307 00:12:54,000 --> 00:12:56,458 Oh, God. 308 00:13:02,125 --> 00:13:04,500 I need someone to cover a patient. 309 00:13:04,500 --> 00:13:05,834 House, you committed to-- 310 00:13:05,834 --> 00:13:07,792 She was raped. 311 00:13:11,458 --> 00:13:15,500 You think I'm the right doctor for her? 312 00:13:18,959 --> 00:13:21,417 (Cuddy) We've assigned another doctor to your care. 313 00:13:21,417 --> 00:13:23,083 I didn't mean to upset Dr. House. 314 00:13:23,083 --> 00:13:24,375 He knows that. 315 00:13:24,375 --> 00:13:25,834 That's not why we're doing this. 316 00:13:25,834 --> 00:13:27,667 I'd like to keep being treated by him. 317 00:13:27,667 --> 00:13:28,834 Why? 318 00:13:28,834 --> 00:13:30,458 Just do. 319 00:13:30,458 --> 00:13:32,458 Well, trust me, it's better if you deal with somebody 320 00:13:32,458 --> 00:13:34,125 who specializes in-- I'm fine. 321 00:13:34,125 --> 00:13:38,166 You told Dr. House it's been less than a week. 322 00:13:38,166 --> 00:13:40,000 You haven't told anyone other than him. 323 00:13:40,000 --> 00:13:41,250 Emotionally, you're still-- 324 00:13:41,250 --> 00:13:43,375 You know what I'm dealing with? 325 00:13:43,375 --> 00:13:45,458 You know what I'm going through? 326 00:13:47,166 --> 00:13:49,375 No. 327 00:13:49,375 --> 00:13:51,333 You think Dr. House does? 328 00:13:53,041 --> 00:13:57,000 I'm not suggesting either one of us be your doctor. 329 00:13:57,000 --> 00:13:58,458 Dr. Stone is a psychiatrist. 330 00:13:58,458 --> 00:14:01,542 If Dr. House is too busy, I could wait. 331 00:14:11,375 --> 00:14:13,375 Why do you want me? 332 00:14:13,375 --> 00:14:14,750 [sighs] 333 00:14:14,750 --> 00:14:16,583 I don't know. 334 00:14:16,583 --> 00:14:19,917 I don't want to treat you. 335 00:14:19,917 --> 00:14:22,583 You're just saying that 336 00:14:22,583 --> 00:14:23,834 so I'll see the psychiatrist. 337 00:14:23,834 --> 00:14:25,166 True, 338 00:14:25,166 --> 00:14:27,250 except for the word "just." 339 00:14:27,250 --> 00:14:29,750 I'm saying I don't want see you so you'll see the psychiatrist 340 00:14:29,750 --> 00:14:31,875 and because I don't want to treat you. 341 00:14:34,000 --> 00:14:36,041 Why don't you want to treat me anymore? 342 00:14:36,041 --> 00:14:38,500 I never wanted to treat you. 343 00:14:38,500 --> 00:14:40,583 The fact that you were raped... 344 00:14:42,291 --> 00:14:45,625 holds no interest for me. 345 00:14:45,625 --> 00:14:47,667 It's nothing personal. 346 00:14:47,667 --> 00:14:50,208 There's nothing to treat. You're physically healthy. 347 00:14:52,875 --> 00:14:54,542 Okay. 348 00:14:57,458 --> 00:15:00,083 But I want you to be my doctor. 349 00:15:02,667 --> 00:15:03,792 Why? 350 00:15:03,792 --> 00:15:05,959 I don't know. 351 00:15:05,959 --> 00:15:07,125 Well, you've gotta have a reason. 352 00:15:07,125 --> 00:15:08,792 Everything has a reason. 353 00:15:13,375 --> 00:15:15,625 I trust you. 354 00:15:15,625 --> 00:15:17,583 Now, you see, that's a bad reason. 355 00:15:17,583 --> 00:15:19,208 See, I'll lie to you. 356 00:15:19,208 --> 00:15:20,959 I'll tell you anything just to get you out of here. 357 00:15:20,959 --> 00:15:22,458 I don't care. 358 00:15:22,458 --> 00:15:24,917 I want to talk to you. 359 00:15:26,083 --> 00:15:27,208 Look... 360 00:15:27,208 --> 00:15:29,166 you were raped. 361 00:15:29,166 --> 00:15:30,792 Now, all control was taken away from you, 362 00:15:30,792 --> 00:15:32,542 and you're trying to find that control again. 363 00:15:32,542 --> 00:15:37,041 You want me because I don't want you. 364 00:15:37,041 --> 00:15:39,291 I'm raping you? 365 00:15:39,291 --> 00:15:43,667 In a very non-invasive, more annoying-- 366 00:15:43,667 --> 00:15:46,333 Get the hell out of here! 367 00:15:46,333 --> 00:15:49,125 I'll send in Dr. Stone. 368 00:15:52,834 --> 00:15:55,458 I didn't consent to all this medicine. 369 00:15:55,458 --> 00:15:57,834 You've been out on the streets. No treatment-- 370 00:15:57,834 --> 00:16:00,166 I'm dying. There's no treatment for dying. 371 00:16:00,166 --> 00:16:02,083 We can make you comfortable. 372 00:16:03,166 --> 00:16:04,625 Don't wanna be. 373 00:16:04,625 --> 00:16:05,750 Why not? 374 00:16:05,750 --> 00:16:07,500 Because I screwed up my life. 375 00:16:07,500 --> 00:16:09,000 So you want to punish yourself 376 00:16:09,000 --> 00:16:10,625 for messing up your life? 377 00:16:12,208 --> 00:16:14,667 Please... 378 00:16:14,667 --> 00:16:17,375 stop the treatment. 379 00:16:20,417 --> 00:16:21,834 [hiccup] 380 00:16:21,834 --> 00:16:23,542 It'll go away on it's own. 381 00:16:23,542 --> 00:16:25,542 It's not. Can't you--[hiccup] 382 00:16:25,542 --> 00:16:27,208 Nope. It'll go away. 383 00:16:27,208 --> 00:16:28,583 It's been all day. 384 00:16:28,583 --> 00:16:29,834 There must be some treatment you can-- 385 00:16:29,834 --> 00:16:31,250 Nope. It'll go away. 386 00:16:31,250 --> 00:16:32,375 [hiccup] 387 00:16:32,375 --> 00:16:34,417 Or it won't go away. 388 00:16:34,417 --> 00:16:35,917 I read about a treatment. 389 00:16:35,917 --> 00:16:39,583 Some doctor won a prize for it. 390 00:16:39,583 --> 00:16:41,583 I read about it. 391 00:16:41,583 --> 00:16:45,458 You don't have the hiccups, do you? 392 00:16:47,083 --> 00:16:48,417 [hiccup] 393 00:16:48,417 --> 00:16:50,709 Make a note. 394 00:16:50,709 --> 00:16:52,375 Drug-seeking behavior. 395 00:16:52,375 --> 00:16:54,333 Morphine? No. 396 00:16:54,333 --> 00:16:57,500 Anal digital stimulation. 397 00:16:59,500 --> 00:17:02,583 How long has Stone been in with her? 398 00:17:02,583 --> 00:17:04,333 Are you concerned? 399 00:17:04,333 --> 00:17:05,917 You know how many people get raped every day? 400 00:17:05,917 --> 00:17:08,458 So it's common, therefore boring? 401 00:17:08,458 --> 00:17:09,917 If I were to care about every person 402 00:17:09,917 --> 00:17:11,875 suffering on the planet, life would shut down. 403 00:17:11,875 --> 00:17:13,667 How about just the ones we meet? 404 00:17:13,667 --> 00:17:16,083 They deserve our sympathy more than the other people? 405 00:17:16,083 --> 00:17:18,417 So your solution is not to give a damn about any of them? 406 00:17:18,417 --> 00:17:20,208 How do you do that? 407 00:17:20,208 --> 00:17:23,041 How do you take that theory and put it in practice? 408 00:17:23,041 --> 00:17:24,709 You met her-- Whoa, whoa, whoa! 409 00:17:24,709 --> 00:17:25,917 Hey! 410 00:17:25,917 --> 00:17:27,500 Whoa! 411 00:17:27,500 --> 00:17:29,542 Hey! 412 00:17:29,542 --> 00:17:33,208 I paid these people 50 bucks to leave here an hour ago. 413 00:17:33,208 --> 00:17:34,333 Yeah, we came back. 414 00:17:34,333 --> 00:17:35,625 Well, then, you owe me 50. 415 00:17:35,625 --> 00:17:36,834 The kid needs surgery. 416 00:17:36,834 --> 00:17:38,208 (House) And he could walk 417 00:17:38,208 --> 00:17:39,583 way back then. 418 00:17:39,583 --> 00:17:41,166 Stand up, kid. 419 00:17:41,166 --> 00:17:44,291 He swallowed a magnet. We gotta cut it out. 420 00:17:44,291 --> 00:17:46,500 How old are you? 8. 421 00:17:46,500 --> 00:17:50,125 And he swallowed something stuck to a fridge. 422 00:17:50,125 --> 00:17:51,917 Darwin says let him die. 423 00:17:51,917 --> 00:17:53,875 It's already below the stomach. It should pass on its own. 424 00:17:53,875 --> 00:17:55,125 Strong magnet. 425 00:17:55,125 --> 00:17:56,500 It's messin' with the imaging. 426 00:17:56,500 --> 00:17:58,083 We have no way to-- 427 00:17:59,959 --> 00:18:02,667 You got X-ray vision, House? 428 00:18:07,125 --> 00:18:08,458 Oh, you gonna cut him open? 429 00:18:08,458 --> 00:18:10,125 Right here? 430 00:18:10,125 --> 00:18:11,500 Oh. 431 00:18:16,208 --> 00:18:18,375 Oh. 432 00:18:18,375 --> 00:18:20,959 It's well into the intestines. 433 00:18:20,959 --> 00:18:23,083 He's fine. 434 00:18:23,083 --> 00:18:25,834 I want my 50 back. 435 00:18:25,834 --> 00:18:27,709 (Stone) Need a crash cart, stat. 436 00:18:27,709 --> 00:18:30,542 [suspenseful music] 437 00:18:30,542 --> 00:18:32,500 ♪ ♪ 438 00:18:37,125 --> 00:18:38,542 What happened? 439 00:18:38,542 --> 00:18:39,875 (Stone) Pills--benzos. 440 00:18:39,875 --> 00:18:41,417 We need to get her stomach pumped. 441 00:18:41,417 --> 00:18:42,875 Respiration's shallow. What did you say to her? 442 00:18:42,875 --> 00:18:44,000 Nothing that would make her want to-- 443 00:18:44,000 --> 00:18:45,125 Heartbeat's irregular. 444 00:18:45,125 --> 00:18:46,625 What did she say to you? Nothing. 445 00:18:46,625 --> 00:18:47,959 I gave her a couple of sedatives, turned around, 446 00:18:47,959 --> 00:18:49,083 she grabbed the whole bottle. 447 00:18:49,083 --> 00:18:50,208 You must have said something. 448 00:18:50,208 --> 00:18:51,333 I said plenty. 449 00:18:51,333 --> 00:18:52,667 She said nothing. 450 00:18:52,667 --> 00:18:54,000 I was with her for over an hour. 451 00:18:54,000 --> 00:18:55,583 She didn't say one word. 452 00:19:07,166 --> 00:19:10,125 [videogame sounds] 453 00:19:24,667 --> 00:19:26,083 Are you gonna do that again? 454 00:19:30,000 --> 00:19:32,667 You're gonna be okay. 455 00:19:32,667 --> 00:19:33,834 Physically. 456 00:19:35,333 --> 00:19:38,625 Which is all that interests you. 457 00:19:40,834 --> 00:19:43,291 But you're here. 458 00:19:43,291 --> 00:19:45,166 Under orders. 459 00:19:45,166 --> 00:19:48,291 Why would you tell me that? 460 00:19:48,291 --> 00:19:50,875 Because I don't like hypocrisy. 461 00:19:50,875 --> 00:19:54,458 But you don't have a problem with cruelty? 462 00:19:56,375 --> 00:19:58,041 Which brings us back to... 463 00:19:58,041 --> 00:19:59,333 why do you want me? 464 00:19:59,333 --> 00:20:01,917 I don't know. 465 00:20:01,917 --> 00:20:04,166 You tried to kill yourself, 466 00:20:04,166 --> 00:20:05,291 because you couldn't talk to me. 467 00:20:05,291 --> 00:20:06,750 You must have a reason. 468 00:20:06,750 --> 00:20:08,875 Why does there always have to be a reason? 469 00:20:08,875 --> 00:20:10,709 Can't we just talk? 470 00:20:10,709 --> 00:20:11,834 There's a phone. 471 00:20:11,834 --> 00:20:12,959 Talk to a friend, 472 00:20:12,959 --> 00:20:14,083 a family member. 473 00:20:14,083 --> 00:20:15,375 Call the police. 474 00:20:15,375 --> 00:20:17,667 [sighs] 475 00:20:21,375 --> 00:20:23,208 Do you want to talk about what happened to you? 476 00:20:23,208 --> 00:20:26,458 No. 477 00:20:26,458 --> 00:20:29,583 Do you want to talk about your STD meds? 478 00:20:29,583 --> 00:20:31,500 No. 479 00:20:31,500 --> 00:20:34,000 You don't really seem to want to talk. 480 00:20:34,000 --> 00:20:35,583 No, I do. 481 00:20:35,583 --> 00:20:37,583 About what? 482 00:20:37,583 --> 00:20:40,583 [sighs] I don't know. 483 00:20:40,583 --> 00:20:42,083 Anything. 484 00:20:42,083 --> 00:20:44,041 The weather? 485 00:20:46,000 --> 00:20:48,083 You were raped, 486 00:20:48,083 --> 00:20:50,000 and you want to talk about the weather? 487 00:20:51,500 --> 00:20:52,834 Yeah. 488 00:20:54,500 --> 00:20:58,291 I'm not gonna talk to you about the weather. 489 00:21:03,709 --> 00:21:05,917 You help her. She wants you. 490 00:21:05,917 --> 00:21:07,083 God knows why. 491 00:21:07,083 --> 00:21:09,250 She doesn't know what she wants. 492 00:21:09,250 --> 00:21:11,542 She knows she wants you. You're the first person she spoke to about this. 493 00:21:11,542 --> 00:21:13,750 The fact that I was in the wrong place at the wrong time 494 00:21:13,750 --> 00:21:15,542 should be trumped by the fact that I'm useless at this. 495 00:21:15,542 --> 00:21:17,458 No, you're not. 496 00:21:17,458 --> 00:21:19,125 (Chase) You romantically wanting 497 00:21:19,125 --> 00:21:21,959 to believe that is never gonna make it true. 498 00:21:21,959 --> 00:21:24,250 I'm agreeing with you. 499 00:21:24,250 --> 00:21:25,667 You are the last person 500 00:21:25,667 --> 00:21:27,583 she should be talking to. 501 00:21:27,583 --> 00:21:29,625 If she wants to talk about the weather, 502 00:21:29,625 --> 00:21:32,083 talk about the weather. She wants normalcy. 503 00:21:32,083 --> 00:21:33,792 She wants to feel like the world didn't end. 504 00:21:33,792 --> 00:21:36,959 Right. I'll tell her that everything went on without her: 505 00:21:36,959 --> 00:21:39,458 babies were born, people got married. 506 00:21:39,458 --> 00:21:41,458 Thousands of people will remember the day she got raped 507 00:21:41,458 --> 00:21:43,250 as the happiest day of their lives. 508 00:21:43,250 --> 00:21:44,750 You might not want to phrase it quite that way. 509 00:21:44,750 --> 00:21:46,959 You need to get her to talk about what happened. 510 00:21:46,959 --> 00:21:49,625 (Foreman) No, he doesn't. Pretending it didn't happen-- 511 00:21:49,625 --> 00:21:51,583 Wrong. Pretending this didn't happen is the best thing she could possibly do. 512 00:21:51,583 --> 00:21:53,458 She's gotta make this real. 513 00:21:53,458 --> 00:21:55,083 You know what we should be trying to make real 514 00:21:55,083 --> 00:21:57,250 or process? The few decent moments in our lives, 515 00:21:57,250 --> 00:21:58,875 not the crap. 516 00:21:58,875 --> 00:22:00,291 Maybe you're right, except there's no way 517 00:22:00,291 --> 00:22:01,583 she can pretend this didn't happen. 518 00:22:01,583 --> 00:22:05,125 So she has no choice but to process it. 519 00:22:07,125 --> 00:22:09,667 You've got to tell me what happened. 520 00:22:09,667 --> 00:22:12,166 You don't really want to hear. 521 00:22:12,166 --> 00:22:13,667 Sure I do. 522 00:22:13,667 --> 00:22:17,125 You're lying. 523 00:22:17,125 --> 00:22:20,625 This doesn't have to destroy your life. 524 00:22:20,625 --> 00:22:22,000 I know. 525 00:22:22,000 --> 00:22:24,166 It doesn't mean anything about you. 526 00:22:24,166 --> 00:22:25,792 It wasn't your fault. 527 00:22:25,792 --> 00:22:27,250 I know. 528 00:22:27,250 --> 00:22:28,709 You did nothing wrong. 529 00:22:28,709 --> 00:22:30,333 Some jerk hurt you. That's all. 530 00:22:30,333 --> 00:22:31,959 I know. 531 00:22:31,959 --> 00:22:34,542 You're worried that you can never trust men again. 532 00:22:34,542 --> 00:22:36,375 No. 533 00:22:36,375 --> 00:22:38,667 Statistically, there was always a chance this could happen. 534 00:22:38,667 --> 00:22:40,542 The fact that it did happen doesn't change anything. 535 00:22:40,542 --> 00:22:42,208 The world doesn't suck any more today 536 00:22:42,208 --> 00:22:43,333 than it did yesterday. 537 00:22:43,333 --> 00:22:44,792 I know all that. 538 00:22:44,792 --> 00:22:46,542 Well, what do you want me to tell you? 539 00:22:46,542 --> 00:22:48,333 Nothing. 540 00:22:48,333 --> 00:22:50,041 I just wanna talk. 541 00:22:50,041 --> 00:22:51,291 About nothing. 542 00:22:51,291 --> 00:22:52,792 If we talk about nothing, 543 00:22:52,792 --> 00:22:54,333 nothing will change. 544 00:22:54,333 --> 00:22:55,709 It might. 545 00:22:55,709 --> 00:22:57,125 How? 546 00:22:57,125 --> 00:22:58,750 Time. 547 00:23:00,542 --> 00:23:03,542 Time changes everything. 548 00:23:03,542 --> 00:23:06,500 That's what people say. It's not true. 549 00:23:06,500 --> 00:23:09,041 Doing things changes things. 550 00:23:09,041 --> 00:23:11,542 Not doing things... 551 00:23:11,542 --> 00:23:15,083 leaves things exactly as they were. 552 00:23:18,834 --> 00:23:23,375 Why do you have to suffer? 553 00:23:23,375 --> 00:23:25,250 I gave my word. 554 00:23:25,250 --> 00:23:27,542 Who would make you promise that? 555 00:23:27,542 --> 00:23:30,458 My father. 556 00:23:30,458 --> 00:23:34,125 He said I would die alone and miserable. 557 00:23:34,125 --> 00:23:36,917 That's not a promise, and even if it was, he's dead. 558 00:23:36,917 --> 00:23:38,917 And even if he's not, he's not going to care. 559 00:23:38,917 --> 00:23:41,166 Why did your husband have to suffer? 560 00:23:41,166 --> 00:23:44,250 How do you know about my husband? 561 00:23:44,250 --> 00:23:46,667 Well, I just know. 562 00:23:51,458 --> 00:23:53,417 You have to die in pain 563 00:23:53,417 --> 00:23:55,458 because of a promise you made to your father? 564 00:23:55,458 --> 00:23:57,750 If I'd say yes, 565 00:23:57,750 --> 00:24:01,291 you'd use that as proof that I'm insane. 566 00:24:01,291 --> 00:24:04,542 Force treatment on me. 567 00:24:04,542 --> 00:24:07,583 Did the nurse tell you about my husband? 568 00:24:07,583 --> 00:24:09,083 No. 569 00:24:12,166 --> 00:24:13,458 Nurse? 570 00:24:13,458 --> 00:24:15,792 Yes. 571 00:24:15,792 --> 00:24:17,834 It's under control. 572 00:24:23,333 --> 00:24:25,000 I'm sorry. 573 00:24:25,000 --> 00:24:27,667 I was just trying to freak you out. 574 00:24:27,667 --> 00:24:28,792 Why? 575 00:24:28,792 --> 00:24:31,625 Because I need you to remember me. 576 00:24:31,625 --> 00:24:34,750 I need somebody to remember me. 577 00:24:38,166 --> 00:24:40,875 Where'd you go to college? 578 00:24:40,875 --> 00:24:42,000 Northwestern. 579 00:24:42,000 --> 00:24:43,750 You? 580 00:24:43,750 --> 00:24:45,333 Hopkins. 581 00:24:45,333 --> 00:24:46,458 What was your major? 582 00:24:46,458 --> 00:24:48,083 Comparative Religion. 583 00:24:48,083 --> 00:24:49,208 Why do you trust me? 584 00:24:49,208 --> 00:24:50,333 I don't know. 585 00:24:50,333 --> 00:24:51,458 Can't we just-- 586 00:24:51,458 --> 00:24:52,583 That's not rational! 587 00:24:52,583 --> 00:24:53,709 Nothing's rational. 588 00:24:53,709 --> 00:24:54,875 Everything is rational. 589 00:24:54,875 --> 00:24:56,125 I was raped. 590 00:24:56,125 --> 00:24:58,750 Explain how that makes sense to you. 591 00:25:01,333 --> 00:25:04,291 We are selfish, base animals 592 00:25:04,291 --> 00:25:06,166 crawling across the earth. 593 00:25:06,166 --> 00:25:07,709 But because we've got brains, 594 00:25:07,709 --> 00:25:10,291 if we try real hard, we can occasionally aspire 595 00:25:10,291 --> 00:25:13,083 to something that is less than pure evil. 596 00:25:18,834 --> 00:25:22,417 Has anything terrible ever happened to you? 597 00:25:25,041 --> 00:25:27,000 What do you want me to say? 598 00:25:27,000 --> 00:25:30,667 You wanted this conversation. 599 00:25:30,667 --> 00:25:33,375 You wanted to talk about something that matters. 600 00:25:33,375 --> 00:25:36,000 Talk. 601 00:25:39,750 --> 00:25:43,375 She's waiting for your answer? 602 00:25:43,375 --> 00:25:45,458 She's asleep. 603 00:25:45,458 --> 00:25:47,959 I sedated her. 604 00:25:47,959 --> 00:25:51,208 Why do you care what you say to her? 605 00:25:51,208 --> 00:25:53,375 Because I don't know how to answer these questions. 606 00:25:53,375 --> 00:25:56,417 It's a simple question: has your life sucked? 607 00:25:56,417 --> 00:25:58,208 Tell her the truth. Tell her you were shot. 608 00:25:58,208 --> 00:26:00,709 She doesn't want to hear the truth. 609 00:26:00,709 --> 00:26:03,458 She's looking for something, looking to extrapolate some-- 610 00:26:03,458 --> 00:26:05,208 She's looking to connect with you. 611 00:26:05,208 --> 00:26:06,583 And that's what's scaring the hell out of you. 612 00:26:06,583 --> 00:26:07,917 Tell her the truth. 613 00:26:07,917 --> 00:26:10,083 There is no truth. 614 00:26:10,083 --> 00:26:13,250 Are we role-playing? 615 00:26:13,250 --> 00:26:15,083 Am I you? I don't want be you. 616 00:26:15,083 --> 00:26:17,166 She's not asking for test results. 617 00:26:17,166 --> 00:26:19,083 She's not asking what 2 plus 2 equals. 618 00:26:19,083 --> 00:26:21,542 She's asking for my personal life experience 619 00:26:21,542 --> 00:26:23,291 so she can extrapolate to all humanity. 620 00:26:23,291 --> 00:26:25,583 That's not truth. That's bad science. 621 00:26:25,583 --> 00:26:30,083 It's not science at all. 622 00:26:30,083 --> 00:26:31,875 Tell her the truth. 623 00:26:33,750 --> 00:26:35,792 (Cameron) Tell her your life has been good. 624 00:26:35,792 --> 00:26:37,166 It hasn't been. 625 00:26:37,166 --> 00:26:39,041 Tell her anyway. She wants hope. 626 00:26:39,041 --> 00:26:41,208 She wants to know that what happened to her 627 00:26:41,208 --> 00:26:43,709 wasn't the norm, that things can be okay, 628 00:26:43,709 --> 00:26:47,917 which means maybe they can be okay for her again. 629 00:26:47,917 --> 00:26:49,041 [elevator bell dings] 630 00:26:49,041 --> 00:26:51,041 Tell her your life sucked. 631 00:26:51,041 --> 00:26:52,166 It didn't. 632 00:26:52,166 --> 00:26:53,458 Tell her anyway. 633 00:26:53,458 --> 00:26:55,041 She wants to know she's not alone. 634 00:26:55,041 --> 00:26:56,667 She wants to know she's gonna survive this, 635 00:26:56,667 --> 00:26:58,458 that other people have been through this and worse 636 00:26:58,458 --> 00:27:00,000 and come out the other end. 637 00:27:00,000 --> 00:27:02,333 She wants to know she's going to heal. 638 00:27:02,333 --> 00:27:03,625 Act like... 639 00:27:03,625 --> 00:27:05,083 you're healed. 640 00:27:07,500 --> 00:27:08,583 Tell her... 641 00:27:11,291 --> 00:27:12,917 Keep her asleep. 642 00:27:14,625 --> 00:27:15,750 Thanks. 643 00:27:15,750 --> 00:27:18,625 You've all been a huge help. 644 00:27:18,625 --> 00:27:20,750 There's no wrong answer, 645 00:27:20,750 --> 00:27:22,834 because there's no right answer. 646 00:27:22,834 --> 00:27:24,417 Wrong. 647 00:27:24,417 --> 00:27:27,583 We just don't know what the right answer is. 648 00:27:33,458 --> 00:27:34,583 Wake up. 649 00:27:42,333 --> 00:27:44,625 It's not as bad as what happened to you, 650 00:27:44,625 --> 00:27:47,000 I don't think. 651 00:27:47,000 --> 00:27:48,458 I don't know what happened to you. 652 00:27:48,458 --> 00:27:50,917 But given how lousy you're responding, 653 00:27:50,917 --> 00:27:52,250 I assume it was worse 654 00:27:52,250 --> 00:27:54,792 than getting abused by your grandmother. 655 00:27:57,291 --> 00:27:58,834 What did she do to you? 656 00:28:01,458 --> 00:28:03,000 My parents traveled a lot, 657 00:28:03,000 --> 00:28:05,291 and they'd leave me with her. 658 00:28:05,291 --> 00:28:08,083 She liked things the way she liked them. 659 00:28:08,083 --> 00:28:09,917 And she believed in discipline. 660 00:28:09,917 --> 00:28:11,750 She was right, I suppose, 661 00:28:11,750 --> 00:28:14,000 because I hardly ever screwed up when she was around. 662 00:28:14,000 --> 00:28:18,250 Too scared of being forced to sleep in the yard 663 00:28:18,250 --> 00:28:21,667 or take a bath in ice. 664 00:28:25,500 --> 00:28:26,959 Your turn. 665 00:28:29,458 --> 00:28:32,500 Your parents, they-- they never stopped her? 666 00:28:32,500 --> 00:28:34,917 I never told them. 667 00:28:34,917 --> 00:28:36,917 Why not? 668 00:28:36,917 --> 00:28:38,291 Usual reasons: 669 00:28:38,291 --> 00:28:40,208 I was afraid they wouldn't believe me, 670 00:28:40,208 --> 00:28:42,667 and I was afraid they'd think I'd done something wrong. 671 00:28:45,208 --> 00:28:49,333 I opened up to you, you open up to me. 672 00:28:49,333 --> 00:28:51,667 What did you call her? 673 00:28:51,667 --> 00:28:53,250 Oma. 674 00:28:53,250 --> 00:28:54,792 And you kept calling her that after this? 675 00:28:54,792 --> 00:28:56,250 Dutch for "grandmother." 676 00:28:56,250 --> 00:28:58,125 She was still my grandmother, 677 00:28:58,125 --> 00:29:00,709 and she was still Dutch. 678 00:29:05,291 --> 00:29:07,250 Is any part of that story true? 679 00:29:07,250 --> 00:29:09,542 All of it. 680 00:29:09,542 --> 00:29:12,333 You wouldn't keep calling her Oma. 681 00:29:12,333 --> 00:29:13,875 Something would have to change. 682 00:29:13,875 --> 00:29:15,166 You don't know me. 683 00:29:15,166 --> 00:29:17,041 You wouldn't keep calling her Oma. 684 00:29:17,041 --> 00:29:19,000 Look, you're overreacting. 685 00:29:19,000 --> 00:29:21,000 Do not dismiss me. I'm not dismissing you. 686 00:29:21,000 --> 00:29:23,250 I'm just saying you're not acting rationally. 687 00:29:23,250 --> 00:29:25,375 I'm angry because you are lying to me. 688 00:29:25,375 --> 00:29:27,291 No. You are-- What can I do? 689 00:29:27,291 --> 00:29:28,959 What the hell can I do that you're not gonna dismiss 690 00:29:28,959 --> 00:29:32,375 as just being because I was raped? 691 00:29:35,500 --> 00:29:36,750 Nothing. 692 00:29:40,500 --> 00:29:42,333 Your story... 693 00:29:42,333 --> 00:29:43,917 is it true? 694 00:29:46,166 --> 00:29:48,125 True for somebody. 695 00:29:48,125 --> 00:29:50,333 But not for you. 696 00:29:50,333 --> 00:29:52,083 These things happen. 697 00:29:52,083 --> 00:29:53,875 It happened to somebody. 698 00:29:53,875 --> 00:29:55,291 What do you care if it happened to me? 699 00:29:55,291 --> 00:29:56,959 They're not in this room. 700 00:29:56,959 --> 00:29:59,625 No! They're out there: doctors, lawyers... 701 00:29:59,625 --> 00:30:00,792 postal workers. 702 00:30:00,792 --> 00:30:02,083 Some of them doing great. 703 00:30:02,083 --> 00:30:03,458 Some of them doing lousy. 704 00:30:03,458 --> 00:30:04,750 Are you gonna base your whole life 705 00:30:04,750 --> 00:30:06,667 on who you got stuck in a room with? 706 00:30:06,667 --> 00:30:08,250 I'm gonna base this moment 707 00:30:08,250 --> 00:30:10,333 on who I'm stuck in a room with. 708 00:30:10,333 --> 00:30:12,709 That's what life is. 709 00:30:12,709 --> 00:30:15,083 It's a series of rooms. 710 00:30:15,083 --> 00:30:17,917 And who we get stuck in those rooms with 711 00:30:17,917 --> 00:30:22,083 adds up to what are lives are. 712 00:30:26,125 --> 00:30:28,000 (Cuddy) House. 713 00:30:42,500 --> 00:30:44,291 You've got to get me out of this. 714 00:30:44,291 --> 00:30:46,041 There's nothing to diagnose. 715 00:30:46,041 --> 00:30:48,458 There's nothing-- You only tested her for STDs? 716 00:30:48,458 --> 00:30:51,166 I had seven morons who forgot their raincoats. 717 00:30:51,166 --> 00:30:52,458 It's all they asked for, 718 00:30:52,458 --> 00:30:54,250 so I didn't waste the lab's time. 719 00:30:54,250 --> 00:30:55,834 Why? I wasted their time. 720 00:30:55,834 --> 00:30:57,792 She's pregnant. 721 00:31:11,500 --> 00:31:14,166 Do you understand? 722 00:31:16,834 --> 00:31:18,166 Are you okay? 723 00:31:18,166 --> 00:31:21,041 I mean, I know you're not okay, 724 00:31:21,041 --> 00:31:24,083 but are you more or less not okay 725 00:31:24,083 --> 00:31:25,709 than you were five minutes ago? 726 00:31:25,709 --> 00:31:28,458 About the same. 727 00:31:28,458 --> 00:31:30,792 Good. 728 00:31:30,792 --> 00:31:33,166 The termination procedure isn't pleasant. 729 00:31:33,166 --> 00:31:34,500 I don't want to terminate. 730 00:31:36,166 --> 00:31:38,166 You want to keep the baby? 731 00:31:38,166 --> 00:31:40,375 Abortion is murder. 732 00:31:42,500 --> 00:31:44,250 True. 733 00:31:44,250 --> 00:31:46,000 It's a life, and... 734 00:31:46,000 --> 00:31:47,083 you should end it. 735 00:31:48,834 --> 00:31:50,417 Every life is sacred. 736 00:31:50,417 --> 00:31:52,834 Come on. Talk to me. 737 00:31:52,834 --> 00:31:54,250 Don't quote me bumper stickers. 738 00:31:54,250 --> 00:31:55,583 It's true. 739 00:31:55,583 --> 00:31:56,917 It's meaningless. 740 00:31:56,917 --> 00:31:58,542 It means every life matters to God. 741 00:31:58,542 --> 00:32:00,166 Not to me, not to you. 742 00:32:00,166 --> 00:32:01,625 Judging by the number of natural disasters, 743 00:32:01,625 --> 00:32:03,250 not to God either. 744 00:32:03,250 --> 00:32:05,417 You're just being argumentative. Yeah! 745 00:32:05,417 --> 00:32:06,583 I do do that. 746 00:32:06,583 --> 00:32:07,750 What about Hitler? 747 00:32:07,750 --> 00:32:09,417 Was his life sacred to God? 748 00:32:09,417 --> 00:32:12,959 Father of your child, is his life sacred to you? 749 00:32:12,959 --> 00:32:14,792 My child isn't Hitler. 750 00:32:14,792 --> 00:32:16,959 Either every life is sacred, or it-- 751 00:32:16,959 --> 00:32:19,875 Stop it! I don't wanna chat about philosophy. 752 00:32:19,875 --> 00:32:21,667 You're not killing your rape baby 753 00:32:21,667 --> 00:32:23,250 because of a philosophy. 754 00:32:23,250 --> 00:32:26,125 It's murder. I'm against it. 755 00:32:26,125 --> 00:32:27,917 You for it? 756 00:32:27,917 --> 00:32:30,458 Not as a general rule. 757 00:32:30,458 --> 00:32:31,792 Just for unborn children? 758 00:32:31,792 --> 00:32:33,083 Yes. 759 00:32:36,458 --> 00:32:39,000 The problem with exceptions to rules 760 00:32:39,000 --> 00:32:40,625 is the line-drawing. 761 00:32:40,625 --> 00:32:42,625 It might make sense for us to kill the ass 762 00:32:42,625 --> 00:32:44,125 that did this to you. 763 00:32:44,125 --> 00:32:45,625 I mean, where do we draw the line? 764 00:32:45,625 --> 00:32:47,125 Which asses do we get to kill, 765 00:32:47,125 --> 00:32:49,917 and which asses get to keep on being asses? 766 00:32:49,917 --> 00:32:52,250 The nice thing about the abortion debate 767 00:32:52,250 --> 00:32:53,667 is that we can quibble over trimesters, 768 00:32:53,667 --> 00:32:56,959 but ultimately, there's a nice, clean line: 769 00:32:56,959 --> 00:33:00,166 birth. 770 00:33:00,166 --> 00:33:01,959 Morally there isn't a lot of difference. 771 00:33:01,959 --> 00:33:03,625 Practically, huge. 772 00:33:05,750 --> 00:33:07,625 You're enjoying this conversation. 773 00:33:09,166 --> 00:33:13,792 This is the type of conversation I do well. 774 00:33:13,792 --> 00:33:16,667 But the other type... 775 00:33:19,041 --> 00:33:22,625 the personal stuff? 776 00:33:23,792 --> 00:33:26,250 There are no answers. 777 00:33:26,250 --> 00:33:28,291 If there are no answers, 778 00:33:28,291 --> 00:33:30,166 why talk about it? 779 00:33:33,458 --> 00:33:36,333 You're healthy. 780 00:33:36,333 --> 00:33:37,834 You shouldn't be here. 781 00:33:40,125 --> 00:33:42,625 I don't want to go. 782 00:33:45,000 --> 00:33:46,834 Fine. 783 00:33:46,834 --> 00:33:48,667 I won't discharge you. 784 00:33:54,500 --> 00:33:57,500 You wanna go for a walk? 785 00:34:03,208 --> 00:34:05,709 This is the last of my journey. 786 00:34:05,709 --> 00:34:07,166 You don't deserve pain. 787 00:34:07,166 --> 00:34:09,333 You're just an insane old man. No, no. 788 00:34:09,333 --> 00:34:10,500 I'm not gonna watch you suffer. 789 00:34:10,500 --> 00:34:12,041 I need you to remember me. 790 00:34:12,041 --> 00:34:13,333 I'll remember you! 791 00:34:13,333 --> 00:34:14,458 Why? 792 00:34:14,458 --> 00:34:15,875 Because you're a nice man. 793 00:34:15,875 --> 00:34:17,208 You don't know that. 794 00:34:17,208 --> 00:34:19,333 You don't know anything about me. 795 00:34:19,333 --> 00:34:20,667 Either you are a nice man or you're an ass. 796 00:34:20,667 --> 00:34:22,041 Either way, you did something to somebody 797 00:34:22,041 --> 00:34:23,583 that they're gonna remember. 798 00:34:23,583 --> 00:34:26,834 I have no family. I have no friends. 799 00:34:26,834 --> 00:34:29,417 I didn't even have a real job. 800 00:34:29,417 --> 00:34:31,375 If I die in peace, 801 00:34:31,375 --> 00:34:33,500 then I'm just another patient. 802 00:34:33,500 --> 00:34:35,250 But if I die suffering-- 803 00:34:35,250 --> 00:34:36,583 It'll be horrible. 804 00:34:36,583 --> 00:34:38,917 Don't do that to either of us. 805 00:34:38,917 --> 00:34:40,792 No, I just need to die 806 00:34:40,792 --> 00:34:43,834 knowing that something is different 807 00:34:43,834 --> 00:34:46,500 because I was here. 808 00:34:46,500 --> 00:34:48,583 Oh... 809 00:34:48,583 --> 00:34:50,291 oh... 810 00:34:50,291 --> 00:34:52,125 ahh. 811 00:34:52,125 --> 00:34:53,208 Oh, no. 812 00:35:16,625 --> 00:35:19,083 [groaning softly] 813 00:35:25,291 --> 00:35:29,291 Life goes on. 814 00:35:29,291 --> 00:35:32,458 Is that the reason why we're out here? 815 00:35:32,458 --> 00:35:34,709 You know why I come here? 816 00:35:34,709 --> 00:35:36,709 I sit, I watch, 817 00:35:36,709 --> 00:35:37,917 I imagine. 818 00:35:40,333 --> 00:35:41,834 Sounds nice. 819 00:35:41,834 --> 00:35:45,291 I imagine that one of them will break a leg. 820 00:35:45,291 --> 00:35:47,750 Just one false step, 821 00:35:47,750 --> 00:35:49,542 one crack in the sidewalk. 822 00:35:49,542 --> 00:35:51,875 You don't really. 823 00:35:51,875 --> 00:35:53,208 I'm evil. 824 00:35:53,208 --> 00:35:55,834 Evil people don't say they're evil. 825 00:35:55,834 --> 00:35:58,000 That sounds like an easy loophole. 826 00:35:59,709 --> 00:36:03,208 People can do good things. 827 00:36:03,208 --> 00:36:05,500 But if their instincts are not good, 828 00:36:05,500 --> 00:36:07,375 either God doesn't exist 829 00:36:07,375 --> 00:36:09,625 or he's unimaginably cruel. 830 00:36:09,625 --> 00:36:12,959 I don't believe that. 831 00:36:12,959 --> 00:36:15,625 So what do you believe? 832 00:36:15,625 --> 00:36:17,625 Why do you think this happened? 833 00:36:19,542 --> 00:36:21,834 I don't want to talk about it. 834 00:36:21,834 --> 00:36:23,792 Me neither. 835 00:36:23,792 --> 00:36:25,917 Too bad. 836 00:36:27,709 --> 00:36:30,083 You know, I don't think there was a reason. 837 00:36:30,083 --> 00:36:33,333 Uh-huh, so God does exist, lets you get raped, 838 00:36:33,333 --> 00:36:34,875 and needs you to keep your rape baby 839 00:36:34,875 --> 00:36:35,959 for no reason. 840 00:36:39,125 --> 00:36:41,375 Well, maybe he was challenging me. 841 00:36:41,375 --> 00:36:43,625 He hurts you to help you. 842 00:36:43,625 --> 00:36:47,291 I guess it's better than because he hates you. 843 00:36:47,291 --> 00:36:49,500 You're trying to convince me there's no God. 844 00:36:49,500 --> 00:36:50,875 Why would you even say something like that? 845 00:36:50,875 --> 00:36:52,959 Because you're throwing your life away. 846 00:36:52,959 --> 00:36:54,208 I'm doing what I believe. 847 00:36:54,208 --> 00:36:55,667 What you believe doesn't make sense. 848 00:36:57,333 --> 00:36:58,875 This is not helping me. 849 00:36:58,875 --> 00:37:01,250 Then I can't help you. 850 00:37:03,458 --> 00:37:05,041 If you believe in eternity, 851 00:37:05,041 --> 00:37:07,959 then life is irrelevant. 852 00:37:07,959 --> 00:37:10,166 The same as a bug is irrelevant 853 00:37:10,166 --> 00:37:13,542 in comparison to the universe. 854 00:37:16,000 --> 00:37:19,000 If you don't believe in eternity, 855 00:37:19,000 --> 00:37:20,792 then what you do here is irrelevant. 856 00:37:20,792 --> 00:37:23,417 Your actions here are all that matters. 857 00:37:23,417 --> 00:37:24,625 Then nothing matters. 858 00:37:24,625 --> 00:37:26,917 There's no ultimate consequences. 859 00:37:28,917 --> 00:37:31,125 I couldn't live like that. 860 00:37:31,125 --> 00:37:34,583 So you need to think 861 00:37:34,583 --> 00:37:35,959 that the guy who did this to you 862 00:37:35,959 --> 00:37:37,083 is gonna be punished. 863 00:37:37,083 --> 00:37:39,291 I need to know 864 00:37:39,291 --> 00:37:42,083 that it all means something. 865 00:37:42,083 --> 00:37:44,750 I need that comfort. 866 00:37:44,750 --> 00:37:46,542 Yeah. 867 00:37:46,542 --> 00:37:50,041 Are you feeling comfortable? 868 00:37:50,041 --> 00:37:52,500 You feeling good right now, feel warm inside? 869 00:38:02,458 --> 00:38:04,041 I was raped. 870 00:38:05,750 --> 00:38:07,750 What's your excuse? 871 00:38:40,625 --> 00:38:42,625 [monitor beeping] 872 00:38:59,375 --> 00:39:01,333 [sighs] 873 00:39:04,917 --> 00:39:08,458 Do you think the guy who did this to me feels bad? 874 00:39:08,458 --> 00:39:11,166 That'd help you? 875 00:39:11,166 --> 00:39:12,834 It'll make you feel better? 876 00:39:12,834 --> 00:39:16,000 Why do you always do that... 877 00:39:16,000 --> 00:39:18,166 ask why I'm asking questions 878 00:39:18,166 --> 00:39:19,625 instead of just answering the question? 879 00:39:19,625 --> 00:39:22,500 Because the answer doesn't interest me. 880 00:39:22,500 --> 00:39:24,041 I don't care what he's feeling. 881 00:39:24,041 --> 00:39:27,583 I'm interested in what you're feeling. 882 00:39:27,583 --> 00:39:30,458 You are? 883 00:39:34,500 --> 00:39:36,333 I'm trapped in the room with you, right? 884 00:39:38,834 --> 00:39:41,792 Why did you choose me? 885 00:39:45,834 --> 00:39:47,875 There's something about you. 886 00:39:50,333 --> 00:39:54,625 It's like you're hurt too. 887 00:40:06,208 --> 00:40:08,875 It was true. 888 00:40:11,250 --> 00:40:12,709 What was? 889 00:40:12,709 --> 00:40:17,333 It wasn't my grandmother, but it was true. 890 00:40:20,875 --> 00:40:23,333 Who was it? 891 00:40:25,458 --> 00:40:27,208 It was my dad. 892 00:40:41,500 --> 00:40:42,959 [sighs] 893 00:40:46,000 --> 00:40:50,250 I'd like to tell you what happened to me now. 894 00:40:53,333 --> 00:40:56,333 I'd like to hear it. 895 00:40:56,333 --> 00:40:59,333 [Damien Rice's Grey Room] 896 00:40:59,333 --> 00:41:03,000 ♪ ♪ 897 00:41:03,000 --> 00:41:07,500 It was my friend's birthday party. 898 00:41:07,500 --> 00:41:09,125 There were a lot of people there... 899 00:41:09,125 --> 00:41:13,792 ♪ Well, I've been here before ♪ 900 00:41:13,792 --> 00:41:16,291 ♪ Sat on the floor ♪ 901 00:41:16,291 --> 00:41:22,834 ♪ In a grey, grey mood ♪ 902 00:41:22,834 --> 00:41:26,041 ♪ Where I stay up all night ♪ 903 00:41:26,041 --> 00:41:29,208 ♪ And all that I write ♪ 904 00:41:29,208 --> 00:41:34,166 ♪ Is a grey, grey tune ♪ 905 00:41:34,166 --> 00:41:36,917 ♪ ♪ 906 00:41:36,917 --> 00:41:39,583 ♪ So pray for me, child ♪ 907 00:41:39,583 --> 00:41:42,333 ♪ Just for a while ♪ 908 00:41:42,333 --> 00:41:48,125 ♪ That I might break out, yeah ♪ 909 00:41:48,125 --> 00:41:50,000 ♪ ♪ 910 00:41:50,000 --> 00:41:52,500 ♪ Pray for me, child ♪ 911 00:41:52,500 --> 00:41:56,709 ♪ Even a smile would do...♪ 912 00:41:56,709 --> 00:41:58,083 She terminated. 913 00:41:58,083 --> 00:41:59,625 She's been discharged. 914 00:42:02,542 --> 00:42:04,208 She's gonna be okay. 915 00:42:04,208 --> 00:42:06,166 Yeah. It's that simple. 916 00:42:07,834 --> 00:42:10,834 She's talking about what happened. 917 00:42:10,834 --> 00:42:12,875 That's huge. 918 00:42:12,875 --> 00:42:14,166 You did good. 919 00:42:14,166 --> 00:42:16,250 And everyone'll tell you 920 00:42:16,250 --> 00:42:18,041 that's what we gotta make her do 921 00:42:18,041 --> 00:42:20,041 if we're gonna help her, right? 922 00:42:20,041 --> 00:42:21,959 Except we can't. 923 00:42:21,959 --> 00:42:24,375 We drag out her story, 924 00:42:24,375 --> 00:42:25,875 tell each other 925 00:42:25,875 --> 00:42:29,291 that it'll help her heal, 926 00:42:29,291 --> 00:42:33,125 and feel real good about ourselves. 927 00:42:33,125 --> 00:42:37,291 But maybe all we've done is make a girl cry. 928 00:42:37,291 --> 00:42:38,834 Then why did you-- 929 00:42:38,834 --> 00:42:41,125 [rattling] 930 00:42:43,500 --> 00:42:46,834 Because I don't know. 931 00:42:46,834 --> 00:42:48,583 ♪ Sandy shore ♪ 932 00:42:48,583 --> 00:42:52,917 ♪ If I've still got you ♪ 933 00:42:52,917 --> 00:42:55,000 ♪ To cross...♪ 934 00:42:55,000 --> 00:42:57,166 You gonna follow up with her? 935 00:42:57,166 --> 00:42:59,166 ♪ My bridge ♪ ♪ 936 00:42:59,166 --> 00:43:02,041 One day. One room. 937 00:43:42,291 --> 00:43:43,500 [music box plays] 938 00:43:44,959 --> 00:43:46,166 That's some bad hat, Harry.