1 00:00:01,584 --> 00:00:04,170 I'm here to happily announce 2 00:00:04,170 --> 00:00:06,506 that I'll be moving to Los Angeles 3 00:00:06,506 --> 00:00:09,509 to do what I love: gaming. 4 00:00:09,509 --> 00:00:11,511 And while I'm up here, I encourage you all 5 00:00:11,511 --> 00:00:12,804 to do what you love. 6 00:00:12,804 --> 00:00:14,264 Even if everyone thinks you're crazy, 7 00:00:14,264 --> 00:00:15,849 you blaze your own trail, 8 00:00:15,849 --> 00:00:19,352 and never let anyone tell you you can't do something. 9 00:00:24,232 --> 00:00:25,692 I wanna cut ties with you. 10 00:00:25,692 --> 00:00:27,152 - I'm done. - You pay me my money. 11 00:00:27,152 --> 00:00:28,069 Then we'll talk. 12 00:00:30,655 --> 00:00:32,073 If you play with me again... 13 00:00:33,908 --> 00:00:36,536 Both you all need to be worried about your futures 14 00:00:36,536 --> 00:00:38,413 and keeping your nose in the good book. 15 00:00:38,413 --> 00:00:40,248 You ain't always done what the good book says. 16 00:00:40,248 --> 00:00:41,416 What, you challenging me, boy? 17 00:00:41,416 --> 00:00:43,209 I mean, somebody's got to. 18 00:00:43,209 --> 00:00:44,878 Well, I think I'm gonna excuse myself. 19 00:00:44,878 --> 00:00:46,379 No, no. 20 00:00:46,379 --> 00:00:47,505 You're a part of this family too. 21 00:00:47,505 --> 00:00:49,049 You stay right there. 22 00:00:49,049 --> 00:00:51,217 I don't know anything about Q's murder. 23 00:00:51,217 --> 00:00:53,970 This photo says otherwise. 24 00:00:53,970 --> 00:00:55,638 I don't think you're a killer, 25 00:00:55,638 --> 00:00:58,725 but I do think you might have helped dump the body. 26 00:00:58,725 --> 00:01:01,227 So you can either confess now, 27 00:01:01,227 --> 00:01:04,731 or we can find out later and put you in prison. 28 00:01:04,731 --> 00:01:07,567 What do you do when a lion prowls your village, 29 00:01:07,567 --> 00:01:10,487 jaws dripping with the blood of your neighbors? 30 00:01:10,487 --> 00:01:12,238 Do you let him sleep in your bed? 31 00:01:14,199 --> 00:01:18,078 If we don't cast that devil out of our city, 32 00:01:18,078 --> 00:01:20,497 he will devour us all. 33 00:01:20,497 --> 00:01:22,916 Amen. 34 00:01:22,916 --> 00:01:24,250 Take care of him. 35 00:01:25,794 --> 00:01:27,420 Say less. 36 00:01:27,420 --> 00:01:30,757 Lord, I really need you to protect my son. 37 00:01:33,259 --> 00:01:36,262 somber music 38 00:02:18,096 --> 00:02:19,722 Hey, Nuck! 39 00:02:19,722 --> 00:02:22,642 dramatic music 40 00:02:28,273 --> 00:02:29,649 What's the word, little bro? 41 00:02:29,649 --> 00:02:32,527 Thought you said family was off-limits, nigga. 42 00:02:32,527 --> 00:02:34,821 Well, do it, nigga. 43 00:02:34,821 --> 00:02:37,115 I killed a nigga before, 44 00:02:37,115 --> 00:02:40,326 and it ain't no thing to do it again. 45 00:02:40,326 --> 00:02:42,370 Man, you shot Ronnie in the back. 46 00:02:42,370 --> 00:02:43,496 You don't got enough balls 47 00:02:43,496 --> 00:02:44,956 to shoot a nigga like me in the face. 48 00:02:44,956 --> 00:02:47,542 Did you look Pastor Jackson in the face 49 00:02:47,542 --> 00:02:49,377 before you strangled him, nigga, huh? 50 00:02:52,255 --> 00:02:54,674 Answer me. 51 00:02:54,674 --> 00:02:57,677 Answer me, nigga! 52 00:02:57,677 --> 00:02:59,596 Look, Bakari, if you kill me... 53 00:03:00,722 --> 00:03:01,764 ...he gonna take you. 54 00:03:03,516 --> 00:03:04,475 It's up to you. 55 00:03:05,852 --> 00:03:07,145 You looking to die today? 56 00:03:19,574 --> 00:03:20,783 Why you do it? 57 00:03:20,783 --> 00:03:22,035 Because he was talking too fucking much. 58 00:03:22,035 --> 00:03:23,369 We had to send a message. 59 00:03:23,369 --> 00:03:25,288 He was like a father to me, man! 60 00:03:25,288 --> 00:03:27,498 You can't trust nobody that ain't us! 61 00:03:27,498 --> 00:03:29,542 How many times I gotta tell your ass that, huh? 62 00:03:29,542 --> 00:03:31,044 You too soft for the streets. 63 00:03:31,044 --> 00:03:32,378 Fuck you! 64 00:03:32,378 --> 00:03:33,963 We your family. 65 00:03:35,673 --> 00:03:38,218 If you ever pull a gun on me again, 66 00:03:38,218 --> 00:03:40,887 you won't live to tell the fucking story. 67 00:03:40,887 --> 00:03:43,681 Do you hear me, huh? 68 00:03:43,681 --> 00:03:45,475 Now, get the fuck out of here, man! 69 00:03:47,101 --> 00:03:48,561 Move, nigga! 70 00:03:50,271 --> 00:03:51,564 I could kill that nigga. 71 00:03:51,564 --> 00:03:52,857 Don't. 72 00:03:54,776 --> 00:03:56,277 You sure? 73 00:03:56,277 --> 00:03:59,530 Hey, if I need you to take care of him, I'll say so. 74 00:03:59,530 --> 00:04:01,491 You hear me? 75 00:04:01,491 --> 00:04:03,493 Now, put the fucking gun down, man. 76 00:04:07,538 --> 00:04:09,165 Let's go, nigga. 77 00:04:44,951 --> 00:04:48,204 Uh... need anything? 78 00:04:49,831 --> 00:04:51,207 No. 79 00:04:56,587 --> 00:04:58,798 Do you want us to leave you alone? 80 00:05:00,717 --> 00:05:01,968 Yeah. 81 00:05:04,637 --> 00:05:06,723 Look, man, um, 82 00:05:06,723 --> 00:05:07,932 you really want us to leave you alone, 83 00:05:07,932 --> 00:05:09,392 or you just saying that? 84 00:05:09,392 --> 00:05:13,187 I-I wanna be alone. 85 00:05:42,216 --> 00:05:44,052 We're here for you if you need us. 86 00:05:46,637 --> 00:05:47,930 I-I know. 87 00:05:51,392 --> 00:05:52,602 Love you, bro. 88 00:05:54,562 --> 00:05:56,105 I love you too. 89 00:06:28,596 --> 00:06:29,931 The fuck you want? 90 00:06:30,932 --> 00:06:32,183 I'm hurting too, nigga. 91 00:06:32,183 --> 00:06:34,227 I know one of your boys killed him. 92 00:06:34,227 --> 00:06:36,562 I never thought that none of this would happen. 93 00:06:36,562 --> 00:06:38,815 But it did! 94 00:06:38,815 --> 00:06:40,233 And now my dad gone 'cause he ain't do 95 00:06:40,233 --> 00:06:41,818 what Douda wanted him to. 96 00:06:44,904 --> 00:06:48,032 Look, if the pastor would have just washed the money, 97 00:06:48,032 --> 00:06:49,492 maybe he'd still be here. 98 00:06:49,492 --> 00:06:51,244 - So you saying it's his fault? - No. 99 00:06:52,578 --> 00:06:55,415 Listen, my dad was a noble man. 100 00:06:55,415 --> 00:06:57,542 And he got killed for it! 101 00:07:01,421 --> 00:07:03,548 I loved your father 102 00:07:03,548 --> 00:07:04,757 like he was my own. 103 00:07:04,757 --> 00:07:06,676 But he's not your father! 104 00:07:06,676 --> 00:07:08,928 He's mine. 105 00:07:12,306 --> 00:07:13,558 Now he's gone. 106 00:07:13,558 --> 00:07:16,561 somber music 107 00:07:22,859 --> 00:07:25,736 dramatic jazz music 108 00:07:33,578 --> 00:07:34,704 Kiesha, stop. 109 00:07:34,704 --> 00:07:35,788 Will you at least let me talk to you? 110 00:07:35,788 --> 00:07:36,956 I'm tired of talking. 111 00:07:36,956 --> 00:07:37,957 I thought you said relationships 112 00:07:37,957 --> 00:07:38,958 were about communication. 113 00:07:38,958 --> 00:07:40,084 - Babe. - Stop. 114 00:07:40,084 --> 00:07:41,377 I told you I don't trust Douda. 115 00:07:41,377 --> 00:07:42,962 He's all about getting what he wants, 116 00:07:42,962 --> 00:07:44,297 even if that means taking a life. 117 00:07:44,297 --> 00:07:45,715 I don't have nothing to do with that. 118 00:07:45,715 --> 00:07:46,966 Pastor Jackson warned us. 119 00:07:46,966 --> 00:07:48,301 He told us if we weren't careful, 120 00:07:48,301 --> 00:07:49,427 Douda would take over. 121 00:07:49,427 --> 00:07:51,971 What's going on? 122 00:07:51,971 --> 00:07:53,306 Nothing. Nothing, man. 123 00:07:53,306 --> 00:07:54,599 Uh, everything's fine. 124 00:07:54,599 --> 00:07:56,767 Kiesha, where you going? 125 00:07:56,767 --> 00:07:58,186 Go-go back in the room 126 00:07:58,186 --> 00:07:59,645 and check on your brother, a'ight? 127 00:08:06,235 --> 00:08:07,904 If I can't count on you to protect us, 128 00:08:07,904 --> 00:08:09,071 we not staying here. 129 00:08:09,071 --> 00:08:10,156 What happened to sticking around 130 00:08:10,156 --> 00:08:11,240 even when shit gets uncomfortable? 131 00:08:11,240 --> 00:08:12,366 This is more than uncomfortable. 132 00:08:12,366 --> 00:08:13,743 This could be life or death. 133 00:08:13,743 --> 00:08:15,495 I promise, I'm not gonna let anything happen 134 00:08:15,495 --> 00:08:17,121 to you or my kids. 135 00:08:17,121 --> 00:08:19,373 Yeah, what if something happens to you? 136 00:08:19,373 --> 00:08:20,750 What am I supposed to do then? 137 00:08:20,750 --> 00:08:22,168 Just give me some time to fix this. 138 00:08:22,168 --> 00:08:23,711 - How much time? - I don't know. 139 00:08:23,711 --> 00:08:25,004 That's not good enough. 140 00:08:26,380 --> 00:08:27,882 Kiesha, please. 141 00:08:27,882 --> 00:08:29,217 Come on. 142 00:08:31,636 --> 00:08:32,845 I can't lose you. 143 00:08:37,225 --> 00:08:38,351 Fine. 144 00:08:39,560 --> 00:08:40,686 But I'm sleeping in the guest room 145 00:08:40,686 --> 00:08:42,021 until you figure this out. 146 00:08:44,315 --> 00:08:45,483 Fine. 147 00:08:45,483 --> 00:08:46,609 I'll take it. 148 00:08:47,109 --> 00:08:49,278 And if anything else happens, I'm gone. 149 00:08:52,740 --> 00:08:54,200 Understood. 150 00:08:58,412 --> 00:09:00,039 I'll be up in a little bit. 151 00:09:01,415 --> 00:09:03,042 I'll get the room set up for you. 152 00:09:30,528 --> 00:09:31,904 How you doing with everything? 153 00:09:33,614 --> 00:09:34,740 I'm fine. 154 00:09:37,535 --> 00:09:38,411 Talk to me. 155 00:09:39,495 --> 00:09:40,913 Why? 156 00:09:42,123 --> 00:09:44,584 Because I wanna know how you feeling. 157 00:09:44,584 --> 00:09:46,419 I don't think it's smart for you to hold everything inside. 158 00:09:46,419 --> 00:09:48,379 It's what you do. 159 00:09:48,379 --> 00:09:51,257 What? I-I talk about my problems. 160 00:09:51,257 --> 00:09:53,175 Yeah, not with me. 161 00:09:53,175 --> 00:09:56,095 Well, you-you're not old enough to know everything. 162 00:09:56,095 --> 00:09:57,680 I'm trying to protect you. 163 00:09:57,680 --> 00:09:59,890 I don't need to be protected. 164 00:09:59,890 --> 00:10:01,225 I need to know what the fuck going on. 165 00:10:01,225 --> 00:10:02,268 Watch your mouth. 166 00:10:05,104 --> 00:10:06,939 When you came back, 167 00:10:06,939 --> 00:10:08,274 you told me I could trust you. 168 00:10:10,443 --> 00:10:12,528 I don't feel like you trust me with shit. 169 00:10:27,168 --> 00:10:29,795 A'ight, look, if I tell you something, 170 00:10:29,795 --> 00:10:31,547 you can't say shit to nobody. 171 00:10:34,508 --> 00:10:36,260 I'm serious. 172 00:10:36,260 --> 00:10:38,095 I ain't gonna say shit. 173 00:10:42,308 --> 00:10:43,351 Fuck. 174 00:10:50,191 --> 00:10:53,194 A few months back, Douda came by 175 00:10:53,194 --> 00:10:55,446 and told me he needed me to take a ride with him. 176 00:10:57,531 --> 00:11:00,493 And while we was riding... 177 00:11:03,204 --> 00:11:04,914 ...I heard a sound coming from the trunk. 178 00:11:06,332 --> 00:11:09,210 It was a body, wasn't it? 179 00:11:10,503 --> 00:11:11,337 How you know? 180 00:11:13,547 --> 00:11:16,175 Douda ain't joyriding with niggas for fun. 181 00:11:16,175 --> 00:11:18,511 Shit, he only come around here when he need something. 182 00:11:21,138 --> 00:11:22,848 If it wasn't for him, bro... 183 00:11:24,725 --> 00:11:27,186 ...I don't think I'd be in office right now. 184 00:11:27,186 --> 00:11:31,023 Man, you in office 'cause bitches think you cute. 185 00:11:31,023 --> 00:11:34,193 And you finally told the truth. 186 00:11:34,193 --> 00:11:35,653 He ain't got nothing to do with that. 187 00:11:37,863 --> 00:11:40,366 Hmm. 188 00:11:40,366 --> 00:11:42,576 I didn't think about it like that. 189 00:11:42,576 --> 00:11:45,037 So what happened? 190 00:11:45,037 --> 00:11:46,539 He made you bury a body or something? 191 00:11:46,539 --> 00:11:49,166 Uh, yeah. 192 00:11:49,166 --> 00:11:51,168 We-we dumped the body together. 193 00:11:51,168 --> 00:11:53,212 And now you an accomplice 194 00:11:53,212 --> 00:11:55,297 and you trying to figure out if you should come clean or not. 195 00:11:57,049 --> 00:11:58,259 Yeah. 196 00:12:03,556 --> 00:12:04,724 Got it. 197 00:12:05,766 --> 00:12:06,809 Damn. 198 00:12:09,562 --> 00:12:10,688 You know more than I thought. 199 00:12:11,731 --> 00:12:13,899 Told you I'm not some dumb kid. 200 00:12:13,899 --> 00:12:15,317 I know what's going on. 201 00:12:15,317 --> 00:12:19,321 Well, since you so wise... 202 00:12:20,573 --> 00:12:21,991 ...what do you think I should do? 203 00:12:21,991 --> 00:12:24,326 Well... 204 00:12:24,326 --> 00:12:26,662 if I was you, I wouldn't snitch. 205 00:12:28,080 --> 00:12:29,290 I don't know why that doesn't surprise me. 206 00:12:33,002 --> 00:12:34,253 You can't do shit for the community 207 00:12:34,253 --> 00:12:35,671 if your ass locked up. 208 00:12:38,507 --> 00:12:39,508 We need you. 209 00:12:41,302 --> 00:12:42,595 I need y'all too. 210 00:12:42,595 --> 00:12:45,598 jazz music 211 00:13:04,116 --> 00:13:06,410 Give me a minute. 212 00:13:11,499 --> 00:13:14,460 dramatic music 213 00:13:16,003 --> 00:13:17,630 You good? 214 00:13:17,630 --> 00:13:20,090 No, I'm not. 215 00:13:20,090 --> 00:13:21,717 What's wrong? 216 00:13:21,717 --> 00:13:23,886 I'm scared. 217 00:13:23,886 --> 00:13:25,763 Somebody threatening you? 218 00:13:25,763 --> 00:13:27,431 I know y'all working with Emmett. 219 00:13:30,351 --> 00:13:32,102 We not working with him. 220 00:13:32,102 --> 00:13:33,479 He work for us. 221 00:13:33,479 --> 00:13:35,189 OK, well, I think him working for y'all 222 00:13:35,189 --> 00:13:36,941 has put us in danger. 223 00:13:36,941 --> 00:13:38,192 He just holding shit for us. 224 00:13:38,192 --> 00:13:39,777 Ain't no bullets gonna come his way. 225 00:13:39,777 --> 00:13:41,195 - Trust me. - I don't like the feeling 226 00:13:41,195 --> 00:13:43,197 that we holding something that can get us in trouble. 227 00:13:43,197 --> 00:13:44,657 It's just money, Kiesha. 228 00:13:44,657 --> 00:13:46,617 No, it's not! 229 00:13:47,993 --> 00:13:49,662 I know you. 230 00:13:49,662 --> 00:13:52,122 Then you know I would never let nothing happen to you. 231 00:13:52,122 --> 00:13:53,499 Nuck, you already have. 232 00:13:59,213 --> 00:14:01,215 I apologized for that. 233 00:14:01,215 --> 00:14:03,759 I don't want you to have to apologize to me again. 234 00:14:03,759 --> 00:14:05,511 Then I think you need to have that conversation 235 00:14:05,511 --> 00:14:06,470 with your nigga. 236 00:14:06,470 --> 00:14:08,097 I spoke to him. 237 00:14:08,097 --> 00:14:09,557 And now I'm talking to you. 238 00:14:11,225 --> 00:14:12,309 I'll do what I can. 239 00:14:12,309 --> 00:14:13,686 That's not enough! 240 00:14:13,686 --> 00:14:14,937 What do you want? 241 00:14:14,937 --> 00:14:17,857 Promise me my family is gonna be safe. 242 00:14:17,857 --> 00:14:20,109 I don't like making promises I can't keep. 243 00:14:20,109 --> 00:14:22,361 I know you got Douda's ear. 244 00:14:24,572 --> 00:14:26,407 Look, that nigga don't listen to me. 245 00:14:27,867 --> 00:14:30,244 All I'm asking is that you have my back. 246 00:14:31,996 --> 00:14:34,707 I do. 247 00:14:34,707 --> 00:14:37,042 Then you gotta have Emmett's back too. 248 00:14:49,805 --> 00:14:51,599 It's a lot of people out there. 249 00:14:51,599 --> 00:14:54,059 I'm not surprised. 250 00:14:54,059 --> 00:14:56,896 A community leader was murdered in his home. 251 00:14:56,896 --> 00:14:58,230 People are scared. 252 00:15:00,524 --> 00:15:03,485 Well, I wanna put something together. 253 00:15:03,485 --> 00:15:04,778 OK, like what? 254 00:15:10,618 --> 00:15:12,161 A candlelight vigil. 255 00:15:12,161 --> 00:15:14,997 Oh, that's smart. 256 00:15:14,997 --> 00:15:17,875 The people need a place that they can grieve together. 257 00:15:17,875 --> 00:15:19,585 Yeah, and no cameras. 258 00:15:19,585 --> 00:15:21,420 This is just for us. 259 00:15:21,420 --> 00:15:22,546 Well, when are you trying to do this? 260 00:15:22,546 --> 00:15:24,089 Soon. 261 00:15:24,089 --> 00:15:25,424 That's ambitious. 262 00:15:25,424 --> 00:15:27,426 Man, people are hurting right now. 263 00:15:27,426 --> 00:15:28,928 They need us. 264 00:15:28,928 --> 00:15:30,763 We can't just be sitting on our asses. 265 00:15:32,806 --> 00:15:33,891 I'll make some calls. 266 00:15:33,891 --> 00:15:35,267 Thank you. 267 00:15:46,987 --> 00:15:48,614 Do you need anything? 268 00:15:49,490 --> 00:15:50,574 No. 269 00:15:53,327 --> 00:15:55,245 OK, do you need to be alone? 270 00:15:56,372 --> 00:15:57,790 Yeah. 271 00:15:59,792 --> 00:16:01,669 OK, then I'll head out. 272 00:16:01,669 --> 00:16:03,295 OK. 273 00:16:08,092 --> 00:16:09,593 Call me if you need anything. 274 00:16:09,593 --> 00:16:10,636 A'ight. 275 00:16:12,388 --> 00:16:14,473 OK, I get that you're grieving, 276 00:16:14,473 --> 00:16:17,518 but please don't make me feel like shit just because you do. 277 00:16:22,022 --> 00:16:25,109 You know the last conversation I had with my dad 278 00:16:25,109 --> 00:16:26,151 was about you? 279 00:16:28,654 --> 00:16:30,489 He didn't think we should be together. 280 00:16:33,534 --> 00:16:34,576 Why? 281 00:16:37,037 --> 00:16:40,833 He said I wasn't ready to handle that level of... 282 00:16:40,833 --> 00:16:42,584 responsibility. 283 00:16:45,879 --> 00:16:47,715 And now I see he was right. 284 00:17:11,280 --> 00:17:14,033 I just feel like he never listens to me. 285 00:17:14,033 --> 00:17:16,910 And he makes these decisions without talking to me first. 286 00:17:16,910 --> 00:17:18,829 Have you spoken to him about this? 287 00:17:18,829 --> 00:17:21,832 Yes, multiple times, and nothing changes. 288 00:17:21,832 --> 00:17:25,044 He just did something crazy that violated my trust. 289 00:17:25,044 --> 00:17:26,336 What was that? 290 00:17:28,505 --> 00:17:30,716 He... 291 00:17:30,716 --> 00:17:33,385 brought something in our home 292 00:17:33,385 --> 00:17:35,763 that could put us in real danger. 293 00:17:37,598 --> 00:17:39,099 That's serious. 294 00:17:41,518 --> 00:17:42,978 I know. 295 00:17:44,438 --> 00:17:46,690 Have you resolved it? 296 00:17:46,690 --> 00:17:49,234 I'm sleeping in the guest room until he handles it. 297 00:17:49,234 --> 00:17:50,778 How does that feel? 298 00:17:55,949 --> 00:17:58,077 Like a temporary fix. 299 00:18:03,290 --> 00:18:05,459 Did you grow up in a house with both parents? 300 00:18:09,671 --> 00:18:12,591 My parents divorced when I was younger. 301 00:18:14,551 --> 00:18:19,139 And my dad... 302 00:18:19,139 --> 00:18:22,101 died suddenly when I was a teenager. 303 00:18:22,101 --> 00:18:23,477 I'm sorry. 304 00:18:25,270 --> 00:18:28,857 I only ask because we often mimic our parents' behavior 305 00:18:28,857 --> 00:18:31,360 in our own relationships. 306 00:18:31,360 --> 00:18:34,696 I was surprised when my parents broke up. 307 00:18:34,696 --> 00:18:36,949 I never saw them fight. 308 00:18:36,949 --> 00:18:39,618 A lot of parents try not to fight in front of their kids 309 00:18:39,618 --> 00:18:42,788 because they're afraid it's gonna traumatize them, 310 00:18:42,788 --> 00:18:45,124 but it's actually important for kids 311 00:18:45,124 --> 00:18:48,377 to see their parents work through conflict. 312 00:18:48,377 --> 00:18:49,920 Otherwise, they'll get anxious 313 00:18:49,920 --> 00:18:52,172 when it arises in their own lives. 314 00:18:54,007 --> 00:18:57,302 I do remember my dad making most of the decisions. 315 00:18:59,012 --> 00:19:02,391 He controlled the money, where we lived, 316 00:19:02,391 --> 00:19:03,642 what we watched on TV. 317 00:19:04,726 --> 00:19:06,186 Mm. 318 00:19:06,186 --> 00:19:08,814 Sounds like they were pretty, uh, old-school. 319 00:19:08,814 --> 00:19:11,191 Yeah, I never liked that. 320 00:19:13,318 --> 00:19:14,820 That's why it's so important for you 321 00:19:14,820 --> 00:19:18,157 to feel like an equal in your relationship. 322 00:19:18,157 --> 00:19:21,034 You wanna take the control that your mother never did. 323 00:19:23,620 --> 00:19:24,830 Wow. 324 00:19:26,290 --> 00:19:28,333 I never thought about it like that... 325 00:19:30,377 --> 00:19:31,670 ...I guess. 326 00:19:34,339 --> 00:19:37,009 Am I doing too much? 327 00:19:37,009 --> 00:19:38,969 You and Emmett just need to get on the same page 328 00:19:38,969 --> 00:19:41,305 about decision-making, 329 00:19:41,305 --> 00:19:44,641 especially decisions that affect the whole family. 330 00:19:44,641 --> 00:19:47,186 You can both be head of the household, 331 00:19:47,186 --> 00:19:49,354 but there will be some compromises. 332 00:19:51,857 --> 00:19:55,152 My mom and stepmom argued in front of us a lot. 333 00:19:55,152 --> 00:19:56,862 And now I feel like she just wants 334 00:19:56,862 --> 00:19:59,531 to take control of everything. 335 00:19:59,531 --> 00:20:02,201 Maybe she's trying to make up for lost time. 336 00:20:06,872 --> 00:20:08,665 If you're up to it, 337 00:20:08,665 --> 00:20:10,500 I think it might be helpful to have her 338 00:20:10,500 --> 00:20:12,628 join us for a session or two. 339 00:20:12,628 --> 00:20:14,213 My mama? 340 00:20:14,213 --> 00:20:16,048 Yes. 341 00:20:16,048 --> 00:20:17,716 No. 342 00:20:17,716 --> 00:20:19,009 I'm good. 343 00:20:19,009 --> 00:20:22,346 Look... whether we like it or not, 344 00:20:22,346 --> 00:20:24,598 the way we walk through the world 345 00:20:24,598 --> 00:20:26,808 has a lot to do with who brought us into it. 346 00:20:29,269 --> 00:20:30,938 I don't know, I feel like 347 00:20:30,938 --> 00:20:33,732 I like this space being about me 348 00:20:33,732 --> 00:20:35,609 and my healing. 349 00:20:39,112 --> 00:20:41,240 I think the first person to break your heart 350 00:20:41,240 --> 00:20:42,741 was your mother. 351 00:20:50,958 --> 00:20:51,959 Shit. 352 00:20:53,126 --> 00:20:57,172 And until we resolve that break, 353 00:20:57,172 --> 00:20:59,424 you'll spend the rest of your life trying to mend it 354 00:20:59,424 --> 00:21:01,301 with romantic relationships. 355 00:21:04,930 --> 00:21:07,266 Damn. 356 00:21:07,266 --> 00:21:09,601 You don't have to decide right now. 357 00:21:10,602 --> 00:21:13,230 Just something to think about. 358 00:21:19,611 --> 00:21:20,904 Well, shit. 359 00:21:20,904 --> 00:21:22,739 It's five o'clock somewhere, huh? 360 00:21:23,782 --> 00:21:25,784 - Yeah, thanks, Pop. - Mm-hmm. 361 00:21:25,784 --> 00:21:27,953 To Pastor Jackson. 362 00:21:27,953 --> 00:21:29,288 Yeah. 363 00:21:29,288 --> 00:21:32,332 Yeah, Pastor Jack-- he was a good man. 364 00:21:32,332 --> 00:21:33,959 God rest his soul. 365 00:21:41,133 --> 00:21:42,467 What's wrong with you, son? 366 00:21:48,515 --> 00:21:50,183 Kiesha almost left me this morning. 367 00:21:51,226 --> 00:21:52,477 What you do? 368 00:21:52,477 --> 00:21:54,062 Nothing. 369 00:21:54,062 --> 00:21:55,856 Boy, don't be lying to me. 370 00:21:59,818 --> 00:22:01,903 I'm just doing what I gotta do to make sure we good. 371 00:22:01,903 --> 00:22:03,655 Even if it's illegal? 372 00:22:05,782 --> 00:22:07,993 I'm not doing no illegal shit. 373 00:22:12,372 --> 00:22:15,125 I deal with niggas that do illegal shit. 374 00:22:15,125 --> 00:22:17,169 That don't make it no better. 375 00:22:22,382 --> 00:22:25,594 She wants me to cut ties with Douda... 376 00:22:25,594 --> 00:22:26,720 for good. 377 00:22:26,720 --> 00:22:29,681 See, that's why I'm Team Kiesha. 378 00:22:31,892 --> 00:22:33,018 Yeah. 379 00:22:33,018 --> 00:22:34,269 I know. 380 00:22:36,605 --> 00:22:38,648 So how you get her to stay? 381 00:22:38,648 --> 00:22:40,692 I promised her I'd handle it. 382 00:22:42,569 --> 00:22:43,695 How you gonna do that? 383 00:22:49,743 --> 00:22:51,870 I wanna buy myself out. 384 00:22:55,082 --> 00:22:56,708 How much is that gonna cost? 385 00:23:01,213 --> 00:23:02,631 I don't know. 386 00:23:06,385 --> 00:23:08,387 Well, why don't you find out? 387 00:23:08,387 --> 00:23:13,141 And maybe we figure this shit out together. 388 00:23:15,769 --> 00:23:18,772 Mm. OK. 389 00:23:20,273 --> 00:23:21,483 OK? 390 00:23:24,027 --> 00:23:25,570 Thanks, Pop. 391 00:23:25,570 --> 00:23:26,738 Yeah. 392 00:23:39,084 --> 00:23:40,502 Hi. 393 00:23:51,346 --> 00:23:52,597 Sorry I'm late. 394 00:23:52,597 --> 00:23:54,099 I got caught up in another meeting. 395 00:23:54,099 --> 00:23:56,476 How you gonna get mad at me for not taking this serious 396 00:23:56,476 --> 00:23:58,728 but you coming in here 20 minutes late? 397 00:24:03,942 --> 00:24:05,444 I said I was sorry. 398 00:24:07,654 --> 00:24:09,030 Who was your meeting with? 399 00:24:14,119 --> 00:24:15,287 Why? 400 00:24:15,287 --> 00:24:16,496 I wanna know. 401 00:24:19,916 --> 00:24:21,293 Bakari's sister. 402 00:24:22,794 --> 00:24:24,212 Why were you meeting with her? 403 00:24:24,212 --> 00:24:25,755 Because I wanna work with her. 404 00:24:25,755 --> 00:24:28,133 You ain't done shit with me yet. 405 00:24:28,133 --> 00:24:31,052 How you think you could add somebody else to the roster? 406 00:24:31,052 --> 00:24:33,221 Managers can have multiple clients, OK? 407 00:24:33,221 --> 00:24:34,890 She and I are on the same level. 408 00:24:34,890 --> 00:24:36,641 She's further along. 409 00:24:36,641 --> 00:24:38,643 Oh, please. 410 00:24:38,643 --> 00:24:40,645 Her EP is almost done. 411 00:24:40,645 --> 00:24:41,813 How was it? 412 00:24:41,813 --> 00:24:42,981 She's sending it to me. 413 00:24:44,566 --> 00:24:45,984 Can we please just focus 414 00:24:45,984 --> 00:24:47,694 and try to get something out of this session 415 00:24:47,694 --> 00:24:49,738 that's costing us a fucking fortune? 416 00:24:56,077 --> 00:24:58,371 All right, play the song, please. 417 00:25:03,418 --> 00:25:05,670 I'm sick of this shit, man. 418 00:25:05,670 --> 00:25:08,673 Been doing this shit for two years straight. 419 00:25:08,673 --> 00:25:11,301 I'm all ready to fucking go. 420 00:25:11,301 --> 00:25:13,970 Bitch, I'm working my ass off 421 00:25:13,970 --> 00:25:15,347 You talking about it too much 422 00:25:15,347 --> 00:25:17,474 I'm letting the cash talk 423 00:25:17,474 --> 00:25:18,683 Virgil on the feet 424 00:25:18,683 --> 00:25:20,477 I'm keeping the tags on 425 00:25:20,477 --> 00:25:21,853 The difference is 426 00:25:21,853 --> 00:25:24,272 I'm actually something to brag on 427 00:25:24,272 --> 00:25:26,441 They say, Maisha 428 00:25:26,441 --> 00:25:27,859 You should be under the jail 429 00:25:27,859 --> 00:25:29,694 For killing these beats like that 430 00:25:29,694 --> 00:25:31,196 And you should be going to hell 431 00:25:31,196 --> 00:25:33,365 For burning the streets like that 432 00:25:33,365 --> 00:25:36,201 You should be a diabetic for coming to eat like that 433 00:25:36,201 --> 00:25:37,827 You think it's sweet like that 434 00:25:37,827 --> 00:25:40,372 Dummy, I can't make it home in peace 435 00:25:40,372 --> 00:25:42,040 I can't even pose for free 436 00:25:42,040 --> 00:25:43,708 You thinking she cute and you wanna crack 437 00:25:43,708 --> 00:25:45,126 I let a bitch close to me 438 00:25:45,126 --> 00:25:46,753 No, over with 439 00:25:46,753 --> 00:25:48,380 We ain't even where we supposed to be 440 00:25:48,380 --> 00:25:50,048 Daddy money got you scared 441 00:25:50,048 --> 00:25:51,675 But you only fucked if you blow it 442 00:25:51,675 --> 00:25:55,220 somber jazz music 443 00:26:26,084 --> 00:26:28,253 Ay, nigga! Ay! 444 00:26:28,253 --> 00:26:30,046 Get the fuck up out of here! 445 00:26:30,046 --> 00:26:32,090 Ay! 446 00:26:35,468 --> 00:26:36,803 Motherfucker. 447 00:26:41,725 --> 00:26:44,019 What-what-what happened? 448 00:26:44,019 --> 00:26:45,770 Oh, no, somebody just broke in the crib. 449 00:26:45,770 --> 00:26:48,565 What-what is this? 450 00:26:48,565 --> 00:26:50,442 Are you dealing drugs at my house? 451 00:26:51,610 --> 00:26:53,278 Hell nah. 452 00:26:54,821 --> 00:26:57,324 Look, you know I left that life a long time ago. 453 00:26:57,324 --> 00:26:59,117 Well, apparently not. 454 00:26:59,117 --> 00:27:00,869 No, no. Look, look, look, look, look. 455 00:27:00,869 --> 00:27:01,828 I-I'm just holding these for somebody. 456 00:27:01,828 --> 00:27:03,663 - That's all. - Wait, for who? 457 00:27:05,373 --> 00:27:07,500 I really can't say. 458 00:27:07,500 --> 00:27:10,670 You-- 459 00:27:10,670 --> 00:27:14,799 Get these guns out of my house right now, 460 00:27:14,799 --> 00:27:16,843 or I'm gonna have to ask you to leave. 461 00:27:18,053 --> 00:27:19,387 Babe, no. 462 00:27:19,387 --> 00:27:20,805 It was these guns that protected us 463 00:27:20,805 --> 00:27:22,349 from whoever tried to break in here! 464 00:27:22,349 --> 00:27:24,184 These guns didn't stop them from busting in. 465 00:27:26,353 --> 00:27:27,646 OK, a'ight. 466 00:27:27,646 --> 00:27:29,939 I'll-I'll-I'll-I'll get rid of them, a'ight? 467 00:27:29,939 --> 00:27:30,982 Uh, first thing tomorrow morning. 468 00:27:30,982 --> 00:27:31,983 Tonight! 469 00:27:31,983 --> 00:27:33,401 tense music 470 00:27:33,401 --> 00:27:38,114 OK. 471 00:27:44,037 --> 00:27:45,080 Shit. 472 00:27:46,539 --> 00:27:48,166 You keeping anything else from me? 473 00:27:52,212 --> 00:27:54,756 Nah. 474 00:27:54,756 --> 00:27:55,840 That's it. 475 00:28:10,605 --> 00:28:11,981 Where the fuck Douda at? 476 00:28:11,981 --> 00:28:13,441 Need a appointment, my nigga. 477 00:28:13,441 --> 00:28:15,235 Get off me! 478 00:28:15,235 --> 00:28:17,153 I talked to Kiesha already. 479 00:28:18,029 --> 00:28:19,239 What? 480 00:28:19,239 --> 00:28:21,825 Yeah, we had a conversation. 481 00:28:21,825 --> 00:28:23,702 She handled it. 482 00:28:28,832 --> 00:28:30,250 Ain't this a bitch? 483 00:28:30,250 --> 00:28:32,377 Oh, she ain't tell you? 484 00:28:34,254 --> 00:28:36,297 No, she didn't. 485 00:28:59,070 --> 00:29:01,114 So nice to finally meet Fatima's 486 00:29:01,114 --> 00:29:03,867 Black knight in shining armor. 487 00:29:03,867 --> 00:29:05,952 Don't be nervous. 488 00:29:05,952 --> 00:29:07,328 It's kind of hard not to be. 489 00:29:07,328 --> 00:29:08,830 We don't bite. 490 00:29:08,830 --> 00:29:10,165 No, no, no, I-- 491 00:29:10,165 --> 00:29:12,208 but I-I know how much y'all mean to her, 492 00:29:12,208 --> 00:29:14,335 and I want you to know that I'm serious about this. 493 00:29:14,335 --> 00:29:15,503 I'm not playing with her heart. 494 00:29:15,503 --> 00:29:17,547 Mm. I can tell. 495 00:29:17,547 --> 00:29:19,340 - Yeah, we-- - Mm-hmm. 496 00:29:19,340 --> 00:29:21,801 - We're happy for y'all. - Thank you. 497 00:29:21,801 --> 00:29:23,219 Mm. 498 00:29:23,219 --> 00:29:24,971 Can I ask y'all something? 499 00:29:26,681 --> 00:29:29,225 What, you about to ask for my baby's hand in marriage? 500 00:29:29,225 --> 00:29:32,687 Well, I mean, wedding bells, I think, are in our future. 501 00:29:32,687 --> 00:29:33,813 - Oh. - Oh! 502 00:29:33,813 --> 00:29:37,025 Oh, OK, well, then ask away. 503 00:29:37,025 --> 00:29:39,444 Um... 504 00:29:39,444 --> 00:29:41,863 do you think that Fatima would wanna start a family? 505 00:29:41,863 --> 00:29:43,448 - You need to ask her. - Absolutely! 506 00:29:43,448 --> 00:29:46,451 Well, that's kind of why I'm asking y'all first. 507 00:29:46,451 --> 00:29:48,286 What are you afraid of? 508 00:29:48,828 --> 00:29:52,373 That maybe she wouldn't wanna start a family with me. 509 00:29:52,373 --> 00:29:54,042 What, you got some secret baby mama 510 00:29:54,042 --> 00:29:55,960 stashed away somewhere? 511 00:29:55,960 --> 00:29:57,086 - That's how it starts. - No. 512 00:29:57,086 --> 00:29:59,130 Um... 513 00:29:59,130 --> 00:30:02,133 but I-I do have a-a past, 514 00:30:02,133 --> 00:30:03,134 a criminal one. 515 00:30:03,134 --> 00:30:04,093 Mm. 516 00:30:04,093 --> 00:30:06,262 I mean... 517 00:30:06,262 --> 00:30:07,931 we all have a past, 518 00:30:07,931 --> 00:30:10,600 but Fatima, she's always followed her heart. 519 00:30:10,600 --> 00:30:12,977 Every time I followed my heart, it got broken. 520 00:30:12,977 --> 00:30:15,271 Child. 521 00:30:15,271 --> 00:30:17,315 Just don't let that happen to my daughter. 522 00:30:18,358 --> 00:30:20,151 I won't. 523 00:30:20,151 --> 00:30:21,528 Good. 524 00:30:23,696 --> 00:30:26,282 Nina, what's your frustration? 525 00:30:33,373 --> 00:30:35,792 I did everything 526 00:30:35,792 --> 00:30:39,295 to be a good mother to my children. 527 00:30:39,295 --> 00:30:42,090 When their dad left, I didn't have any help. 528 00:30:43,842 --> 00:30:46,761 I just wanna know why I'm sitting here, 529 00:30:46,761 --> 00:30:51,057 being told all the things I could have done better. 530 00:30:51,057 --> 00:30:55,395 I want my kids to know that I'm not just their mother. 531 00:30:55,395 --> 00:30:56,896 I'm also human. 532 00:30:58,398 --> 00:31:00,108 And just because I'm a parent 533 00:31:00,108 --> 00:31:02,652 doesn't mean I have to be perfect. 534 00:31:02,652 --> 00:31:04,404 I know that. 535 00:31:06,656 --> 00:31:09,826 Ma, I think providing financially 536 00:31:09,826 --> 00:31:12,161 wasn't enough. 537 00:31:12,161 --> 00:31:14,122 We also needed your attention. 538 00:31:15,707 --> 00:31:18,710 And you feel like you didn't get it? 539 00:31:18,710 --> 00:31:22,964 We got what was left of you when you came home from work. 540 00:31:26,926 --> 00:31:30,221 I'm sorry there wasn't much left to give 541 00:31:30,221 --> 00:31:32,932 after dealing with my crazy job all day. 542 00:31:35,894 --> 00:31:38,187 Nina, try talking to Kiesha 543 00:31:38,187 --> 00:31:40,023 as if she wasn't your daughter. 544 00:31:41,774 --> 00:31:43,026 What? 545 00:31:43,026 --> 00:31:44,360 Share a truth with her 546 00:31:44,360 --> 00:31:46,279 that you've never shared with her before. 547 00:32:00,376 --> 00:32:01,502 Uh-- 548 00:32:06,257 --> 00:32:07,634 Uh... 549 00:32:10,803 --> 00:32:15,266 ...I thought being a woman... 550 00:32:15,266 --> 00:32:18,686 meant I had to find a good Black man, 551 00:32:18,686 --> 00:32:22,440 get married, and have kids. 552 00:32:22,440 --> 00:32:24,359 That's what my mother wanted me to do. 553 00:32:26,653 --> 00:32:28,571 Did you not want that? 554 00:32:30,281 --> 00:32:32,825 Nobody cared about what I wanted. 555 00:32:32,825 --> 00:32:34,327 What did you want? 556 00:32:36,829 --> 00:32:40,291 You know, I wanted to explore the world, 557 00:32:40,291 --> 00:32:42,460 my sexuality, 558 00:32:42,460 --> 00:32:45,129 what it would feel like to live alone. 559 00:32:48,508 --> 00:32:49,509 Why didn't you? 560 00:32:51,678 --> 00:32:54,013 I wanted to be a good daughter. 561 00:32:54,013 --> 00:32:57,308 And back then, being married and having kids 562 00:32:57,308 --> 00:33:00,311 was what being a good daughter meant. 563 00:33:04,649 --> 00:33:07,402 To be honest, I never wanted to be married. 564 00:33:07,402 --> 00:33:09,404 And I never wanted to have kids. 565 00:33:13,616 --> 00:33:15,451 You didn't want us? 566 00:33:15,451 --> 00:33:16,911 I didn't say that. 567 00:33:18,538 --> 00:33:21,165 Dr. Kwame, can you help me out here, please? 568 00:33:21,165 --> 00:33:24,419 I meet a lot of women who feel forced into motherhood, 569 00:33:24,419 --> 00:33:26,504 whether it be from societal pressures 570 00:33:26,504 --> 00:33:27,797 or pressure from their families. 571 00:33:27,797 --> 00:33:29,257 I love my kids. 572 00:33:29,257 --> 00:33:30,842 No one is doubting that. 573 00:33:35,179 --> 00:33:36,180 Are we done? 574 00:33:36,180 --> 00:33:38,057 I want you to just sit 575 00:33:38,057 --> 00:33:39,308 with what you and your daughter 576 00:33:39,308 --> 00:33:41,644 have just confessed to each other. 577 00:33:41,644 --> 00:33:44,897 You said you felt obligated to be a mother, 578 00:33:44,897 --> 00:33:47,650 and your daughter just said that when she was growing up, 579 00:33:47,650 --> 00:33:49,444 she felt like an obligation. 580 00:33:56,075 --> 00:33:57,201 Wow. 581 00:33:57,201 --> 00:33:58,703 Oh, Lord. 582 00:34:02,123 --> 00:34:03,624 What does this mean? 583 00:34:03,624 --> 00:34:06,502 There are no easy answers in therapy. 584 00:34:06,502 --> 00:34:09,213 It's all about getting to the truth, 585 00:34:09,213 --> 00:34:10,548 making peace with it. 586 00:34:10,548 --> 00:34:11,966 How do I make peace with the fact 587 00:34:11,966 --> 00:34:13,217 my mother didn't want me? 588 00:34:13,217 --> 00:34:15,344 That's not what I said. 589 00:34:15,344 --> 00:34:17,889 Relationships between children and parents 590 00:34:17,889 --> 00:34:20,141 are rarely pristine. 591 00:34:20,141 --> 00:34:23,061 We all have unhealed trauma, 592 00:34:23,061 --> 00:34:24,771 and it shows up in different ways. 593 00:34:26,272 --> 00:34:29,734 But this is where the healing begins. 594 00:34:29,734 --> 00:34:32,528 It's OK if you're feeling uncomfortable. 595 00:34:32,528 --> 00:34:34,739 It isn't supposed to be easy. 596 00:34:42,455 --> 00:34:46,250 That's the feeling in my mind 597 00:34:46,250 --> 00:34:50,922 When I 598 00:34:50,922 --> 00:34:53,424 When I think of you... 599 00:34:53,424 --> 00:34:54,425 You a'ight, man? 600 00:34:54,425 --> 00:34:55,927 Huh? 601 00:34:55,927 --> 00:34:57,970 Yeah. 602 00:34:57,970 --> 00:34:59,430 I'll be a'ight. 603 00:35:00,932 --> 00:35:02,308 How you feeling? 604 00:35:02,308 --> 00:35:04,310 You nervous? 605 00:35:04,310 --> 00:35:06,854 Nah, I'm... 606 00:35:06,854 --> 00:35:07,855 ...excited. 607 00:35:07,855 --> 00:35:09,148 Yeah. 608 00:35:12,485 --> 00:35:13,945 I'm gonna miss you, Kev. 609 00:35:13,945 --> 00:35:16,072 And I can't shake the feeling 610 00:35:16,072 --> 00:35:17,865 Mm. 611 00:35:17,865 --> 00:35:19,909 'Cause there's something 'bout the energy 612 00:35:19,909 --> 00:35:21,035 Miss y'all too. 613 00:35:21,035 --> 00:35:22,370 I got no good reason 614 00:35:22,370 --> 00:35:24,956 And you don't either 615 00:35:24,956 --> 00:35:27,792 But I can't shake the feeling 616 00:35:27,792 --> 00:35:29,085 'Cause there's something 'bout the energy... 617 00:35:29,085 --> 00:35:30,628 Look, man, um... 618 00:35:33,005 --> 00:35:34,465 ...I'm grateful to you. 619 00:35:36,634 --> 00:35:38,094 Been through a lot. 620 00:35:38,094 --> 00:35:40,471 Would you braid my hair... 621 00:35:40,471 --> 00:35:42,557 No matter what, you've always been there for me. 622 00:35:44,517 --> 00:35:47,645 For that, you always gonna be my big brother. 623 00:35:47,645 --> 00:35:50,815 'Cause I can't breathe now... 624 00:35:50,815 --> 00:35:52,942 Man. 625 00:35:52,942 --> 00:35:54,819 Damn, nigga, you trying to make me cry or something? 626 00:35:54,819 --> 00:35:56,487 Nah, nah, it's just-- 627 00:35:56,487 --> 00:36:00,449 it's just really hitting me that I'm leaving, so... 628 00:36:00,449 --> 00:36:03,035 I just wanted to tell you that before I left. 629 00:36:05,246 --> 00:36:06,873 You're always gonna be my little bro. 630 00:36:10,126 --> 00:36:12,211 Hey, and if you ever need anything, 631 00:36:12,211 --> 00:36:14,630 you know I'm only one call away. 632 00:36:14,630 --> 00:36:16,174 I know. 633 00:36:16,174 --> 00:36:18,968 You can bring me back in time 634 00:36:18,968 --> 00:36:20,344 Hey 635 00:36:20,344 --> 00:36:22,763 I can't tell you why, but it's 636 00:36:22,763 --> 00:36:24,932 Natural, easy 637 00:36:24,932 --> 00:36:27,268 Like a summer evening 638 00:36:27,268 --> 00:36:30,188 somber music 639 00:36:46,829 --> 00:36:49,207 I'm so sorry. 640 00:37:02,595 --> 00:37:05,139 He really loved you like a son. 641 00:37:05,139 --> 00:37:06,224 Yeah. 642 00:37:07,725 --> 00:37:09,185 Now he's gone. 643 00:37:10,770 --> 00:37:14,899 In body, but... he's still here in spirit. 644 00:37:19,028 --> 00:37:22,114 What you think he'd say... 645 00:37:22,114 --> 00:37:24,242 right now if he was still here? 646 00:37:27,912 --> 00:37:30,164 He'd be mad I didn't iron my shirt this morning. 647 00:37:32,333 --> 00:37:34,752 Be mad I ain't got on a tie right now. 648 00:37:37,588 --> 00:37:39,757 He always wanted us to be our best selves. 649 00:37:42,093 --> 00:37:43,094 Yeah. 650 00:37:45,596 --> 00:37:47,932 He did. He did. 651 00:38:15,543 --> 00:38:17,670 hip-hop music 652 00:38:17,670 --> 00:38:18,671 If you in love with her 653 00:38:18,671 --> 00:38:20,214 Probably should hide it 654 00:38:20,214 --> 00:38:22,508 Once she see young G, dude, your ass is fire 655 00:38:22,508 --> 00:38:24,093 Grass nigga, trash nigga 656 00:38:24,093 --> 00:38:25,928 High speed, I'm on your ass, nigga 657 00:38:25,928 --> 00:38:28,097 No pass nigga, dead nigga try to fuck with me... 658 00:38:28,097 --> 00:38:30,474 I'm fucking with this. 659 00:38:30,474 --> 00:38:33,602 This sound like everything else on the radio right now. 660 00:38:33,602 --> 00:38:36,397 OK. I can give her that note. 661 00:38:36,397 --> 00:38:39,483 I think you need to focus on Maisha. 662 00:38:39,483 --> 00:38:42,737 You saying that 'cause you mean it or... 663 00:38:42,737 --> 00:38:44,071 'cause you jealous? 664 00:38:45,740 --> 00:38:47,366 I ain't jealous of no girl. 665 00:38:49,368 --> 00:38:52,413 OK, well, I think she has potential. 666 00:38:52,413 --> 00:38:54,290 You need to find somebody 667 00:38:54,290 --> 00:38:56,167 that's gonna make you some money. 668 00:38:56,167 --> 00:38:57,918 And I think she can-- 669 00:38:57,918 --> 00:38:59,420 in due time. 670 00:38:59,420 --> 00:39:01,130 How much time? 671 00:39:01,130 --> 00:39:03,424 I don't know. 672 00:39:03,424 --> 00:39:05,009 No jokes, I ain't no Kevin Hart 673 00:39:05,009 --> 00:39:06,552 I'll pick your mess... 674 00:39:06,552 --> 00:39:08,054 OK. 675 00:39:08,054 --> 00:39:09,680 On the C-H-I 676 00:39:09,680 --> 00:39:11,432 I'ma D-I-E with the world and the fame... 677 00:39:11,432 --> 00:39:13,726 Just be careful. 678 00:39:13,726 --> 00:39:15,144 Careful? 679 00:39:15,144 --> 00:39:17,104 Yeah, make sure she just trying to work 680 00:39:17,104 --> 00:39:18,814 and nothing else. 681 00:39:18,814 --> 00:39:20,358 One look, I give her one look 682 00:39:20,358 --> 00:39:21,984 And now she wanna fuck with me 683 00:39:21,984 --> 00:39:25,279 I'm sorry, but they can't get up with me 684 00:39:25,279 --> 00:39:27,073 Niggas can't get down with me 685 00:39:27,073 --> 00:39:28,449 Damn right 686 00:39:28,449 --> 00:39:30,076 I know they wanna be 687 00:39:44,423 --> 00:39:45,966 Take this shit! 688 00:39:45,966 --> 00:39:47,301 What the fuck you doing? 689 00:39:47,301 --> 00:39:48,719 I can't hold those for you. 690 00:39:48,719 --> 00:39:51,013 Are you fucking crazy? 691 00:39:51,013 --> 00:39:52,681 You can't have this shit on the street with me, Shaad. 692 00:39:52,681 --> 00:39:54,600 I know one thing: I can't have it in my crib no more. 693 00:39:58,062 --> 00:39:59,730 I get it. 694 00:39:59,730 --> 00:40:01,982 I ain't trying to fuck up what you got going on. 695 00:40:01,982 --> 00:40:03,901 Well, it's too late, nigga! 696 00:40:05,277 --> 00:40:06,904 Nigga, I will handle it! 697 00:40:09,198 --> 00:40:11,575 Oh, let me tell you something else too. 698 00:40:11,575 --> 00:40:14,036 Don't bring that shit to that pastor's house. 699 00:40:14,036 --> 00:40:15,538 He'll turn over in his casket 700 00:40:15,538 --> 00:40:17,081 if he knew the shit that you was up to. 701 00:40:17,081 --> 00:40:19,625 I'm not. 702 00:40:36,767 --> 00:40:38,310 When you gonna teach me how to play? 703 00:40:39,854 --> 00:40:41,730 When I have time. 704 00:40:43,023 --> 00:40:44,984 It's a big boy's game. 705 00:40:46,068 --> 00:40:47,778 Maybe I'll just teach myself. 706 00:40:49,697 --> 00:40:51,782 Incentive. 707 00:40:51,782 --> 00:40:53,033 I like it. 708 00:40:53,033 --> 00:40:55,035 Good luck. 709 00:40:58,038 --> 00:41:00,291 Don't keep leaning on your pawns 710 00:41:00,291 --> 00:41:01,750 to do all the work for you. 711 00:41:01,750 --> 00:41:05,421 I can tell by your tone 712 00:41:05,421 --> 00:41:08,591 Baby, you ain't alone... 713 00:41:08,591 --> 00:41:11,469 Better that than sacrifice my queen. 714 00:41:11,469 --> 00:41:13,596 You're supposed to use your queen, 715 00:41:13,596 --> 00:41:15,639 not protect her. 716 00:41:15,639 --> 00:41:17,641 I can see your weakness from ten miles away. 717 00:41:17,641 --> 00:41:19,518 You have to play this game with no fears. 718 00:41:22,021 --> 00:41:24,440 Sometimes... 719 00:41:24,440 --> 00:41:26,275 you have to sacrifice the ones you love 720 00:41:26,275 --> 00:41:28,986 in order to win the game. 721 00:41:28,986 --> 00:41:32,531 I don't know what I will do 722 00:41:32,531 --> 00:41:34,200 Checkmate. 723 00:41:34,200 --> 00:41:37,495 If I think your love is gone 724 00:41:39,413 --> 00:41:43,501 I don't know what I'm gonna say 725 00:41:43,501 --> 00:41:48,464 If I find you're not alone 726 00:41:48,464 --> 00:41:50,382 light R&B music 727 00:41:51,759 --> 00:41:55,554 You know me so well 728 00:41:55,554 --> 00:41:59,183 I pretend all I want 729 00:41:59,183 --> 00:42:01,685 For everybody else 730 00:42:01,685 --> 00:42:04,522 Wow. 731 00:42:04,522 --> 00:42:06,065 Welcome home. 732 00:42:07,191 --> 00:42:08,359 Th-this is amazing. 733 00:42:08,359 --> 00:42:10,528 You-you've outdone yourself. 734 00:42:10,528 --> 00:42:12,154 Yeah? 735 00:42:12,154 --> 00:42:15,533 I told you I was gonna turn this house into a home. 736 00:42:15,533 --> 00:42:17,284 You did. 737 00:42:17,284 --> 00:42:19,161 Mm. 738 00:42:19,161 --> 00:42:21,705 But I don't mind when you give me your love... 739 00:42:21,705 --> 00:42:22,873 I love you. 740 00:42:24,083 --> 00:42:25,501 I love you too. 741 00:42:25,501 --> 00:42:27,211 You know what to do... 742 00:42:27,211 --> 00:42:28,587 All right. 743 00:42:32,258 --> 00:42:34,176 What? 744 00:42:34,176 --> 00:42:37,555 I was thinking, um, 745 00:42:37,555 --> 00:42:40,266 maybe... 746 00:42:40,266 --> 00:42:42,893 we can consider starting a family. 747 00:42:47,565 --> 00:42:49,483 Are you serious? 748 00:42:50,442 --> 00:42:52,236 Very. 749 00:42:54,113 --> 00:42:56,031 Uh... 750 00:42:56,031 --> 00:42:57,908 um, 751 00:42:57,908 --> 00:43:01,412 I-I mean, it's always 752 00:43:01,412 --> 00:43:05,249 something I dreamed about, but I never thought-- 753 00:43:05,249 --> 00:43:07,084 I never thought it would happen for me. 754 00:43:07,084 --> 00:43:10,754 Uh, well, we can make it happen if you want to. 755 00:43:10,754 --> 00:43:13,215 My favorite is you 756 00:43:13,215 --> 00:43:15,092 You're my peace of mind 757 00:43:15,092 --> 00:43:17,261 No matter how I try to fight it... 758 00:43:17,261 --> 00:43:19,722 What? 759 00:43:19,722 --> 00:43:21,849 It's just, starting a family is a huge commitment. 760 00:43:21,849 --> 00:43:24,518 I know. 761 00:43:24,518 --> 00:43:25,769 And what about the FBI? 762 00:43:25,769 --> 00:43:27,104 They don't have nothing. 763 00:43:27,104 --> 00:43:28,272 And I'm not gonna give them nothing. 764 00:43:30,024 --> 00:43:31,609 You're always so busy. I-- 765 00:43:31,609 --> 00:43:33,110 Oh, come on. 766 00:43:33,110 --> 00:43:35,988 I don't wanna be stuck raising a child on my own. 767 00:43:35,988 --> 00:43:38,073 Come on, I'm not gonna let that happen. 768 00:43:38,073 --> 00:43:39,658 Come on. 769 00:43:39,658 --> 00:43:42,828 Oh, I never stay mad too long... 770 00:43:42,828 --> 00:43:43,912 Do you promise? 771 00:43:43,912 --> 00:43:45,122 I promise. 772 00:43:45,122 --> 00:43:46,665 Never stay mad too long 773 00:43:46,665 --> 00:43:48,626 I can never stay mad 774 00:43:48,626 --> 00:43:51,962 Oh, I never stay mad too long... 775 00:43:51,962 --> 00:43:53,964 OK, then. 776 00:43:53,964 --> 00:43:55,299 OK, then? 777 00:43:55,299 --> 00:43:57,301 We can keep talking about it. 778 00:43:57,301 --> 00:43:59,136 Never stay mad... 779 00:43:59,136 --> 00:44:01,847 - OK. - OK. 780 00:44:05,684 --> 00:44:08,103 OK. 781 00:44:25,371 --> 00:44:26,747 You can't stay here. 782 00:44:28,707 --> 00:44:30,334 This ain't no overnight bag. 783 00:44:31,543 --> 00:44:32,586 What is it? 784 00:44:34,838 --> 00:44:35,839 I need a favor. 785 00:44:35,839 --> 00:44:37,049 No. 786 00:44:37,049 --> 00:44:38,342 You don't even know what it is. 787 00:44:38,342 --> 00:44:39,385 I don't need to. 788 00:44:39,385 --> 00:44:40,678 Come on, Nae. 789 00:44:45,849 --> 00:44:47,810 - What's in there? - Does it matter? 790 00:44:47,810 --> 00:44:49,061 Yes. 791 00:44:51,897 --> 00:44:53,190 I can't show you. 792 00:44:53,190 --> 00:44:54,525 Then it's not staying here. 793 00:44:54,525 --> 00:44:57,152 Look, if I show you what's in this bag, 794 00:44:57,152 --> 00:44:59,446 you could get in trouble. 795 00:44:59,446 --> 00:45:00,864 Why would you bring something to my door 796 00:45:00,864 --> 00:45:02,074 that could get me in trouble? 797 00:45:02,074 --> 00:45:04,785 Nae, look at me. 798 00:45:04,785 --> 00:45:07,079 Do you think I'd be sitting here 799 00:45:07,079 --> 00:45:09,623 if I had anywhere else to go? 800 00:45:09,623 --> 00:45:10,708 I don't. 801 00:45:12,584 --> 00:45:13,877 Please, Nae. 802 00:45:26,056 --> 00:45:27,891 Put it in my closet. 803 00:45:31,103 --> 00:45:33,105 I appreciate this more than you know. 804 00:45:48,245 --> 00:45:51,123 somber music 805 00:45:58,964 --> 00:46:00,424 Kiesha, come here. 806 00:46:02,634 --> 00:46:05,304 If you talk to Nuck behind my back again, we done. 807 00:46:05,304 --> 00:46:06,722 Are you giving me an ultimatum? 808 00:46:06,722 --> 00:46:09,224 Shh. I'm just being real with you. 809 00:46:09,224 --> 00:46:10,934 You can't control who I can and cannot talk to. 810 00:46:10,934 --> 00:46:12,311 When it comes to him, I do. 811 00:46:12,311 --> 00:46:13,771 Hey. 812 00:46:15,898 --> 00:46:17,274 When it comes to him, I do. 813 00:46:17,274 --> 00:46:19,109 Somebody has to protect this family. 814 00:46:19,109 --> 00:46:20,277 That's what I'm doing! 815 00:46:20,277 --> 00:46:21,445 I can't tell. 816 00:46:24,782 --> 00:46:26,784 What's going on? 817 00:46:28,368 --> 00:46:31,288 solemn music 818 00:46:47,179 --> 00:46:48,722 Oh, Sister Jackson, I just wanted to-- 819 00:46:48,722 --> 00:46:50,140 Get out. 820 00:46:52,518 --> 00:46:53,685 OK, I don't know what you heard, 821 00:46:53,685 --> 00:46:54,978 but I didn't kill your husband. 822 00:46:57,523 --> 00:46:58,774 Of course not. 823 00:47:00,609 --> 00:47:03,153 You sent one of your pawns to do it. 824 00:47:12,246 --> 00:47:16,834 For all we know 825 00:47:18,085 --> 00:47:22,464 This may only be a dream 826 00:47:24,216 --> 00:47:28,679 We come and we go 827 00:47:28,679 --> 00:47:31,306 Like the ripples 828 00:47:31,306 --> 00:47:34,685 To a stream 829 00:47:34,685 --> 00:47:36,687 So love me 830 00:47:36,687 --> 00:47:40,858 Love me tonight 831 00:47:40,858 --> 00:47:43,777 Tomorrow was made 832 00:47:43,777 --> 00:47:46,363 For some 833 00:47:46,363 --> 00:47:49,032 Tomorrow 834 00:47:49,032 --> 00:47:53,412 May never come 835 00:47:54,413 --> 00:47:58,709 For all we know 836 00:48:00,127 --> 00:48:05,007 For all we know 837 00:48:06,049 --> 00:48:11,346 For all we know 838 00:48:12,431 --> 00:48:13,557 somber music 839 00:48:13,557 --> 00:48:15,017 I-I don't-- 840 00:48:16,768 --> 00:48:19,980 I don't know-- 841 00:48:24,776 --> 00:48:27,613 It's a'ight. 842 00:48:27,613 --> 00:48:30,240 It's OK, we're here for you, a'ight? 843 00:48:30,240 --> 00:48:31,575 Take your time. 844 00:48:34,286 --> 00:48:35,370 You got this, bro. 845 00:48:37,873 --> 00:48:41,501 I don't know why, but... 846 00:48:41,501 --> 00:48:43,587 I always thought my dad would live forever. 847 00:48:45,631 --> 00:48:49,217 I know that's crazy, but... 848 00:48:49,217 --> 00:48:52,054 that's how I felt. 849 00:48:52,054 --> 00:48:53,722 He felt invincible. 850 00:48:57,559 --> 00:48:59,186 Now I know none of us are. 851 00:49:01,855 --> 00:49:03,815 We're all on this Earth for a certain amount of time, 852 00:49:03,815 --> 00:49:05,901 but what we do with it is up to us. 853 00:49:09,446 --> 00:49:12,658 I always wanted my father to be proud of me. 854 00:49:12,658 --> 00:49:14,242 That was always in the back of my mind 855 00:49:14,242 --> 00:49:16,078 before I made any decision. 856 00:49:17,871 --> 00:49:20,457 I always wondered what he'd say, 857 00:49:20,457 --> 00:49:21,875 what he'd think. 858 00:49:23,377 --> 00:49:25,712 When I woke up this morning 859 00:49:25,712 --> 00:49:27,172 and I was getting ready to come here 860 00:49:27,172 --> 00:49:31,385 and say goodbye to my father, I realized... 861 00:49:31,385 --> 00:49:34,137 I no longer have a person to live for. 862 00:49:36,348 --> 00:49:39,601 I no longer have that person I wanna impress. 863 00:49:39,601 --> 00:49:43,063 He was the one I wanted to be proud of me. 864 00:49:47,484 --> 00:49:50,153 My dad challenged me to be better, 865 00:49:50,153 --> 00:49:51,947 be stronger, be noble. 866 00:49:53,782 --> 00:49:55,325 And now that he's gone... 867 00:49:58,704 --> 00:50:02,332 ...I-I have to be all those things for myself. 868 00:50:04,876 --> 00:50:07,838 I think we all have to do that. 869 00:50:07,838 --> 00:50:11,341 We have to make ourselves proud. 870 00:50:11,341 --> 00:50:13,677 We have to write our own moral code 871 00:50:13,677 --> 00:50:15,679 and stop living by somebody else's, 872 00:50:15,679 --> 00:50:18,015 even if that someone else is our own father. 873 00:50:22,561 --> 00:50:24,396 I'll never get over this. 874 00:50:27,232 --> 00:50:29,568 I-I think my heart will always be broken. 875 00:50:32,195 --> 00:50:34,656 But when I wanna break down, I'll remember to stand up 876 00:50:34,656 --> 00:50:37,701 not just for him but for the man he raised me to be. 877 00:50:41,580 --> 00:50:43,206 I wanted more time. 878 00:50:45,584 --> 00:50:49,129 I think we all want that, but... 879 00:50:49,129 --> 00:50:52,883 God's timing is the only clock I need. 880 00:50:52,883 --> 00:50:54,593 And the last thing my father gave me 881 00:50:54,593 --> 00:50:56,887 was a pocket watch that's been in our family for years. 882 00:50:58,680 --> 00:51:01,224 He told me to never waste my time or anybody else's. 883 00:51:03,101 --> 00:51:05,896 So I promise to cherish every moment of my life. 884 00:51:05,896 --> 00:51:08,190 And in doing so, I honor his. 885 00:51:08,190 --> 00:51:11,860 And his life deserves to be honored. 886 00:51:17,491 --> 00:51:19,242 I love you, Dad. 887 00:51:21,495 --> 00:51:23,455 I'm gonna miss you. 888 00:51:27,793 --> 00:51:30,087 But I know I'll see you on the other side. 889 00:51:38,345 --> 00:51:41,431 Be 890 00:51:41,431 --> 00:51:44,101 Be patient with me 891 00:51:44,101 --> 00:51:47,312 I'm on God's plan 892 00:51:47,312 --> 00:51:51,775 I'm on my way 893 00:51:51,775 --> 00:51:54,694 Be 894 00:51:54,694 --> 00:51:57,948 Be patient with me 895 00:51:57,948 --> 00:52:01,118 I'm on God's plan 896 00:52:01,118 --> 00:52:04,788 I'm on my way