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I'm here to happily announce

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that I'll be moving
to Los Angeles

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to do what I love: gaming.

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And while I'm up here,
I encourage you all

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to do what you love.

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Even if everyone thinks
you're crazy,

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you blaze your own trail,

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and never let anyone tell you
you can't do something.

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[cheers and applause]

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[gun cocking]

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[Emmett]
I wanna cut ties with you.

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- I'm done.
- [Douda] You pay me my money.

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Then we'll talk.

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[Emmett groaning]

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[Douda]
If you play with me again...

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Both you all need to be
worried about your futures

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and keeping your nose
in the good book.

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You ain't always done
what the good book says.

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What, you challenging me, boy?

20
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I mean, somebody's got to.

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Well, I think I'm gonna
excuse myself.

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[Jackson] No, no.

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You're a part
of this family too.

24
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You stay right there.

25
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I don't know
anything about Q's murder.

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[Gorn]
This photo says otherwise.

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I don't think
you're a killer,

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but I do think you might have
helped dump the body.

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So you can either confess now,

30
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or we can find out later
and put you in prison.

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What do you do when a lion
prowls your village,

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jaws dripping with the blood
of your neighbors?

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Do you let him sleep
in your bed?

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[crowd murmuring]

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If we don't cast that devil
out of our city,

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he will devour us all.

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- [all] Amen.
- [applause]

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Take care of him.

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Say less.

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[Jackson] <i>Lord, I really
need you to protect my son.</i>

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[groaning and choking]

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<i>somber music</i>

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[breathing shakily]

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[panting]

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[whimpers]

46
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[sobs]

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[tools buzzing]

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Hey, Nuck!

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<i>dramatic music</i>

50
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What's the word, little bro?

51
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Thought you said family
was off-limits, nigga.

52
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- Well, do it, nigga.
- [gun cocking]

53
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I killed a nigga before,

54
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and it ain't no thing
to do it again.

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[Nuck] Man,
you shot Ronnie in the back.

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You don't got enough balls

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to shoot a nigga like me
in the face.

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Did you look Pastor Jackson
in the face

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before you strangled him,
nigga, huh?

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Answer me.

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Answer me, nigga!

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Look, Bakari,
if you kill me...

63
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[Bakari sobbing]

64
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...he gonna take you.

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[gun cocking]

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It's up to you.

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[Bakari groaning]

68
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You looking to die today?

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[Bakari crying]

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Why you do it?

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Because he was talking
too fucking much.

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[Zay] We had to send a message.

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He was like a father
to me, man!

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You can't trust nobody
that ain't us!

75
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How many times I gotta
tell your ass that, huh?

76
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You too soft for the streets.

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[Bakari] Fuck you!

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We your family.

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If you ever
pull a gun on me again,

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you won't live
to tell the fucking story.

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Do you hear me, huh?

82
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Now, get the fuck
out of here, man!

83
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Move, nigga!

84
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I could kill that nigga.

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Don't.

86
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You sure?

87
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Hey, if I need you to take care
of him, I'll say so.

88
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You hear me?

89
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Now, put the fucking gun
down, man.

90
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Let's go, nigga.

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[indistinct chatter]

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[breathing shakily]

93
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[Kevin] Uh... need anything?

94
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No.

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[Jake] Do you want us
to leave you alone?

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Yeah.

97
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[Kevin] Look, man, um,

98
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you really want us
to leave you alone,

99
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or you just saying that?

100
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I-I wanna be alone.

101
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We're here for you
if you need us.

102
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I-I know.

103
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Love you, bro.

104
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I love you too.

105
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The fuck you want?

106
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I'm hurting too, nigga.

107
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I know one of your boys
killed him.

108
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[sighs] I never thought
that none of this would happen.

109
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[Papa] But it did!

110
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And now my dad gone
'cause he ain't do

111
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what Douda wanted him to.

112
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Look, if the pastor would have
just washed the money,

113
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maybe he'd still be here.

114
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- So you saying it's his fault?
- [Bakari] No.

115
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Listen, my dad
was a noble man.

116
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And he got killed for it!

117
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I loved your father

118
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like he was my own.

119
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But he's not your father!

120
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He's mine.

121
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Now he's gone.

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<i>somber music</i>

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<i>dramatic jazz music</i>

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[Emmett] Kiesha, stop.

125
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Will you at least
let me talk to you?

126
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I'm tired of talking.

127
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I thought you said relationships

128
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were about communication.

129
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- Babe.
- Stop.

130
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I told you
I don't trust Douda.

131
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He's all about getting
what he wants,

132
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even if that means
taking a life.

133
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I don't have nothing
to do with that.

134
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Pastor Jackson warned us.

135
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He told us
if we weren't careful,

136
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Douda would take over.

137
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[EJ] What's going on?

138
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Nothing. Nothing, man.

139
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Uh, everything's fine.

140
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Kiesha, where you going?

141
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Go-go back in the room

142
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and check on your brother,
a'ight?

143
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If I can't count on you
to protect us,

144
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we not staying here.

145
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What happened
to sticking around

146
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even when shit
gets uncomfortable?

147
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This is more
than uncomfortable.

148
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This could be life or death.

149
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I promise, I'm not gonna
let anything happen

150
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to you or my kids.

151
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Yeah, what if something
happens to you?

152
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What am I supposed to do then?

153
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Just give me some time
to fix this.

154
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- How much time?
- I don't know.

155
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That's not good enough.

156
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Kiesha, please.

157
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Come on.

158
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I can't lose you.

159
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Fine.

160
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But I'm sleeping
in the guest room

161
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until you figure this out.

162
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Fine.

163
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I'll take it.

164
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And if anything else happens,
I'm gone.

165
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Understood.

166
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I'll be up in a little bit.

167
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I'll get the room
set up for you.

168
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[text message swooshes]

169
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[Victor sniffs]

170
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How you doing
with everything?

171
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[Jake] I'm fine.

172
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[Victor] Talk to me.

173
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Why?

174
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Because I wanna know
how you feeling.

175
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I don't think it's smart for
you to hold everything inside.

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It's what you do.

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[Victor] What?
I-I talk about my problems.

178
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Yeah, not with me.

179
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Well, you-you're not old enough
to know everything.

180
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I'm trying to protect you.

181
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I don't need to be protected.

182
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I need to know
what the fuck going on.

183
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Watch your mouth.

184
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[sighs]

185
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When you came back,

186
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you told me I could trust you.

187
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I don't feel like
you trust me with shit.

188
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[groans]

189
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[coughs]

190
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A'ight, look,
if I tell you something,

191
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you can't say shit to nobody.

192
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I'm serious.

193
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I ain't gonna say shit.

194
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Fuck.

195
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A few months back,
Douda came by

196
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and told me he needed me
to take a ride with him.

197
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And while we was riding...

198
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...I heard a sound
coming from the trunk.

199
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[sighs]
It was a body, wasn't it?

200
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How you know?

201
00:11:13,547 --> 00:11:16,175
Douda ain't joyriding
with niggas for fun.

202
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Shit, he only come around here
when he need something.

203
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If it wasn't for him, bro...

204
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...I don't think
I'd be in office right now.

205
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Man, you in office 'cause
bitches think you cute.

206
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And you finally told the truth.

207
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He ain't got nothing
to do with that.

208
00:11:37,863 --> 00:11:40,366
Hmm.

209
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I didn't think
about it like that.

210
00:11:42,576 --> 00:11:45,037
So what happened?

211
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He made you bury a body
or something?

212
00:11:46,539 --> 00:11:49,166
Uh, yeah.

213
00:11:49,166 --> 00:11:51,168
We-we dumped the body together.

214
00:11:51,168 --> 00:11:53,212
And now you an accomplice

215
00:11:53,212 --> 00:11:55,297
and you trying to figure out if
you should come clean or not.

216
00:11:57,049 --> 00:11:58,259
Yeah.

217
00:11:59,927 --> 00:12:02,096
[exhales heavily]

218
00:12:03,556 --> 00:12:04,724
Got it.

219
00:12:05,766 --> 00:12:06,809
Damn.

220
00:12:09,562 --> 00:12:10,688
You know more than I thought.

221
00:12:10,688 --> 00:12:11,731
[chuckles]

222
00:12:11,731 --> 00:12:13,899
Told you I'm not
some dumb kid.

223
00:12:13,899 --> 00:12:15,317
I know what's going on.

224
00:12:15,317 --> 00:12:19,321
Well, since you so wise...

225
00:12:19,321 --> 00:12:20,573
[sighs]

226
00:12:20,573 --> 00:12:21,991
...what do you think
I should do?

227
00:12:21,991 --> 00:12:24,326
Well...

228
00:12:24,326 --> 00:12:26,662
if I was you,
I wouldn't snitch.

229
00:12:26,662 --> 00:12:28,080
[chuckles]

230
00:12:28,080 --> 00:12:29,290
I don't know why that
doesn't surprise me.

231
00:12:29,290 --> 00:12:30,708
[chuckles]

232
00:12:33,002 --> 00:12:34,253
You can't do shit
for the community

233
00:12:34,253 --> 00:12:35,671
if your ass locked up.

234
00:12:38,507 --> 00:12:39,508
We need you.

235
00:12:41,302 --> 00:12:42,595
I need y'all too.

236
00:12:42,595 --> 00:12:45,598
<i>jazz music</i>

237
00:12:52,855 --> 00:12:55,274
[clippers buzzing]

238
00:12:55,274 --> 00:12:58,068
[indistinct rap music
playing over speakers]

239
00:13:04,116 --> 00:13:06,410
Give me a minute.

240
00:13:11,499 --> 00:13:14,460
<i>dramatic music</i>

241
00:13:16,003 --> 00:13:17,630
You good?

242
00:13:17,630 --> 00:13:20,090
No, I'm not.

243
00:13:20,090 --> 00:13:21,717
What's wrong?

244
00:13:21,717 --> 00:13:23,886
I'm scared.

245
00:13:23,886 --> 00:13:25,763
Somebody threatening you?

246
00:13:25,763 --> 00:13:27,431
I know y'all
working with Emmett.

247
00:13:30,351 --> 00:13:32,102
We not working with him.

248
00:13:32,102 --> 00:13:33,479
He work for us.

249
00:13:33,479 --> 00:13:35,189
OK, well, I think him
working for y'all

250
00:13:35,189 --> 00:13:36,941
has put us in danger.

251
00:13:36,941 --> 00:13:38,192
He just holding shit for us.

252
00:13:38,192 --> 00:13:39,777
Ain't no bullets
gonna come his way.

253
00:13:39,777 --> 00:13:41,195
- Trust me.
- I don't like the feeling

254
00:13:41,195 --> 00:13:43,197
that we holding something
that can get us in trouble.

255
00:13:43,197 --> 00:13:44,657
It's just money, Kiesha.

256
00:13:44,657 --> 00:13:46,617
No, it's not!

257
00:13:46,617 --> 00:13:47,993
[Nuck sighs]

258
00:13:47,993 --> 00:13:49,662
I know you.

259
00:13:49,662 --> 00:13:52,122
Then you know I would never
let nothing happen to you.

260
00:13:52,122 --> 00:13:53,499
Nuck, you already have.

261
00:13:59,213 --> 00:14:01,215
I apologized for that.

262
00:14:01,215 --> 00:14:03,759
I don't want you to have
to apologize to me again.

263
00:14:03,759 --> 00:14:05,511
Then I think you need
to have that conversation

264
00:14:05,511 --> 00:14:06,470
with your nigga.

265
00:14:06,470 --> 00:14:08,097
I spoke to him.

266
00:14:08,097 --> 00:14:09,557
And now I'm talking to you.

267
00:14:11,225 --> 00:14:12,309
I'll do what I can.

268
00:14:12,309 --> 00:14:13,686
That's not enough!

269
00:14:13,686 --> 00:14:14,937
What do you want?

270
00:14:14,937 --> 00:14:17,857
Promise me my family
is gonna be safe.

271
00:14:17,857 --> 00:14:20,109
I don't like making promises
I can't keep.

272
00:14:20,109 --> 00:14:22,361
I know you got Douda's ear.

273
00:14:24,572 --> 00:14:26,407
Look, that nigga
don't listen to me.

274
00:14:27,867 --> 00:14:30,244
All I'm asking
is that you have my back.

275
00:14:31,996 --> 00:14:34,707
I do.

276
00:14:34,707 --> 00:14:37,042
Then you gotta have
Emmett's back too.

277
00:14:41,088 --> 00:14:44,216
[phones ringing,
people clamoring]

278
00:14:49,805 --> 00:14:51,599
It's a lot of people out there.

279
00:14:51,599 --> 00:14:54,059
[Quincy]
I'm not surprised.

280
00:14:54,059 --> 00:14:56,896
A community leader
was murdered in his home.

281
00:14:56,896 --> 00:14:58,230
People are scared.

282
00:15:00,524 --> 00:15:03,485
Well, I wanna put
something together.

283
00:15:03,485 --> 00:15:04,778
OK, like what?

284
00:15:10,618 --> 00:15:12,161
A candlelight vigil.

285
00:15:12,161 --> 00:15:14,997
Oh, that's smart.

286
00:15:14,997 --> 00:15:17,875
The people need a place
that they can grieve together.

287
00:15:17,875 --> 00:15:19,585
Yeah, and no cameras.

288
00:15:19,585 --> 00:15:21,420
This is just for us.

289
00:15:21,420 --> 00:15:22,546
Well, when are you
trying to do this?

290
00:15:22,546 --> 00:15:24,089
Soon.

291
00:15:24,089 --> 00:15:25,424
[Quincy] That's ambitious.

292
00:15:25,424 --> 00:15:27,426
Man, people
are hurting right now.

293
00:15:27,426 --> 00:15:28,928
They need us.

294
00:15:28,928 --> 00:15:30,763
We can't just be
sitting on our asses.

295
00:15:32,806 --> 00:15:33,891
I'll make some calls.

296
00:15:33,891 --> 00:15:35,267
Thank you.

297
00:15:46,987 --> 00:15:48,614
Do you need anything?

298
00:15:49,490 --> 00:15:50,574
[Papa] No.

299
00:15:53,327 --> 00:15:55,245
[Kenya]
OK, do you need to be alone?

300
00:15:56,372 --> 00:15:57,790
[Papa] Yeah.

301
00:15:59,792 --> 00:16:01,669
OK, then I'll head out.

302
00:16:01,669 --> 00:16:03,295
OK.

303
00:16:08,092 --> 00:16:09,593
[Kenya]
Call me if you need anything.

304
00:16:09,593 --> 00:16:10,636
A'ight.

305
00:16:12,388 --> 00:16:14,473
OK, I get
that you're grieving,

306
00:16:14,473 --> 00:16:17,518
but please don't make me feel
like shit just because you do.

307
00:16:22,022 --> 00:16:25,109
You know the last conversation
I had with my dad

308
00:16:25,109 --> 00:16:26,151
was about you?

309
00:16:28,654 --> 00:16:30,489
He didn't think
we should be together.

310
00:16:33,534 --> 00:16:34,576
Why?

311
00:16:37,037 --> 00:16:40,833
He said I wasn't ready
to handle that level of...

312
00:16:40,833 --> 00:16:42,584
responsibility.

313
00:16:45,879 --> 00:16:47,715
And now I see he was right.

314
00:17:05,566 --> 00:17:07,609
[door clicks open]

315
00:17:07,609 --> 00:17:08,652
[door slams]

316
00:17:08,652 --> 00:17:11,280
[sighs]

317
00:17:11,280 --> 00:17:14,033
I just feel like
he never listens to me.

318
00:17:14,033 --> 00:17:16,910
And he makes these decisions
without talking to me first.

319
00:17:16,910 --> 00:17:18,829
Have you spoken
to him about this?

320
00:17:18,829 --> 00:17:21,832
Yes, multiple times,
and nothing changes.

321
00:17:21,832 --> 00:17:25,044
He just did something crazy
that violated my trust.

322
00:17:25,044 --> 00:17:26,336
[Kwame] What was that?

323
00:17:28,505 --> 00:17:30,716
He...

324
00:17:30,716 --> 00:17:33,385
brought something in our home

325
00:17:33,385 --> 00:17:35,763
that could put us
in real danger.

326
00:17:37,598 --> 00:17:39,099
That's serious.

327
00:17:41,518 --> 00:17:42,978
I know.

328
00:17:44,438 --> 00:17:46,690
Have you resolved it?

329
00:17:46,690 --> 00:17:49,234
I'm sleeping in the guest room
until he handles it.

330
00:17:49,234 --> 00:17:50,778
[Kwame] How does that feel?

331
00:17:52,446 --> 00:17:53,906
[sighs]

332
00:17:55,949 --> 00:17:58,077
Like a temporary fix.

333
00:18:03,290 --> 00:18:05,459
Did you grow up in a house
with both parents?

334
00:18:09,671 --> 00:18:12,591
My parents divorced
when I was younger.

335
00:18:14,551 --> 00:18:19,139
And my dad...

336
00:18:19,139 --> 00:18:22,101
died suddenly
when I was a teenager.

337
00:18:22,101 --> 00:18:23,477
[Kwame] I'm sorry.

338
00:18:25,270 --> 00:18:28,857
I only ask because we often
mimic our parents' behavior

339
00:18:28,857 --> 00:18:31,360
in our own relationships.

340
00:18:31,360 --> 00:18:34,696
I was surprised
when my parents broke up.

341
00:18:34,696 --> 00:18:36,949
I never saw them fight.

342
00:18:36,949 --> 00:18:39,618
A lot of parents try not
to fight in front of their kids

343
00:18:39,618 --> 00:18:42,788
because they're afraid
it's gonna traumatize them,

344
00:18:42,788 --> 00:18:45,124
but it's actually
important for kids

345
00:18:45,124 --> 00:18:48,377
to see their parents
work through conflict.

346
00:18:48,377 --> 00:18:49,920
Otherwise,
they'll get anxious

347
00:18:49,920 --> 00:18:52,172
when it arises
in their own lives.

348
00:18:54,007 --> 00:18:57,302
I do remember my dad
making most of the decisions.

349
00:18:59,012 --> 00:19:02,391
He controlled the money,
where we lived,

350
00:19:02,391 --> 00:19:03,642
what we watched on TV.

351
00:19:04,726 --> 00:19:06,186
Mm.

352
00:19:06,186 --> 00:19:08,814
Sounds like they were
pretty, uh, old-school.

353
00:19:08,814 --> 00:19:11,191
Yeah, I never liked that.

354
00:19:13,318 --> 00:19:14,820
That's why it's
so important for you

355
00:19:14,820 --> 00:19:18,157
to feel like an equal
in your relationship.

356
00:19:18,157 --> 00:19:21,034
You wanna take the control
that your mother never did.

357
00:19:23,620 --> 00:19:24,830
Wow.

358
00:19:26,290 --> 00:19:28,333
I never thought
about it like that...

359
00:19:30,377 --> 00:19:31,670
...I guess.

360
00:19:34,339 --> 00:19:37,009
Am I doing too much?

361
00:19:37,009 --> 00:19:38,969
You and Emmett just need
to get on the same page

362
00:19:38,969 --> 00:19:41,305
about decision-making,

363
00:19:41,305 --> 00:19:44,641
especially decisions
that affect the whole family.

364
00:19:44,641 --> 00:19:47,186
You can both be
head of the household,

365
00:19:47,186 --> 00:19:49,354
but there will be
some compromises.

366
00:19:51,857 --> 00:19:55,152
My mom and stepmom
argued in front of us a lot.

367
00:19:55,152 --> 00:19:56,862
And now I feel
like she just wants

368
00:19:56,862 --> 00:19:59,531
to take control of everything.

369
00:19:59,531 --> 00:20:02,201
[Kwame] Maybe she's trying
to make up for lost time.

370
00:20:06,872 --> 00:20:08,665
If you're up to it,

371
00:20:08,665 --> 00:20:10,500
I think it might be helpful
to have her

372
00:20:10,500 --> 00:20:12,628
join us for a session or two.

373
00:20:12,628 --> 00:20:14,213
My mama?

374
00:20:14,213 --> 00:20:16,048
[Kwame] Yes.

375
00:20:16,048 --> 00:20:17,716
No.

376
00:20:17,716 --> 00:20:19,009
I'm good.

377
00:20:19,009 --> 00:20:22,346
Look...
whether we like it or not,

378
00:20:22,346 --> 00:20:24,598
the way we walk
through the world

379
00:20:24,598 --> 00:20:26,808
has a lot to do
with who brought us into it.

380
00:20:29,269 --> 00:20:30,938
I don't know, I feel like

381
00:20:30,938 --> 00:20:33,732
I like this space
being about me

382
00:20:33,732 --> 00:20:35,609
and my healing.

383
00:20:39,112 --> 00:20:41,240
I think the first person
to break your heart

384
00:20:41,240 --> 00:20:42,741
was your mother.

385
00:20:50,958 --> 00:20:51,959
Shit.

386
00:20:53,126 --> 00:20:57,172
And until
we resolve that break,

387
00:20:57,172 --> 00:20:59,424
you'll spend the rest
of your life trying to mend it

388
00:20:59,424 --> 00:21:01,301
with romantic relationships.

389
00:21:04,930 --> 00:21:07,266
Damn.

390
00:21:07,266 --> 00:21:09,601
[Kwame] You don't have
to decide right now.

391
00:21:10,602 --> 00:21:13,230
Just something to think about.

392
00:21:13,230 --> 00:21:14,856
[sighs]

393
00:21:19,611 --> 00:21:20,904
[Darnell] Well, shit.

394
00:21:20,904 --> 00:21:22,739
It's five o'clock
somewhere, huh?

395
00:21:22,739 --> 00:21:23,782
- [Emmett sighs]
- [glasses clink]

396
00:21:23,782 --> 00:21:25,784
- Yeah, thanks, Pop.
- Mm-hmm.

397
00:21:25,784 --> 00:21:27,953
[inhales sharply]
To Pastor Jackson.

398
00:21:27,953 --> 00:21:29,288
[Darnell] Yeah.

399
00:21:29,288 --> 00:21:32,332
Yeah, Pastor Jack--
he was a good man.

400
00:21:32,332 --> 00:21:33,959
God rest his soul.

401
00:21:33,959 --> 00:21:36,795
[soft R&B music
playing over speakers]

402
00:21:41,133 --> 00:21:42,467
What's wrong with you, son?

403
00:21:48,515 --> 00:21:50,183
Kiesha almost left
me this morning.

404
00:21:51,226 --> 00:21:52,477
What you do?

405
00:21:52,477 --> 00:21:54,062
Nothing. [chuckles]

406
00:21:54,062 --> 00:21:55,856
Boy, don't be lying to me.

407
00:21:59,818 --> 00:22:01,903
I'm just doing what I gotta do
to make sure we good.

408
00:22:01,903 --> 00:22:03,655
Even if it's illegal?

409
00:22:05,782 --> 00:22:07,993
I'm not doing
no illegal shit.

410
00:22:12,372 --> 00:22:15,125
I deal with niggas
that do illegal shit.

411
00:22:15,125 --> 00:22:17,169
That don't make it no better.

412
00:22:22,382 --> 00:22:25,594
She wants me
to cut ties with Douda...

413
00:22:25,594 --> 00:22:26,720
for good.

414
00:22:26,720 --> 00:22:29,681
See, that's why
I'm Team Kiesha.

415
00:22:31,892 --> 00:22:33,018
Yeah.

416
00:22:33,018 --> 00:22:34,269
I know.

417
00:22:36,605 --> 00:22:38,648
So how you get her to stay?

418
00:22:38,648 --> 00:22:40,692
I promised her
I'd handle it.

419
00:22:42,569 --> 00:22:43,695
How you gonna do that?

420
00:22:49,743 --> 00:22:51,870
I wanna buy myself out.

421
00:22:55,082 --> 00:22:56,708
How much is that
gonna cost?

422
00:23:01,213 --> 00:23:02,631
I don't know.

423
00:23:02,631 --> 00:23:06,385
[sighs]

424
00:23:06,385 --> 00:23:08,387
Well, why don't you find out?

425
00:23:08,387 --> 00:23:13,141
And maybe we figure
this shit out together.

426
00:23:15,769 --> 00:23:18,772
Mm. OK.

427
00:23:20,273 --> 00:23:21,483
[Darnell] OK?

428
00:23:24,027 --> 00:23:25,570
Thanks, Pop.

429
00:23:25,570 --> 00:23:26,738
[Darnell] Yeah.

430
00:23:26,738 --> 00:23:29,074
[sighs]

431
00:23:38,166 --> 00:23:39,084
[door clicks open]

432
00:23:39,084 --> 00:23:40,502
[Jemma] Hi.

433
00:23:51,346 --> 00:23:52,597
Sorry I'm late.

434
00:23:52,597 --> 00:23:54,099
I got caught up
in another meeting.

435
00:23:54,099 --> 00:23:56,476
How you gonna get mad at me
for not taking this serious

436
00:23:56,476 --> 00:23:58,728
but you coming in here
20 minutes late?

437
00:24:03,942 --> 00:24:05,444
I said I was sorry.

438
00:24:07,654 --> 00:24:09,030
Who was your meeting with?

439
00:24:14,119 --> 00:24:15,287
Why?

440
00:24:15,287 --> 00:24:16,496
[Maisha] I wanna know.

441
00:24:19,916 --> 00:24:21,293
Bakari's sister.

442
00:24:22,794 --> 00:24:24,212
Why were you
meeting with her?

443
00:24:24,212 --> 00:24:25,755
[Jemma] Because I wanna
work with her.

444
00:24:25,755 --> 00:24:28,133
You ain't done shit
with me yet.

445
00:24:28,133 --> 00:24:31,052
How you think you could add
somebody else to the roster?

446
00:24:31,052 --> 00:24:33,221
Managers can have
multiple clients, OK?

447
00:24:33,221 --> 00:24:34,890
She and I
are on the same level.

448
00:24:34,890 --> 00:24:36,641
She's further along.

449
00:24:36,641 --> 00:24:38,643
Oh, please.

450
00:24:38,643 --> 00:24:40,645
[Jemma] Her EP is almost done.

451
00:24:40,645 --> 00:24:41,813
[Maisha] How was it?

452
00:24:41,813 --> 00:24:42,981
[Jemma] She's sending it to me.

453
00:24:44,566 --> 00:24:45,984
Can we please just focus

454
00:24:45,984 --> 00:24:47,694
and try to get something
out of this session

455
00:24:47,694 --> 00:24:49,738
that's costing us
a fucking fortune?

456
00:24:56,077 --> 00:24:58,371
All right,
play the song, please.

457
00:24:58,371 --> 00:25:01,625
[hip-hop music playing]

458
00:25:03,418 --> 00:25:05,670
[Maisha]
I'm sick of this shit, man.

459
00:25:05,670 --> 00:25:08,673
Been doing this shit
for two years straight.

460
00:25:08,673 --> 00:25:11,301
I'm all ready to fucking go.

461
00:25:11,301 --> 00:25:13,970
<i>Bitch,
I'm working my ass off</i>

462
00:25:13,970 --> 00:25:15,347
<i>You talking about it
too much</i>

463
00:25:15,347 --> 00:25:17,474
<i>I'm letting the cash talk</i>

464
00:25:17,474 --> 00:25:18,683
<i>Virgil on the feet</i>

465
00:25:18,683 --> 00:25:20,477
<i>I'm keeping the tags on</i>

466
00:25:20,477 --> 00:25:21,853
<i>The difference is</i>

467
00:25:21,853 --> 00:25:24,272
<i>I'm actually something
to brag on</i>

468
00:25:24,272 --> 00:25:26,441
<i>They say, Maisha</i>

469
00:25:26,441 --> 00:25:27,859
<i>You should be
under the jail</i>

470
00:25:27,859 --> 00:25:29,694
<i>For killing these beats
like that</i>

471
00:25:29,694 --> 00:25:31,196
<i>And you should
be going to hell</i>

472
00:25:31,196 --> 00:25:33,365
<i>For burning the streets
like that</i>

473
00:25:33,365 --> 00:25:36,201
<i>You should be a diabetic
for coming to eat like that</i>

474
00:25:36,201 --> 00:25:37,827
<i>You think it's sweet
like that</i>

475
00:25:37,827 --> 00:25:40,372
<i>Dummy, I can't make it home
in peace</i>

476
00:25:40,372 --> 00:25:42,040
<i>I can't even pose for free</i>

477
00:25:42,040 --> 00:25:43,708
<i>You thinking she cute
and you wanna crack</i>

478
00:25:43,708 --> 00:25:45,126
<i>I let a bitch close to me</i>

479
00:25:45,126 --> 00:25:46,753
<i>No, over with</i>

480
00:25:46,753 --> 00:25:48,380
<i>We ain't even
where we supposed to be</i>

481
00:25:48,380 --> 00:25:50,048
<i>Daddy money got you scared</i>

482
00:25:50,048 --> 00:25:51,675
<i>But you only fucked
if you blow it</i>

483
00:25:51,675 --> 00:25:55,220
<i>somber jazz music</i>

484
00:25:55,220 --> 00:25:57,639
- [glass shattering]
- [thudding]

485
00:25:57,639 --> 00:25:59,432
[dog barking]

486
00:26:01,434 --> 00:26:03,395
[dull scraping]

487
00:26:04,563 --> 00:26:06,398
[dull scraping]

488
00:26:24,791 --> 00:26:26,084
[gun cocking]

489
00:26:26,084 --> 00:26:28,253
Ay, nigga! Ay!

490
00:26:28,253 --> 00:26:30,046
Get the fuck up out of here!

491
00:26:30,046 --> 00:26:32,090
Ay!

492
00:26:32,090 --> 00:26:33,758
[object rattles]

493
00:26:35,468 --> 00:26:36,803
Motherfucker.

494
00:26:37,971 --> 00:26:40,098
[dog barking]

495
00:26:40,098 --> 00:26:41,725
[gasping]

496
00:26:41,725 --> 00:26:44,019
What-what-what happened?

497
00:26:44,019 --> 00:26:45,770
Oh, no, somebody
just broke in the crib.

498
00:26:45,770 --> 00:26:48,565
What-what is this?

499
00:26:48,565 --> 00:26:50,442
Are you dealing drugs
at my house?

500
00:26:51,610 --> 00:26:53,278
Hell nah.

501
00:26:54,821 --> 00:26:57,324
Look, you know I left that life
a long time ago.

502
00:26:57,324 --> 00:26:59,117
Well, apparently not.

503
00:26:59,117 --> 00:27:00,869
[Shaad] No, no.
Look, look, look, look, look.

504
00:27:00,869 --> 00:27:01,828
I-I'm just holding these
for somebody.

505
00:27:01,828 --> 00:27:03,663
- That's all.
- Wait, for who?

506
00:27:05,373 --> 00:27:07,500
[sighs] I really can't say.

507
00:27:07,500 --> 00:27:10,670
You--
[hyperventilating]

508
00:27:10,670 --> 00:27:14,799
Get these guns out of my house
right now,

509
00:27:14,799 --> 00:27:16,843
or I'm gonna have
to ask you to leave.

510
00:27:18,053 --> 00:27:19,387
Babe, no.

511
00:27:19,387 --> 00:27:20,805
It was these guns
that protected us

512
00:27:20,805 --> 00:27:22,349
from whoever tried
to break in here!

513
00:27:22,349 --> 00:27:24,184
These guns didn't stop them
from busting in.

514
00:27:26,353 --> 00:27:27,646
OK, a'ight.

515
00:27:27,646 --> 00:27:29,939
I'll-I'll-I'll-I'll get rid
of them, a'ight?

516
00:27:29,939 --> 00:27:30,982
Uh, first thing
tomorrow morning.

517
00:27:30,982 --> 00:27:31,983
Tonight!

518
00:27:31,983 --> 00:27:33,401
<i>tense music</i>

519
00:27:33,401 --> 00:27:38,114
OK.

520
00:27:44,037 --> 00:27:45,080
Shit.

521
00:27:46,539 --> 00:27:48,166
You keeping
anything else from me?

522
00:27:52,212 --> 00:27:54,756
Nah.

523
00:27:54,756 --> 00:27:55,840
That's it.

524
00:28:08,603 --> 00:28:10,605
[indistinct chatter]

525
00:28:10,605 --> 00:28:11,981
Where the fuck Douda at?

526
00:28:11,981 --> 00:28:13,441
Need a appointment, my nigga.

527
00:28:13,441 --> 00:28:15,235
Get off me!

528
00:28:15,235 --> 00:28:17,153
I talked to Kiesha already.

529
00:28:18,029 --> 00:28:19,239
What?

530
00:28:19,239 --> 00:28:21,825
[Nuck]
Yeah, we had a conversation.

531
00:28:21,825 --> 00:28:23,702
She handled it.

532
00:28:23,702 --> 00:28:26,579
[R&B music
playing over speakers]

533
00:28:28,832 --> 00:28:30,250
Ain't this a bitch?

534
00:28:30,250 --> 00:28:32,377
Oh, she ain't tell you?

535
00:28:34,254 --> 00:28:36,297
No, she didn't.

536
00:28:39,676 --> 00:28:40,885
[Nuck sighs]

537
00:28:42,762 --> 00:28:45,056
[speaking indistinctly]

538
00:28:59,070 --> 00:29:01,114
[Isis] So nice
to finally meet Fatima's

539
00:29:01,114 --> 00:29:03,867
Black knight in shining armor.

540
00:29:03,867 --> 00:29:05,952
Don't be nervous. [laughs]

541
00:29:05,952 --> 00:29:07,328
It's kind of hard not to be.

542
00:29:07,328 --> 00:29:08,830
We don't bite.
[chomps playfully]

543
00:29:08,830 --> 00:29:10,165
[Victor] No, no, no, I--

544
00:29:10,165 --> 00:29:12,208
but I-I know how much
y'all mean to her,

545
00:29:12,208 --> 00:29:14,335
and I want you to know
that I'm serious about this.

546
00:29:14,335 --> 00:29:15,503
I'm not playing with her heart.

547
00:29:15,503 --> 00:29:17,547
Mm. I can tell.

548
00:29:17,547 --> 00:29:19,340
- Yeah, we--
- Mm-hmm.

549
00:29:19,340 --> 00:29:21,801
- We're happy for y'all.
- [Victor] Thank you.

550
00:29:21,801 --> 00:29:23,219
[Isis] Mm.

551
00:29:23,219 --> 00:29:24,971
Can I ask y'all something?

552
00:29:24,971 --> 00:29:26,681
[scoffs]

553
00:29:26,681 --> 00:29:29,225
What, you about to ask
for my baby's hand in marriage?

554
00:29:29,225 --> 00:29:32,687
Well, I mean, wedding bells,
I think, are in our future.

555
00:29:32,687 --> 00:29:33,813
- Oh.
- Oh!

556
00:29:33,813 --> 00:29:37,025
Oh, OK, well, then ask away.

557
00:29:37,025 --> 00:29:39,444
Um...

558
00:29:39,444 --> 00:29:41,863
do you think that Fatima
would wanna start a family?

559
00:29:41,863 --> 00:29:43,448
- You need to ask her.
- Absolutely!

560
00:29:43,448 --> 00:29:46,451
[Victor] Well, that's kind of
why I'm asking y'all first.

561
00:29:46,451 --> 00:29:48,286
What are you afraid of?

562
00:29:48,828 --> 00:29:52,373
That maybe she wouldn't wanna
start a family with me.

563
00:29:52,373 --> 00:29:54,042
What, you got
some secret baby mama

564
00:29:54,042 --> 00:29:55,960
stashed away somewhere?

565
00:29:55,960 --> 00:29:57,086
- That's how it starts.
- No.

566
00:29:57,086 --> 00:29:59,130
Um...

567
00:29:59,130 --> 00:30:02,133
but I-I do have a-a past,

568
00:30:02,133 --> 00:30:03,134
a criminal one.

569
00:30:03,134 --> 00:30:04,093
[both] Mm.

570
00:30:04,093 --> 00:30:06,262
I mean...

571
00:30:06,262 --> 00:30:07,931
we all have a past,

572
00:30:07,931 --> 00:30:10,600
but Fatima, she's always
followed her heart.

573
00:30:10,600 --> 00:30:12,977
Every time I followed my heart,
it got broken.

574
00:30:12,977 --> 00:30:15,271
[sighs] Child.

575
00:30:15,271 --> 00:30:17,315
Just don't let that happen
to my daughter.

576
00:30:18,358 --> 00:30:20,151
I won't.

577
00:30:20,151 --> 00:30:21,528
[Isis] Good.

578
00:30:23,696 --> 00:30:26,282
[Kwame] Nina,
what's your frustration?

579
00:30:29,327 --> 00:30:30,453
[scoffs]

580
00:30:33,373 --> 00:30:35,792
I did everything

581
00:30:35,792 --> 00:30:39,295
to be a good mother
to my children.

582
00:30:39,295 --> 00:30:42,090
When their dad left,
I didn't have any help.

583
00:30:43,842 --> 00:30:46,761
I just wanna know
why I'm sitting here,

584
00:30:46,761 --> 00:30:51,057
being told all the things
I could have done better.

585
00:30:51,057 --> 00:30:55,395
I want my kids to know
that I'm not just their mother.

586
00:30:55,395 --> 00:30:56,896
I'm also human.

587
00:30:58,398 --> 00:31:00,108
And just because I'm a parent

588
00:31:00,108 --> 00:31:02,652
doesn't mean
I have to be perfect.

589
00:31:02,652 --> 00:31:04,404
[Kiesha] I know that.

590
00:31:06,656 --> 00:31:09,826
Ma, I think
providing financially

591
00:31:09,826 --> 00:31:12,161
wasn't enough.

592
00:31:12,161 --> 00:31:14,122
We also needed your attention.

593
00:31:15,707 --> 00:31:18,710
[Nina] And you feel like
you didn't get it?

594
00:31:18,710 --> 00:31:22,964
We got what was left of you
when you came home from work.

595
00:31:26,926 --> 00:31:30,221
I'm sorry there wasn't much
left to give

596
00:31:30,221 --> 00:31:32,932
after dealing
with my crazy job all day.

597
00:31:35,894 --> 00:31:38,187
Nina, try talking to Kiesha

598
00:31:38,187 --> 00:31:40,023
as if she wasn't your daughter.

599
00:31:41,774 --> 00:31:43,026
What?

600
00:31:43,026 --> 00:31:44,360
[Kwame]
Share a truth with her

601
00:31:44,360 --> 00:31:46,279
that you've never shared
with her before.

602
00:31:50,325 --> 00:31:51,659
[Nina sighs]

603
00:32:00,376 --> 00:32:01,502
Uh--

604
00:32:06,257 --> 00:32:07,634
Uh...

605
00:32:10,803 --> 00:32:15,266
...I thought being a woman...

606
00:32:15,266 --> 00:32:18,686
meant I had to find
a good Black man,

607
00:32:18,686 --> 00:32:22,440
get married, and have kids.

608
00:32:22,440 --> 00:32:24,359
That's what my mother
wanted me to do.

609
00:32:26,653 --> 00:32:28,571
Did you not want that?

610
00:32:30,281 --> 00:32:32,825
Nobody cared
about what I wanted.

611
00:32:32,825 --> 00:32:34,327
What did you want?

612
00:32:36,829 --> 00:32:40,291
You know, I wanted
to explore the world,

613
00:32:40,291 --> 00:32:42,460
my sexuality,

614
00:32:42,460 --> 00:32:45,129
what it would feel like
to live alone.

615
00:32:48,508 --> 00:32:49,509
Why didn't you?

616
00:32:51,678 --> 00:32:54,013
I wanted to be
a good daughter.

617
00:32:54,013 --> 00:32:57,308
And back then,
being married and having kids

618
00:32:57,308 --> 00:33:00,311
was what being
a good daughter meant.

619
00:33:04,649 --> 00:33:07,402
To be honest, I never
wanted to be married.

620
00:33:07,402 --> 00:33:09,404
And I never wanted
to have kids.

621
00:33:13,616 --> 00:33:15,451
You didn't want us?

622
00:33:15,451 --> 00:33:16,911
I didn't say that.

623
00:33:18,538 --> 00:33:21,165
Dr. Kwame, can you
help me out here, please?

624
00:33:21,165 --> 00:33:24,419
I meet a lot of women who feel
forced into motherhood,

625
00:33:24,419 --> 00:33:26,504
whether it be
from societal pressures

626
00:33:26,504 --> 00:33:27,797
or pressure
from their families.

627
00:33:27,797 --> 00:33:29,257
I love my kids.

628
00:33:29,257 --> 00:33:30,842
[Kwame]
No one is doubting that.

629
00:33:35,179 --> 00:33:36,180
Are we done?

630
00:33:36,180 --> 00:33:38,057
I want you to just sit

631
00:33:38,057 --> 00:33:39,308
with what you and your daughter

632
00:33:39,308 --> 00:33:41,644
have just confessed
to each other.

633
00:33:41,644 --> 00:33:44,897
You said you felt obligated
to be a mother,

634
00:33:44,897 --> 00:33:47,650
and your daughter just said
that when she was growing up,

635
00:33:47,650 --> 00:33:49,444
she felt like an obligation.

636
00:33:56,075 --> 00:33:57,201
Wow.

637
00:33:57,201 --> 00:33:58,703
Oh, Lord.

638
00:34:02,123 --> 00:34:03,624
What does this mean?

639
00:34:03,624 --> 00:34:06,502
There are no easy answers
in therapy.

640
00:34:06,502 --> 00:34:09,213
It's all about
getting to the truth,

641
00:34:09,213 --> 00:34:10,548
making peace with it.

642
00:34:10,548 --> 00:34:11,966
How do I make peace
with the fact

643
00:34:11,966 --> 00:34:13,217
my mother didn't want me?

644
00:34:13,217 --> 00:34:15,344
That's not what I said.

645
00:34:15,344 --> 00:34:17,889
[Kwame] Relationships
between children and parents

646
00:34:17,889 --> 00:34:20,141
are rarely pristine.

647
00:34:20,141 --> 00:34:23,061
We all have unhealed trauma,

648
00:34:23,061 --> 00:34:24,771
and it shows up
in different ways.

649
00:34:26,272 --> 00:34:29,734
But this is where
the healing begins.

650
00:34:29,734 --> 00:34:32,528
It's OK if you're feeling uncomfortable.

651
00:34:32,528 --> 00:34:34,739
It isn't supposed to be easy.

652
00:34:42,455 --> 00:34:46,250
<i>That's the feeling
in my mind</i>

653
00:34:46,250 --> 00:34:50,922
<i>When I</i>

654
00:34:50,922 --> 00:34:53,424
<i>When I think of you...</i>

655
00:34:53,424 --> 00:34:54,425
You a'ight, man?

656
00:34:54,425 --> 00:34:55,927
Huh?

657
00:34:55,927 --> 00:34:57,970
Yeah.
[scoffs]

658
00:34:57,970 --> 00:34:59,430
I'll be a'ight.
[laughs]

659
00:35:00,932 --> 00:35:02,308
How you feeling?

660
00:35:02,308 --> 00:35:04,310
You nervous?

661
00:35:04,310 --> 00:35:06,854
Nah, I'm...[chuckles]

662
00:35:06,854 --> 00:35:07,855
...excited.

663
00:35:07,855 --> 00:35:09,148
Yeah.

664
00:35:12,485 --> 00:35:13,945
I'm gonna miss you, Kev.

665
00:35:13,945 --> 00:35:16,072
<i>And I can't shake
the feeling</i>

666
00:35:16,072 --> 00:35:17,865
[Kevin] Mm.

667
00:35:17,865 --> 00:35:19,909
<i>'Cause there's something
'bout the energy</i>

668
00:35:19,909 --> 00:35:21,035
Miss y'all too.

669
00:35:21,035 --> 00:35:22,370
<i>I got no good reason</i>

670
00:35:22,370 --> 00:35:24,956
<i>And you don't either</i>

671
00:35:24,956 --> 00:35:27,792
<i>But I can't shake
the feeling</i>

672
00:35:27,792 --> 00:35:29,085
<i>'Cause there's something
'bout the energy...</i>

673
00:35:29,085 --> 00:35:30,628
Look, man, um...

674
00:35:33,005 --> 00:35:34,465
...I'm grateful to you.

675
00:35:36,634 --> 00:35:38,094
Been through a lot.

676
00:35:38,094 --> 00:35:40,471
<i>Would you braid my hair...</i>

677
00:35:40,471 --> 00:35:42,557
No matter what, you've always
been there for me.

678
00:35:44,517 --> 00:35:47,645
For that, you always gonna be
my big brother.

679
00:35:47,645 --> 00:35:50,815
<i>'Cause I can't breathe now...</i>

680
00:35:50,815 --> 00:35:52,942
[scoffs] Man.

681
00:35:52,942 --> 00:35:54,819
Damn, nigga, you trying
to make me cry or something?

682
00:35:54,819 --> 00:35:56,487
Nah, nah, it's just--

683
00:35:56,487 --> 00:36:00,449
it's just really hitting me
that I'm leaving, so...

684
00:36:00,449 --> 00:36:03,035
I just wanted to tell you that
before I left.

685
00:36:05,246 --> 00:36:06,873
You're always gonna be
my little bro.

686
00:36:10,126 --> 00:36:12,211
Hey, and if you ever
need anything,

687
00:36:12,211 --> 00:36:14,630
you know I'm only
one call away.

688
00:36:14,630 --> 00:36:16,174
I know.

689
00:36:16,174 --> 00:36:18,968
<i>You can bring me
back in time</i>

690
00:36:18,968 --> 00:36:20,344
<i>Hey</i>

691
00:36:20,344 --> 00:36:22,763
<i>I can't tell you why,
but it's</i>

692
00:36:22,763 --> 00:36:24,932
<i>Natural, easy</i>

693
00:36:24,932 --> 00:36:27,268
<i>Like a summer evening</i>

694
00:36:27,268 --> 00:36:30,188
<i>somber music</i>

695
00:36:36,694 --> 00:36:38,529
[Bakari sniffles]

696
00:36:38,529 --> 00:36:40,698
[crying]

697
00:36:45,411 --> 00:36:46,829
[sniffles]

698
00:36:46,829 --> 00:36:49,207
I'm so sorry.

699
00:36:55,087 --> 00:36:56,547
[sniffles]

700
00:37:02,595 --> 00:37:05,139
He really loved you
like a son.

701
00:37:05,139 --> 00:37:06,224
Yeah.

702
00:37:07,725 --> 00:37:09,185
Now he's gone.

703
00:37:10,770 --> 00:37:14,899
In body, but...
he's still here in spirit.

704
00:37:15,983 --> 00:37:19,028
[Bakari breathes deeply]

705
00:37:19,028 --> 00:37:22,114
What you think he'd say...

706
00:37:22,114 --> 00:37:24,242
right now
if he was still here?

707
00:37:27,912 --> 00:37:30,164
He'd be mad I didn't
iron my shirt this morning.

708
00:37:30,164 --> 00:37:32,333
[laughs]

709
00:37:32,333 --> 00:37:34,752
Be mad I ain't got on
a tie right now.

710
00:37:37,588 --> 00:37:39,757
He always wanted us
to be our best selves.

711
00:37:42,093 --> 00:37:43,094
Yeah.

712
00:37:45,596 --> 00:37:47,932
He did. He did.

713
00:37:52,270 --> 00:37:55,439
[exhales forcefully]

714
00:37:58,651 --> 00:38:01,362
[sniffles, cries]

715
00:38:15,543 --> 00:38:17,670
<i>hip-hop music</i>

716
00:38:17,670 --> 00:38:18,671
[Britney]
<i>If you in love with her</i>

717
00:38:18,671 --> 00:38:20,214
<i>Probably should hide it</i>

718
00:38:20,214 --> 00:38:22,508
<i>Once she see young G,
dude, your ass is fire</i>

719
00:38:22,508 --> 00:38:24,093
<i>Grass nigga, trash nigga</i>

720
00:38:24,093 --> 00:38:25,928
<i>High speed,
I'm on your ass, nigga</i>

721
00:38:25,928 --> 00:38:28,097
<i>No pass nigga, dead nigga
try to fuck with me...</i>

722
00:38:28,097 --> 00:38:30,474
I'm fucking with this.

723
00:38:30,474 --> 00:38:33,602
This sound like everything else
on the radio right now.

724
00:38:33,602 --> 00:38:36,397
OK. I can give her that note.

725
00:38:36,397 --> 00:38:39,483
I think you need
to focus on Maisha.

726
00:38:39,483 --> 00:38:42,737
You saying that
'cause you mean it or...

727
00:38:42,737 --> 00:38:44,071
'cause you jealous?

728
00:38:44,071 --> 00:38:45,740
[laughs]

729
00:38:45,740 --> 00:38:47,366
I ain't jealous of no girl.

730
00:38:49,368 --> 00:38:52,413
OK, well, I think
she has potential.

731
00:38:52,413 --> 00:38:54,290
[sighs]
You need to find somebody

732
00:38:54,290 --> 00:38:56,167
that's gonna make you
some money.

733
00:38:56,167 --> 00:38:57,918
And I think she can--

734
00:38:57,918 --> 00:38:59,420
in due time.

735
00:38:59,420 --> 00:39:01,130
How much time?

736
00:39:01,130 --> 00:39:03,424
- I don't know.
- [Jake sighs]

737
00:39:03,424 --> 00:39:05,009
[Britney] <i>No jokes,
I ain't no Kevin Hart</i>

738
00:39:05,009 --> 00:39:06,552
<i>I'll pick your mess...</i>

739
00:39:06,552 --> 00:39:08,054
OK.

740
00:39:08,054 --> 00:39:09,680
[Britney] <i>On the C-H-I</i>

741
00:39:09,680 --> 00:39:11,432
<i>I'ma D-I-E with the world
and the fame...</i>

742
00:39:11,432 --> 00:39:13,726
Just be careful.

743
00:39:13,726 --> 00:39:15,144
Careful?

744
00:39:15,144 --> 00:39:17,104
Yeah, make sure
she just trying to work

745
00:39:17,104 --> 00:39:18,814
and nothing else.

746
00:39:18,814 --> 00:39:20,358
[Britney] <i>One look,
I give her one look</i>

747
00:39:20,358 --> 00:39:21,984
<i>And now she wanna fuck
with me</i>

748
00:39:21,984 --> 00:39:25,279
<i>I'm sorry, but they
can't get up with me</i>

749
00:39:25,279 --> 00:39:27,073
<i>Niggas can't get down
with me</i>

750
00:39:27,073 --> 00:39:28,449
<i>- Damn right</i>
- [sighs]

751
00:39:28,449 --> 00:39:30,076
<i>I know they wanna be</i>

752
00:39:44,423 --> 00:39:45,966
Take this shit!

753
00:39:45,966 --> 00:39:47,301
What the fuck you doing?

754
00:39:47,301 --> 00:39:48,719
I can't hold those for you.

755
00:39:48,719 --> 00:39:51,013
Are you fucking crazy?

756
00:39:51,013 --> 00:39:52,681
You can't have this shit
on the street with me, Shaad.

757
00:39:52,681 --> 00:39:54,600
I know one thing: I can't
have it in my crib no more.

758
00:39:58,062 --> 00:39:59,730
I get it.

759
00:39:59,730 --> 00:40:01,982
I ain't trying to fuck up
what you got going on.

760
00:40:01,982 --> 00:40:03,901
Well, it's too late, nigga!

761
00:40:05,277 --> 00:40:06,904
Nigga, I will handle it!

762
00:40:09,198 --> 00:40:11,575
Oh, let me tell you
something else too.

763
00:40:11,575 --> 00:40:14,036
Don't bring that shit
to that pastor's house.

764
00:40:14,036 --> 00:40:15,538
He'll turn over in his casket

765
00:40:15,538 --> 00:40:17,081
if he knew the shit
that you was up to.

766
00:40:17,081 --> 00:40:19,625
I'm not.

767
00:40:34,765 --> 00:40:36,767
[upbeat music
playing over speakers]

768
00:40:36,767 --> 00:40:38,310
[Zay] When you gonna
teach me how to play?

769
00:40:39,854 --> 00:40:41,730
[Douda] When I have time.

770
00:40:43,023 --> 00:40:44,984
It's a big boy's game.

771
00:40:46,068 --> 00:40:47,778
Maybe I'll just teach myself.

772
00:40:49,697 --> 00:40:51,782
Incentive.

773
00:40:51,782 --> 00:40:53,033
I like it.

774
00:40:53,033 --> 00:40:55,035
[Nuck] Good luck.

775
00:40:58,038 --> 00:41:00,291
Don't keep leaning
on your pawns

776
00:41:00,291 --> 00:41:01,750
to do all the work for you.

777
00:41:01,750 --> 00:41:05,421
<i>I can tell by your tone</i>

778
00:41:05,421 --> 00:41:08,591
<i>Baby, you ain't alone...</i>

779
00:41:08,591 --> 00:41:11,469
Better that
than sacrifice my queen.

780
00:41:11,469 --> 00:41:13,596
You're supposed
to use your queen,

781
00:41:13,596 --> 00:41:15,639
not protect her.

782
00:41:15,639 --> 00:41:17,641
I can see your weakness
from ten miles away.

783
00:41:17,641 --> 00:41:19,518
You have to play this game
with no fears.

784
00:41:22,021 --> 00:41:24,440
[clears throat]
Sometimes...

785
00:41:24,440 --> 00:41:26,275
you have to sacrifice
the ones you love

786
00:41:26,275 --> 00:41:28,986
in order to win the game.

787
00:41:28,986 --> 00:41:32,531
<i>I don't know
what I will do</i>

788
00:41:32,531 --> 00:41:34,200
Checkmate.

789
00:41:34,200 --> 00:41:37,495
<i>If I think your love
is gone</i>

790
00:41:39,413 --> 00:41:43,501
<i>I don't know
what I'm gonna say</i>

791
00:41:43,501 --> 00:41:48,464
<i>If I find you're not alone</i>

792
00:41:48,464 --> 00:41:50,382
<i>light R&B music</i>

793
00:41:50,382 --> 00:41:51,759
[sighs]

794
00:41:51,759 --> 00:41:55,554
<i>You know me so well</i>

795
00:41:55,554 --> 00:41:59,183
<i>I pretend all I want</i>

796
00:41:59,183 --> 00:42:01,685
<i>For everybody else</i>

797
00:42:01,685 --> 00:42:04,522
[Victor sighs] Wow.

798
00:42:04,522 --> 00:42:06,065
Welcome home.

799
00:42:07,191 --> 00:42:08,359
Th-this is amazing.

800
00:42:08,359 --> 00:42:10,528
You-you've outdone yourself.

801
00:42:10,528 --> 00:42:12,154
Yeah?

802
00:42:12,154 --> 00:42:15,533
I told you I was gonna
turn this house into a home.

803
00:42:15,533 --> 00:42:17,284
You did.

804
00:42:17,284 --> 00:42:19,161
Mm.

805
00:42:19,161 --> 00:42:21,705
<i>But I don't mind when you
give me your love...</i>

806
00:42:21,705 --> 00:42:22,873
I love you.

807
00:42:24,083 --> 00:42:25,501
I love you too.

808
00:42:25,501 --> 00:42:27,211
<i>You know what to do...</i>

809
00:42:27,211 --> 00:42:28,587
All right.

810
00:42:32,258 --> 00:42:34,176
What?

811
00:42:34,176 --> 00:42:37,555
I was thinking, um,

812
00:42:37,555 --> 00:42:40,266
maybe...

813
00:42:40,266 --> 00:42:42,893
we can consider
starting a family.

814
00:42:46,272 --> 00:42:47,565
[sighs]

815
00:42:47,565 --> 00:42:49,483
Are you serious?

816
00:42:50,442 --> 00:42:52,236
Very.

817
00:42:54,113 --> 00:42:56,031
Uh...

818
00:42:56,031 --> 00:42:57,908
um,

819
00:42:57,908 --> 00:43:01,412
I-I mean, it's always

820
00:43:01,412 --> 00:43:05,249
something I dreamed about,
but I never thought--

821
00:43:05,249 --> 00:43:07,084
I never thought
it would happen for me.

822
00:43:07,084 --> 00:43:10,754
Uh, well, we can make it
happen if you want to.

823
00:43:10,754 --> 00:43:13,215
<i>My favorite is you</i>

824
00:43:13,215 --> 00:43:15,092
<i>You're my peace of mind</i>

825
00:43:15,092 --> 00:43:17,261
<i>No matter how I try
to fight it...</i>

826
00:43:17,261 --> 00:43:19,722
What?

827
00:43:19,722 --> 00:43:21,849
It's just, starting a family
is a huge commitment.

828
00:43:21,849 --> 00:43:24,518
[Victor] I know.

829
00:43:24,518 --> 00:43:25,769
And what about the FBI?

830
00:43:25,769 --> 00:43:27,104
They don't have nothing.

831
00:43:27,104 --> 00:43:28,272
And I'm not gonna
give them nothing.

832
00:43:30,024 --> 00:43:31,609
You're always so busy.
I--

833
00:43:31,609 --> 00:43:33,110
[Victor] Oh, come on.

834
00:43:33,110 --> 00:43:35,988
I don't wanna be stuck
raising a child on my own.

835
00:43:35,988 --> 00:43:38,073
Come on, I'm not
gonna let that happen.

836
00:43:38,073 --> 00:43:39,658
Come on.

837
00:43:39,658 --> 00:43:42,828
<i>Oh, I never stay mad
too long...</i>

838
00:43:42,828 --> 00:43:43,912
Do you promise?

839
00:43:43,912 --> 00:43:45,122
I promise.

840
00:43:45,122 --> 00:43:46,665
<i>Never stay mad too long</i>

841
00:43:46,665 --> 00:43:48,626
<i>I can never stay mad</i>

842
00:43:48,626 --> 00:43:51,962
<i>Oh, I never stay mad
too long...</i>

843
00:43:51,962 --> 00:43:53,964
OK, then.

844
00:43:53,964 --> 00:43:55,299
[Victor] OK, then?

845
00:43:55,299 --> 00:43:57,301
We can keep talking about it.

846
00:43:57,301 --> 00:43:59,136
<i>Never stay mad...</i>

847
00:43:59,136 --> 00:44:01,847
- OK.
- [Fatima] OK. [laughs]

848
00:44:01,847 --> 00:44:03,182
[laughs]

849
00:44:05,684 --> 00:44:08,103
- OK.
- [laughter]

850
00:44:08,103 --> 00:44:10,397
[dog barking]

851
00:44:12,149 --> 00:44:14,735
[window clatters]

852
00:44:14,735 --> 00:44:16,487
[sighs]

853
00:44:25,371 --> 00:44:26,747
You can't stay here.

854
00:44:28,707 --> 00:44:30,334
This ain't no overnight bag.

855
00:44:31,543 --> 00:44:32,586
What is it?

856
00:44:34,838 --> 00:44:35,839
I need a favor.

857
00:44:35,839 --> 00:44:37,049
No.

858
00:44:37,049 --> 00:44:38,342
You don't even know
what it is.

859
00:44:38,342 --> 00:44:39,385
I don't need to.

860
00:44:39,385 --> 00:44:40,678
Come on, Nae.

861
00:44:45,849 --> 00:44:47,810
- What's in there?
- Does it matter?

862
00:44:47,810 --> 00:44:49,061
Yes.

863
00:44:51,897 --> 00:44:53,190
I can't show you.

864
00:44:53,190 --> 00:44:54,525
Then it's not staying here.

865
00:44:54,525 --> 00:44:57,152
Look, if I show you
what's in this bag,

866
00:44:57,152 --> 00:44:59,446
you could get in trouble.

867
00:44:59,446 --> 00:45:00,864
Why would you bring
something to my door

868
00:45:00,864 --> 00:45:02,074
that could get me in trouble?

869
00:45:02,074 --> 00:45:04,785
Nae, look at me.

870
00:45:04,785 --> 00:45:07,079
Do you think
I'd be sitting here

871
00:45:07,079 --> 00:45:09,623
if I had anywhere else to go?

872
00:45:09,623 --> 00:45:10,708
I don't.

873
00:45:12,584 --> 00:45:13,877
Please, Nae.

874
00:45:26,056 --> 00:45:27,891
Put it in my closet.

875
00:45:31,103 --> 00:45:33,105
I appreciate this
more than you know.

876
00:45:48,245 --> 00:45:51,123
<i>somber music</i>

877
00:45:58,964 --> 00:46:00,424
Kiesha, come here.

878
00:46:02,634 --> 00:46:05,304
If you talk to Nuck
behind my back again, we done.

879
00:46:05,304 --> 00:46:06,722
Are you giving me
an ultimatum?

880
00:46:06,722 --> 00:46:09,224
Shh.
I'm just being real with you.

881
00:46:09,224 --> 00:46:10,934
You can't control
who I can and cannot talk to.

882
00:46:10,934 --> 00:46:12,311
When it comes to him, I do.

883
00:46:12,311 --> 00:46:13,771
Hey.

884
00:46:15,898 --> 00:46:17,274
When it comes to him, I do.

885
00:46:17,274 --> 00:46:19,109
Somebody has to protect
this family.

886
00:46:19,109 --> 00:46:20,277
That's what I'm doing!

887
00:46:20,277 --> 00:46:21,445
I can't tell.

888
00:46:24,782 --> 00:46:26,784
What's going on?

889
00:46:26,784 --> 00:46:28,368
[clears throat]

890
00:46:28,368 --> 00:46:31,288
<i>solemn music</i>

891
00:46:47,179 --> 00:46:48,722
Oh, Sister Jackson,
I just wanted to--

892
00:46:48,722 --> 00:46:50,140
Get out.

893
00:46:52,518 --> 00:46:53,685
OK, I don't know
what you heard,

894
00:46:53,685 --> 00:46:54,978
but I didn't kill your husband.

895
00:46:57,523 --> 00:46:58,774
Of course not.

896
00:47:00,609 --> 00:47:03,153
You sent one of your pawns
to do it.

897
00:47:12,246 --> 00:47:16,834
[David]
<i>For all we know</i>

898
00:47:18,085 --> 00:47:22,464
<i>This may only be a dream</i>

899
00:47:24,216 --> 00:47:28,679
<i>We come and we go</i>

900
00:47:28,679 --> 00:47:31,306
<i>Like the ripples</i>

901
00:47:31,306 --> 00:47:34,685
<i>To a stream</i>

902
00:47:34,685 --> 00:47:36,687
<i>So love me</i>

903
00:47:36,687 --> 00:47:40,858
<i>Love me tonight</i>

904
00:47:40,858 --> 00:47:43,777
<i>Tomorrow was made</i>

905
00:47:43,777 --> 00:47:46,363
<i>For some</i>

906
00:47:46,363 --> 00:47:49,032
<i>Tomorrow</i>

907
00:47:49,032 --> 00:47:53,412
<i>May never come</i>

908
00:47:54,413 --> 00:47:58,709
<i>For all we know</i>

909
00:48:00,127 --> 00:48:05,007
<i>For all we know</i>

910
00:48:06,049 --> 00:48:11,346
<i>For all we know</i>

911
00:48:12,431 --> 00:48:13,557
<i>somber music</i>

912
00:48:13,557 --> 00:48:15,017
I-I don't--

913
00:48:16,768 --> 00:48:19,980
[crying] I don't know--

914
00:48:19,980 --> 00:48:23,692
[sobbing]

915
00:48:23,692 --> 00:48:24,776
[sighs]

916
00:48:24,776 --> 00:48:27,613
It's a'ight.

917
00:48:27,613 --> 00:48:30,240
It's OK, we're here for you,
a'ight?

918
00:48:30,240 --> 00:48:31,575
Take your time.

919
00:48:34,286 --> 00:48:35,370
You got this, bro.

920
00:48:37,873 --> 00:48:41,501
I don't know why, but...

921
00:48:41,501 --> 00:48:43,587
I always thought
my dad would live forever.

922
00:48:45,631 --> 00:48:49,217
I know that's crazy, but...

923
00:48:49,217 --> 00:48:52,054
that's how I felt.

924
00:48:52,054 --> 00:48:53,722
He felt invincible.

925
00:48:57,559 --> 00:48:59,186
Now I know none of us are.

926
00:49:01,855 --> 00:49:03,815
We're all on this Earth
for a certain amount of time,

927
00:49:03,815 --> 00:49:05,901
but what we do with it
is up to us.

928
00:49:09,446 --> 00:49:12,658
I always wanted my father
to be proud of me.

929
00:49:12,658 --> 00:49:14,242
That was always
in the back of my mind

930
00:49:14,242 --> 00:49:16,078
before I made any decision.

931
00:49:17,871 --> 00:49:20,457
I always wondered
what he'd say,

932
00:49:20,457 --> 00:49:21,875
what he'd think.

933
00:49:23,377 --> 00:49:25,712
<i>When I woke up this morning</i>

934
00:49:25,712 --> 00:49:27,172
<i>and I was getting ready
to come here</i>

935
00:49:27,172 --> 00:49:31,385
<i>and say goodbye to my father,
I realized...</i>

936
00:49:31,385 --> 00:49:34,137
<i>I no longer have a person
to live for.</i>

937
00:49:36,348 --> 00:49:39,601
<i>I no longer have that person
I wanna impress.</i>

938
00:49:39,601 --> 00:49:43,063
He was the one I wanted
to be proud of me.

939
00:49:43,063 --> 00:49:45,440
[crying]

940
00:49:47,484 --> 00:49:50,153
<i>My dad challenged me
to be better,</i>

941
00:49:50,153 --> 00:49:51,947
<i>be stronger, be noble.</i>

942
00:49:53,782 --> 00:49:55,325
And now that he's gone...

943
00:49:58,704 --> 00:50:02,332
...I-I have to be
all those things for myself.

944
00:50:04,876 --> 00:50:07,838
<i>I think we all
have to do that.</i>

945
00:50:07,838 --> 00:50:11,341
We have to make
ourselves proud.

946
00:50:11,341 --> 00:50:13,677
<i>We have to write
our own moral code</i>

947
00:50:13,677 --> 00:50:15,679
<i>and stop living
by somebody else's,</i>

948
00:50:15,679 --> 00:50:18,015
<i>even if that someone else
is our own father.</i>

949
00:50:22,561 --> 00:50:24,396
<i>I'll never get over this.</i>

950
00:50:27,232 --> 00:50:29,568
<i>I-I think my heart
will always be broken.</i>

951
00:50:32,195 --> 00:50:34,656
<i>But when I wanna break down,
I'll remember to stand up</i>

952
00:50:34,656 --> 00:50:37,701
<i>not just for him but for
the man he raised me to be.</i>

953
00:50:41,580 --> 00:50:43,206
I wanted more time.

954
00:50:45,584 --> 00:50:49,129
I think we all want that, but...

955
00:50:49,129 --> 00:50:52,883
God's timing
is the only clock I need.

956
00:50:52,883 --> 00:50:54,593
And the last thing
my father gave me

957
00:50:54,593 --> 00:50:56,887
was a pocket watch that's
been in our family for years.

958
00:50:58,680 --> 00:51:01,224
<i>He told me to never waste
my time or anybody else's.</i>

959
00:51:03,101 --> 00:51:05,896
<i>So I promise to cherish
every moment of my life.</i>

960
00:51:05,896 --> 00:51:08,190
<i>And in doing so, I honor his.</i>

961
00:51:08,190 --> 00:51:11,860
And his life deserves
to be honored.

962
00:51:11,860 --> 00:51:13,361
[people murmur]

963
00:51:17,491 --> 00:51:19,242
I love you, Dad.

964
00:51:21,495 --> 00:51:23,455
I'm gonna miss you.

965
00:51:27,793 --> 00:51:30,087
But I know I'll see you
on the other side.

966
00:51:32,756 --> 00:51:34,758
[sobbing]

967
00:51:38,345 --> 00:51:41,431
<i>Be</i>

968
00:51:41,431 --> 00:51:44,101
<i>Be patient with me</i>

969
00:51:44,101 --> 00:51:47,312
<i>I'm on God's plan</i>

970
00:51:47,312 --> 00:51:51,775
<i>I'm on my way</i>

971
00:51:51,775 --> 00:51:54,694
<i>Be</i>

972
00:51:54,694 --> 00:51:57,948
<i>Be patient with me</i>

973
00:51:57,948 --> 00:52:01,118
<i>I'm on God's plan</i>

974
00:52:01,118 --> 00:52:04,788
<i>I'm on my way</i>

